***All characters are 18 years or older.***
Sex isn't the same. Before any guy that had some talk and a certain charm, I would have let him fuck me. It's not because I particularly crave sex, but that occasional fun was somewhat part of my lifestyle. Usually the guys I have sex with have average sized dicks and sometimes a bit bigger. Most of them are around 20 years old, maybe a bit older. I try to fuck guys that are as old as me, so 20 years or older. But now, its not the same.
Ever since that cold winter night when those black men had their way with me and used my body for their own pleasure, sex isn't the same. Not that I want to have multiple men waiting for me one after the other. Thinking back, I don't even consider it as a gangbang. The problem is this: they had bigger dicks and they lasted longer, much longer. Oh, and when they cum, they cum a lot.
I can't say I was traumatised by that event. I guess you can consider me a bit slutty. But every guy I had sex with ever since just didn't feel right. Like something was missing. Before, the sex was just for a few minutes long only, so I decided to spice things up by wearing skirts and pull them up and sometimes remove my panties.
But after that night, those big cocks and their stamina made me realise that those 2 things were what I was missing. I went out with a lot of guys but none of made me feel satisfied like that night. So I decided to amp up my 'spice it up' game.
I bought me a dildo, a butt plug, and a tail plug. Sometimes I put the dildo in me and wear some tight panties so that it stays put in my pussy all day long. Sometimes I wear a skirt as a mini skirt with no panties and put in the butt plug. And sometimes I wear a skirt, leave it as it is and wear the tail plug so that only a slight tip of it is visible.
Although it felt kinky and made me wet when thinking that the people around me have no idea what's inside me didn't really satisfy my needs. mind you that these things were tested throughout the scholastic year. When summer eventually arrived, I didn't really satisfy anything from which I wanted.
For this particular summer I decided not to work. Usually my routine during these days was to wake up and fuck my dildo and wear a plug. Then during the day I fuck the dildo again. And before I sleep, I fuck the dildo again. I sometimes go walk in front of the house where those black men had fucked me but when they see me, they seem like they aren't interested. They pretend like it was a one-night stand and as if they get plenty more girls like me to open up their legs for them.