As I wait for you to get here, I am trying to go over the words in my head that I have to say to you. I just can't do this anymore. I love you so much and I know you say you love me. I just know that there is no future with us. You have your life and I have mine. The little time that we share together is not enough. The sex is the most erotic, sensual and fulfilling I have ever had in my life. I ache for your touch and I crave to taste your lips and smell your skin. I get so lost in your eyes and your mind, that at times I feel this is not real.
I get so lost in my thoughts, I don't hear you knocking. I snap out of it and answer the door. There are those amazing eyes staring at me; those luscious lips waiting to devour my entire body. You push the door open and kiss me so passionately my legs turn to jello instantly. I can't deny my hunger for you.
"You ready to go?" you ask.
"Where are we going?"
"It's a surprise!"
You are always doing things like this... Which makes it even harder to tell you I can't see you anymore. Nevertheless, I will enjoy this last day with you and savor every moment.
"Let me grab my sweater; it is a little chilly outside."
"No," you say. "I want to see those big, beautiful, hard nipples through your shirt."
As we walk out the door, I see a black stretch limo sitting in the drive.
"What is that?"
"We are going for a ride," you say with a smirk. "I love to see your eyes light up when I do things you don't expect."
"Oh, do you, really?" I say.
We get in the limousine and I am asking you for hints on where we are going. You will not reveal one word. I love being with you. I love the way you look into my eyes like you can see through to my soul. I hate that I love you so much and can't control my emotions around you. You slide your hand onto my thigh and lean in and kiss me harder and more intensely than you ever have. I feel like my body is going to explode.
"You are not healthy for me!" I tell you.
You lean in and kiss me the same way again, only this time you slide your hand up my skirt.
You whisper to me, "I knew you weren't wearing any panties! You are my naughty girl! I love you, Matasha."
"I love you, too, Brandon; more than words can describe!"
Your fingers part my lips and you slowly start circling my clit, every so often grazing it with your fingertips. As you are doing this, you shove your tongue down my throat and taunt my mouth with your tongue.
"How badly you want me, Matasha?" you ask.
"I don't want you..... I need you!" I reply.
With one swift movement, I am flipped over and my face is pressed against the cold, leather, seat.
"Brandon, the driver can see us."
"Let him watch me pound and pleasure your beautiful ass! You are mine and if he wants to watch, we will give him a memory he won't forget."
You pull my skirt up, revealing my bare ass. You start to rub and shake my ass cheeks, making them clap together. You smack both cheeks enough to get a small moan out of me.
"You love when I smack that ass, don't you, baby?"
"Yes, Brandon, I do!"