Editor's Note: this submission contains raceplay and femdom content.
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Not long ago it was a straight and stuffy white male. it was arrogant and self-satisfied with its white male social and economic leverage and advantages. In the rat-race of white society it suppressed its submissive white side.
But from time to time it would slip into daydreams of having a Black mistress and becoming a white slave for the Black Race.
it had been briefly married to a white trophy wife, but the demands of the rat-race of white society had brought that to an end. Like most white males it was a guilt-ridden closet white racist and it believed in white superiority.
But in its more secret fantasies it grew more and more into supporting white submission to Blacks.
it did not admit these fantasies to anyone in the white community, and it did not fully admit these fantasies to itself. it only cautiously allowed in secret desires of being a slave of Blacks and being kept naked by Blacks like an animal so as to be available for Black sexual gratifications, sexual perversions, sexual sport, and sexual amusement.
From watching interracial porn and from dealing with Blacks in real life it began to realize the reality of Black Superiority. And its guilt-ridden white mind slowly began to submit to Black Power, Black Supremacy, Black Superiority, Black Ownership of whites,
and the coming New World Order of Black Rule.
At that point it cautiously concluded that like other whites that it knew of, it might be destined to become a Black Owned white whore.
As time went on it figuratively relinquished its natural born right to control its own body and mind and psychologically granted that right to Superior Blacks.
As a future Black Owned white slave it wanted to have nothing that could prevent Superior Blacks from doing whatever they might do with its white flesh and anatomy.
In the back of its mind it acquiesced to be completely conquered and controlled by Superior Blacks and forced to submit to out-and-out domination and humiliation by any and all Black Persons.
it daydreamed of having no rights and no options of its own and totally obeying all Superior Black People.
white Destiny
it now knew deep down that like many whites that it knew of,
it had an inferior white destiny to be an owned property of a Superior Black or of Superior Blacks in general.
But it had been brainwashed about white superiority by white society and was too arrogant and too tightly manipulated by white social pressures to make that destiny happen.
But when it became horny from watching Black-dominating-white interracial porn, it wanted to hurry its white destiny to become a Black Owned white animal property and a naked white piece-of ass to serve and sexually service Superior Blacks.
Under those influences it joined three dozen Yahoo and FetLife groups that flagrantly promoted Black Owned white slavery and created its own Tumblr blog advocating the same. it uploaded its desires and fantasies to serve and sexually service Superior Blacks to those and other Internet sites and groups.
Driven by male hormones from interracial porn, it felt excited to raise the stakes and write stories with autobiographical information about its identity.
it fantasized that a Superior Black would manage to find it and email it that it was now ready to submit to Black Rule, Black Power, Black Superiority, Black Supremacy, and the natural evolutionary rights of Superior Blacks to own inferior whites as animal properties.
But when it was approached by several Blacks asking it whether it wanted to be their Black Owned white slave and whore and how to contact them, it suddenly got cold feet and became honest and realistic. it did not feel like suffering and submitting as a Black Owned white slave.
it broke off offering its white flesh and anatomy, contributing autobiographical Black Supremacy stories, letting out information about itself, and messaging and responding to messages from sites advocating Superior Black Ownership of inferior whites.
Moreover, it tried to delete computer entries and vanish from that online scene until it felt like tempting its white destiny again.
But its white slave mentality was aware that it was letting itself drift closer and closer to Black Ownership of its mindless white whore flesh and anatomy.
it knew that a Superior Black could easily grasp its deep inferior white desires to submit to the Superior Black Race and could quickly acquire it as a permanent white animal property and whore. it was a dilemma, a mixture of desire and agony.
On one hand it knew that it would feel so screwed as a Black Owned mindless white piece-of-ass.
On the other it felt its deep down white destiny calling it to be a permanent Black Owned white bitch and whore.
The Superior Black person who owned it would have the power to ruin its privileged and entitled white life.
The inferior white knew that it would have no choice but to do as it was told by a Superior Black Owner and by other Superior Blacks in general.
The mix of cravings of its true natural evolutionary white destiny and its apprehension about becoming a mindless naked Black Owned white animal and obedient white whore for Superior Blacks drove it into an addled loss of a grip on its prospects.
it thought about ways out and other ways to buy itself some time before the inevitable stupefied it and took away its ability to think and its capacity to choose for itself. But it was driven by its inner drives and natural cravings and was excited by the bizarreness of a Black Owned white slave life.
it made items concerned with Black Ownership of whites and online conversations about this subject more difficult to conceal. Some things it did online and other things it forgot to do brought it to the edge of panic that Blacks, whites, and everybody else might find out who it was.
But it continued to get away with no one online knowing who it was, even though it was not able to delete and cover up everything.
But its deep down inferior white destiny kept surfacing.
On one hand it hoped to get away with tempting its destiny and make a comfortable future for itself in white society.
But on the other hand it knew what its natural white destiny was and feared that soon there would come a message sealing its white fate to Black Ownership.
it imagined horrible things being done to it such as being bull-whipped by Superior Blacks and being trained to strip naked and bow down on its arms and knees to submit to its victorious Black Owners, and being constantly humiliated and defiled by its Superior Black Owner.
Deep down in its mind it craved to be discovered.
it wanted its fantasies to be downloaded by Superior Blacks.