Welcome back everyone!
I know its been a while since the last story but as you can imagine, life is life and Amber and I have been busy! For those in the know THANK YOU SO MUCH, your kind words brought me back to add another chapter!
As for those that had issue's with my story, maybe stop reading? This is my life and I've never been happier! I love my wife more than I could possibly describe. She loves me just as much. While it may be different than most peoples version of love, it works amazingly for us. No need to be hateful or mean especially to her! You can talk shit about me all you want but be respectful of my WIFE. I knew who she was literally from day 1 and it's what I love about her. I really don't understand how some of you can read the tags or the first 3 stories and be hateful. Was the start of our relationship a shit show? Pretty much. Have there been bumps in the road? Surprisingly no, smooth sailing for the last 5 years. So please, if you like what you read, let me know and I'll keep going, if not, too bad.
Moving on, from some on the comments I see that the end of chapter 3 was actually missing about 4 or 5 paragraphs, I'm not entirely sure how that happened but the gist of the ending is simple really, our little routine forms of Amber and my roommate Quinn hooking up as I accepted and learned to love our new thing. I suggested after a bit, more like wanted, her to be with more men. After months of her and my roommate hooking up regularly, and learning more and building a deeper connection as well as learning undiscovered desires of mine, I really wanted to build a strong emotional relationship and connection with Amber, but found the thought of her being with HUNDREDS of men intoxicating. We will delve deeper into everything as chapters happen.
I do wanna answer some questions I received from loyal followers! 1) Yes, me and Amber still have a regular sex life, atleast once a day. 2) Amber plays VERY regularly, atleast 3-4 times a week. 3) She currently has 4 regular "bulls", Shane (story 1) is kind of the primary as we all have a great relationship as friends. 4) One of my kinks I learned, is I LOVE being sort of disrespected by Amber, so I love that she rarely goes out to play, we love having her play in our home and specifically on our marital bed. There's something so HOT to me knowing that while I'm at work, leading a company I started, working hard to provide my beautiful wife the life she deserves for how well she takes care of me and loves me, that she is getting bent over by another man in our home that I bought for us.
I'll definitely dive deeper into those aspects if that's what my readers want as well. I still don't know how much detail or how little to add to each chapter so feel free to make POSITIVE remarks and suggestions in the comments for the next chapter.
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Life for me changed after that night. Amber and I were growing closer by the day, we spent almost every day together while our lifestyle grew.
Amber and Quinn hooked up almost daily as did I and Amber. It became so ingrained for us, that it became normal. I'd come back from class to my shared dorm, walk in and see Amber giving Quinn a blowjob and having her greet me with a kiss enthusiastically, only to go back and finish. Or on the nights she slept over, look over as Quinn fucked my girlfriend like I never could, and have her crawl into bed with me for our time.
Amber kept her word to Quinn, she NEVER had sex with me before him. For months, everytime I had sex with Amber, it was after Quinn. And being completely honest, I loved it. I loved how loose she felt, how wet she was. I loved that she would softly whisper, "I can barely feel your little dick baby. You love this don't you? Knowing you aren't as big as he is?"
I loved it so much, I asked her to humiliate more. To make fun of my size. To say how much better he was and how much she preferred his.
"Ok little dick, I can do that baby. Your new nickname is little dick just for us ok?" she said.
From that moment on, if it was just us, she would always refer to me as little dick and god damn if I didn't love her more and more! When we were around friends, she'd call me "LD" for short but she did slip up a few times and blurted out "little" in a group setting before catching herself.
As time passed, we got much closer emotionally, in ways I never thought possible. Amber loved taking care of me! She would clean my room area, bring me food, did my laundry. She helped with my work and stress. She understood my vulnerabilities and never used them against me. She made me feel safe like I never understood was possible. All the while expanding my sexual horizons to things I had never even known that I was capable of. I learned things about both of us and myself that I wanted to explore.
One day, I took Amber for ice cream and as we walked I said to her, "I love you Amber, I can't think of a time when I was this happy and fulfilled! I love the things we do and spending time with you. I love our sexlife, even though it's actually insane."
She looked over with the biggest smile and replied, "I love you too baby! I love us. I love that you love me and I love that O make you happy! Thank you! Seriously, thank you for accepting who I am! I love that you're strong or kinky or whatever it is you call it that makes you accept everything so great! I love having you but also that ypu give me freedom to fuck whoever!"
"It's crazy, but it's the hottest thing ever. I can't believe how much I enjoy watching you and being with you after. How loose you feel. I love when you kiss me after you suck his dick. I love that you suck his dick lol. It makes me wanna get you pregnant, is that weird?" I replied.
"Absolutely weird but then again, what's really weird anymore? I can feel his cum inside me still." she said with a giggle.
"Wanna know something weird I think would be hot or the thought of it is hot?" I asked.
"I bet it's kinky but go on." Amber replied.
"Hahaha, well it's a couple of things I like to think about when we have sex. 1) What if everyone knew? Like my parents and siblings? Friends and family. They all knew I married a whore that loves fucking other men? I sometimes fantasize but going to a get together with friends and family, and you take someone to a room and suck their dick, all while everyone knows my wife is doing it. Then you come back and it's normal, noone even mentions it. I love the thought of it. Or our friends knowing and pointing it out and helping you get laid, you know?" I said nervously, not being used to vocalizing my deep inner desires.
"Ohhhh that IS hot! Something like maybe Quinn and I are obviously fucking but you and me are together! Im picturing the 3 of us going out to dinner, and I'm all over him and when the check comes I tell the server that you my husband are paying, but loud so everyone can hear! Or the same thing but like at hotel! Oh this is exciting to think about! We could have family over and Quinn or whoever is there and everyone knows he fucks me soooo much better because I tell them and I'll sit on his lap and kiss him and make everyone uncomfortable!" she says with a evil little laugh.
"But I don't think it's realistic. As much fun as it sounds, I could never do that to my mom and Dad. They don't even know I'm the way I am, let alone them knowing the details. It's still super hot to fantasize about though! And don't think I missed the "my wife" part sir. Have you actually thought about that? Being married? To me?" she aked, with an innocent look that screamed for validation.
"Absolutely I have, I love you and I love us. I've tried to picture how married life would be. Would everything change? Would we still want this?" I replied, hoping it was good enough.
"I wouldn't want it to change. I love everything about our relationship. I love being with you and still being me and who I am. Look babe, I love being a slut. I don't think I'd change. Maybe if I didn't have you to settle down with, but I do have you, and you love this part of me, so I think we'd be ok, you know?" she said, with a bright smile and a tender look.
"I do love everything about you Hun, I wouldn't change a thing. Hopefully you understand that I do love you enough to marry you cause I trust you. You've never lied to me and never given me reason to doubt you." I said, meaning every word.
We continued talking and walking until we reached my dorm. As we walked in, Quinn was at his desk doing work. I greeted him as did Amber. He returns the greeting and goes back to his work, as I start grabbing clothes to take a shower.
"Do you wanna join me hun?" I asked Amber.
"Sure! Unless Daddy needs me." she replies, looking to grab his attention.