I nervously called Mick as I did the long walk of shame back to our tent.
"Hey Babe." He answered after the first ring, sounding really excited.
"Hey..." I replied nervously.
"Where are you?"
"Walking back now, you at the tent?" I asked not sure if I wanted him to be there or not.
"Yeah, so how was last night? I lost track of you pretty early."
"Um...yeah...it was good." I replied, unsure how much to disclose over the phone.
"Well hurry back, I can't wait to hear all about it."
After hanging up on Mick I weaved my way through the campsite and pondered how he'd handle the details. Maybe 15 minutes later I stumbled across our tent almost by accident and found Mick cooking some breakfast on the small camp stove.
"Hey Honey." I said as I approached. Mick responded by jumping to his feet up and hugging me, the relief was palpable and I let out a huge sigh, which he could obviously sense.
"No need to worry Babe." Mick whispered in my ear as he held me close.
"I was so nervous walking back here." I told him.
"Well you needn't have been, it was my idea and there is nothing you could tell me that's going to make me love you less."
This was exactly what I needed to hear from my husband and I opened up and told him all about last night, how I had fucked Jamar and how good it was. He listened patiently to me but I could tell he was dying to quiz me.
"Well are you going back to see him today?" He blurted out as soon as it was clear I was finished.
"Um...I hadn't really thought about it, to be honest I was too worried about how you'd react."
"Well I'm more than cool with it." He assured me.
"Yeah, I can see that now."
"So you can if you want. I mean if you enjoyed it that much you might as well." He offered.
"Well they did invite me to join them but I wasn't sure so I told them maybe."
"Did you get his number?"
Sheepishly I replied, "Yeah."
"See you do want to meet him again." Mick teased.
I couldn't help but feel like Mick was almost pushing me out the door and so I asked him why he wanted it so badly. He told me that it was his ultimate fantasy for me to have a black lover and that last night he had been more sexually excited than he could remember being and that it could in no way change his love for me, and if anything he thought it would deepen it. So I agreed to meet up with Jamar again and Mick was visibly excited by the prospect.
"So what do you think I should wear?" I asked, allowing him some input into his fantasy.
We started going through my bag, me pulling out clothes and holing them up for us both to appraise, after much to and fro we settled on an outfit. It wasn't something I would normally wear but then again I was going to do something I wouldn't normally do so I thought to hell with it. We had picked out a tiny pair of denim hot pants and paired it with a black one piece swimsuit that gave me amazing cleavage, Mick assured me it would have Jamar drooling. I put my faith in my husbands choice and quickly changed in our cramped little tent.
"Love you." I told Mick as I kissed him goodbye for the day.
"Don't hurry back." He told me as he swatted me on the ass and blew me a kiss.
I was undeniably excited as I walked off, not many girls get the chance to do what I was doing so I was going to take advantage of it.
That day was pretty much a carbon copy of the day before, we hung out, smoked and listened to the bands. I was really getting to like the guys and they seemed to be taking a shine to me, I felt naturally at home around them. During the day I kept an eye out for Mick but never saw him and at the end of the night we retired back to RV. Jamar and I flirted like school kids all day and fucked again that night, obviously, but this time it was with more passion and intensity.
When I returned to Phil in the morning he was his same excited self and begged me for details as soon as we were inside the tent.
I told him that he had been correct with his outfit choice, Jamar couldn't keep his hands off me all day and I had been more than happy to accommodate him and all about the amazing sex but before I was finished I mentioned Jamar had made me an intriguing proposition.
"Well what is it?" Mick asked desperately.
"He wants me to join them for the road trip back to their city." I told him, expecting him to laugh it off.
"That's awesome!"
"It's a long trip, like all the way back across the country. They plan to take about 10 days to do it." I explained, hoping reality would damped his enthusiasm, but it didn't.
"We've got time." He informed me.
"Yeah but I wouldn't be like here at the festival, I'd be his girlfriend for that time. I won't be able to come back to you everyday, I'll be living with him." I stated.
"I'm game if you are." He replied.