I put my coffee cup down as Hannah bounced down the hall towards me dressed for the gym. Her blonde hair swung in a pony tail. I could tell by her outfit that it was 'leg' day. My wife always wears a pair of tight, yoga, booty shorts on leg day. She explained to me once that she needs to see the targeted muscles flex to insure proper form. Mm-hmm. Hannah stands 5'3" tall. As she gave me a morning hug, I looked over her shoulder and checked out the cute bubble of her butt. Her decision to wear a black thong underneath her white shorts did not go unnoticed. She completed her outfit with a light pink, backless halter sports bra and white trainers on her feet. All very form fitting. Then again, everything Hannah wears to the gym is always form fitting. I gave up trying to influence her workout wardrobe around the same time I stopped going to the gym with her. I'd never get anything accomplished. I'd spend too much time watching guys checking out her ass. Leg days were the worst; squats, kickbacks, side lunges. She works hard on her ass, and it shows. It's amazing how many guys would coincidentally be in-between sets when my wife would do hip thrusts. I suppose I should be flattered. Hannah played field hockey in school and still weighs the same 124 pounds she did back then. The sports bra snuggly held her firm b-cup breasts and showed off her tone abdomen. From experience, I know that at some point during her workout, her nipples will make an appearance through that bra, distracting even the most dedicated fitness enthusiast. Her outfit was going to get the attention of the men (and some women) at the gym today. I don't necessarily need to be around to watch it happen, but I must admit, the idea does get me horny.
After she left, I decided that if I was going to make the most of my day, the first order of business would be to masturbate. We hadn't been connecting lately and I was overdue for a release. Retiring to our bedroom, I planned to watch some porn and jerk off. Sometimes, I'd incorporate a pair of Hannah's panties when I do. Today was one of those times. I opened the top drawer to her nightstand, where she kept her sexiest pairs. As I dug through her assortment of small-sized panties, my hand met with something solid underneath. Pushing the panties aside, I saw a dildo. A very realistic-looking dildo. It was big, thick, and it was black. It had a suction cup on the bottom of it. I muttered to myself, "What the fuck?"
A flood of questions ran through my head around our sex life and the desires that Hannah may harbor. I raced through a mix of emotions and wanted answers. I completely forgot about jerking off. I was too wound up and didn't want to release my growing anger in that way.
I paced the living room floor until she came through the front door. I didn't even give her a chance to put her gym bag down when I held up the dildo and confronted her. "You bought this?"
She was obviously surprised, processing the sudden change in her reality. I gave her no time to respond. "Yeah, I found this in your drawer."
She shot back, "Wha..you went through my drawers?"
Shit, I thought to myself, as I tried to make something up on the fly. "I was looking for a phone charger."
She wasn't buying it. "In my panty drawer? Right!"
"It doesn't matter. Why do you have it?"
She frustratingly tossed her gym bag on the bench near the front door and defended herself. "Why do you think?"
I plopped down on the couch, dropped the dildo next to me and lowered my voice, "I don't understand. What's wrong with our sex life?"
Hannah sighed, walked over, sat next to me and responded more calmly, "Nothing is wrong with our sex life."
I looked up at her. "Then, what made you buy it?"
Hannah sort-of looked down and shrugged her shoulders. "I don't know, I just did."
I pressed her. "You had to have a reason."
She sighed, "Curiosity, I guess."
"What are you curious about?"
Hannah looked at me, hesitated, then turned away. She shook her head and responded, "Um...I don't know. I guess the idea of being, like, overwhelmed?"
I was a little incredulous. "I don't overwhelm you?"
She was sympathetic. "Oh, honey."
"I'm not big enough for you?"
She clasped my hand as it rested on my leg. "Baby, no. Of course you are. You're the biggest guy...I've ever...you know, been with."
I defended myself. "I'm like six inches Hannah, which is above average."
"I know you are. I'm the one that measured you, remember? You're almost six inches and like five inches around."
I corrected her. "Five and a half."
"Yes, five a half. Honey, that's big."
"Hannah, I don't understand."
She took a breath and tried to explain. "Do you remember when we first had sex? I told you I was afraid you were too big?"
"I remember."
"Well, you were. I couldn't take all of you at first."
"So now what? You need something more?"
She placed her hands on my cheeks. "Honey, you are all I need."
She continued, "Before I was able to adjusted to your size...like in the beginning? I was a little scared, but also excited, you know? Not knowing if I could handle all of you. But then, wow, the way you filled me up. That feeling."
"I don't give you that feeling anymore?"
"Honey, I love how you feel inside me."
Hannah recognized that my anger had subsided a bit. "I shouldn't have said 'overwhelmed.' That's not what I meant. I was talking about that feeling of being worried, but also feeling really excited at the same time, ya know? Like right before, and then thinking to myself; Is it too big? More then I can handle? I'm not sure I'm explaining it right."
I conceded her point. "Maybe the feeling of being a little overwhelmed?"
"Maybe. I don't know what the right word is. Baby, I'm sorry, you DO overwhelm me."
My ego was bruised but I grasped what she was saying. "I think I get it. Does that dildo give you that feeling?"
"Maybe, I don't know. I haven't tried it."
"You haven't tried it?
"No."
"Why haven't you?"
She just shrugged her shoulders.
I was curious as to why she hesitated to use it, but I let it go. I needed to regain some dominance. "How big is it?"
She looked down sheepishly. "Um...nine inches, I guess"
"You guess?"
She looked up, a little embarrassed. "It's nine inches."
"And how thick is it?"
"I don't know. Obviously, it's pretty thick."
"It's bigger and thicker than I am."
She averted her eyes and admitted the obvious, "Mm-hmm, it is."
My pride caused me to raise my voice slightly. "It's black Hannah. You bought a black dildo."
She explained, "Well, um, yeah, it's dark. That's really all they had."
Knowing that couldn't be true, I sarcastically questioned her. "Really? They only sold BLACK dildos?"
Hannah tried to clarify herself. "Well, no, but all the big ones they had were black." She shook her head as she stuttered and corrected herself. "I..I mean dark...darker...all the big ones were darker."
"When did you buy it Hannah?"
"It was before Kelly's bachelorette party. Margot and I wanted to buy some raunchy stuff for the party so we went to a sex shop."
"Margot, of course. That tracks."
She got defensive. "What is that supposed to mean?"
"Oh...don't pretend Hannah. You know exactly what it means."
She picked up on my reference to Margot's preference for black guys and tried to dismiss my point. "Oh, stop!"
I came right out with it, "Is that what you want Hannah? Black cock?"
She wasn't having any of it. "What? No!"
My anger raised a bit. "Are you sure? 'cause it sure seems like it."
Hannah's anger returned as she stood up. "Are you serious right now? How many times have I dressed up for you? And worn wigs? You just love that long red wig." She started counting with her fingers, "Let's see...I've been your secretary, ah, and your student, oh, and an escort! Do you want to get a hooker for real? huh?"
I could only get a word in edgewise. "No."
"And that stupid maid outfit! I guess you want to have sex with Maria then? I'll ask her." She pretended to text with her thumbs. "Hi Maria, could you make sure to dust the blinds when you come on Thursday? Oh, also, could you fuck my husband reverse cowgirl? Ok, thanks."
I fought back a smile at her last comment as I stood up and spread my arms apart. "Ok, we were roleplaying."
She shot back, "How is this different?"
I didn't have a clever response.
She brought the temperature of the conversation down as she continued. "It isn't any different honey. I dress up and roleplay for you because it excites you. And we have incredible sex when I do, don't we?"
"Yes."
She moved in closer and took my hands in hers. "Listen, forget about the stupid dildo. How about we have some fun tonight?" She continued, "I could dress up for you. Hmm? What do you think?"