***All characters are 18 years or older.***
Sex isn't the same. Before any guy that had some talk and a certain charm, I would have let him fuck me. It's not because I particularly crave sex, but that occasional fun was somewhat part of my lifestyle. Usually the guys I have sex with have average sized dicks and sometimes a bit bigger. Most of them are around 20 years old, maybe a bit older. I try to fuck guys that are as old as me, so 20 years or older. But now, its not the same.
Ever since that cold winter night when those black men had their way with me and used my body for their own pleasure, sex isn't the same. Not that I want to have multiple men waiting for me one after the other. Thinking back, I don't even consider it as a gangbang. The problem is this: they had bigger dicks and they lasted longer, much longer. Oh, and when they cum, they cum a lot.
I can't say I was traumatised by that event. I guess you can consider me a bit slutty. But every guy I had sex with ever since just didn't feel right. Like something was missing. Before, the sex was just for a few minutes long only, so I decided to spice things up by wearing skirts and pull them up and sometimes remove my panties.
But after that night, those big cocks and their stamina made me realise that those 2 things were what I was missing. I went out with a lot of guys but none of made me feel satisfied like that night. So I decided to amp up my 'spice it up' game.