Let me start out by telling you about myself. I am a Mexican/American born and raised in the San Fernando Valley. I grew up in a mixed neighborhood, but never had any dealings with black people. When I went to work for a firm in south Los Angeles that was the first time I was exposed to black people. This is a tale of what happen to me.
Where do I begin? It started out as a simple flirtation. I would see Linda in the hallway and I began to get to know her by just teasing her a bit. She was the first black lady I ever met. We seem to hit it off real well. Linda is a fairly plain black lady, not real good-looking but not bad to look at. She always was happy and fun to be around. After a while we started going out to lunch together, nothing serious. We also started to go out with another couple after work for a drink or two. We played pool, played a few games. We did the things you do while drinking. I never gave it any thought. But it seems that she did. One of the times she went out with our regular friends without me, she had a little too much to drink and started saying how much she missed me and wished I were there. She carried on and finally had to be consoled by a friend. Of course I didnāt learn of this until the following Monday when my friend told me about it. Once again I didnāt give it a thought.
As time went on our outings at lunch got a little a little more intense. One time Linda adjusted my tie and pinched my nipple when she did it. I told her, I would get even for that. The next time we went out we started to fool around a bit and I pinched her nipple. Linda just laughed. Other times Linda would leave her blouse unbuttoned enough for me to see her breasts and nipples. She told me that she never wore a bra! I got a real good look at what I thought was some really fine looking breasts with the largest nipples I ever saw.
It took a while but on one our lunch periods I eventually kissed her. They were soft kisses, just a meeting of the lips. Now I am not what you call a good kisser but Linda didnāt seem to mind. She worked with me and taught me how to kiss her and do it well. So our outings at lunch became a bit more passionate. Mostly kissing and stuff. I never tried to touch her or push it any farther than kisses. To me, that was totally innocent. Iām a married man and didnāt want to press things to far. But things would soon change.
I was having a few problems at home. My wife and I were not getting along. We seemed to be arguing and fighting all the time. It got to the point that I thought we would separate and divorce. It seemed like she was mad at me all the time. Our sex life had gone to hell. She wouldnāt even let me kiss her. Let alone let me touch her. Now my wife has always had problems with sex but I thought she was working them out. I guess I was wrong. It was pretty frustrating. I took my troubles form home to work and to the bars after work.
It was one of those days, I was tired from work; it had been very stressful and it had really gotten me down. It was a Friday and Linda had a birthday that weekend. So I took her out after work to have a few drinks. She did not want to go to a bar. So I bought a four pack of wine coolers, wine coolers were her favorite drink. We went to the beach as it was close to where we worked. I nursed my cooler while she drank hers. I was still on my first drink and she had begun her second already. We just sat and talked. Mostly we talked about nothing, small talk the kind you do when you are comfortable with each other. Soon the talk got slow and we got lost in our own thoughts. Linda looked so fragile and innocent. Like she would break if you touched her hard or the wrong way. The car had bucket seats so we were not sitting that close to each other. She kind of leaned towards me. She was quite close by now. I leaned towards her. We looked at each otherās eyes. Then we kissed. This was not a peck stolen at lunch. This had feeling behind it. Linda slipped her tongue into my mouth and moved it around which caught me by surprise.
But I didnāt back away. I let her do with my mouth what ever she wanted. After a few moments we broke apart. I was feeling something, something I had never felt before. To me, this was something special. Iām sure she felt the same way. Her eyes were glazed, her breathing fast. Almost like she was out of breath. Iām sure I looked the same way. Then she said, āI have got to have you!ā At first I didnāt know what she meant. Then it slowly hit me. She wanted to take me to bed. Now I never saw myself as a great lover or being that well endowed. She said please take me somewhere. She became very impatient. She got real nervous and fidgety. Now this was something I had never done before even when I was single. I wasnāt sure what to do.
We drove around a while and found a motel where we could get a room for a couple of hours. You should have seen me filling out the registration card. I was as nervous as hell. My hands were shaking; I made up a name to put on the card. Now that I think of it I don't think they even kept the card. We went to the room. You didnāt need a key because the door was unlocked. I guess they had a lot of people that came here to do the same thing we were going to do. We went inside and kissed some more. This time Linda slowed me down and took the time to show me how to kiss her right.