My Replacement - Part Seven
I'm a cuckold! There's no escaping the fact now. Susan had spent the night in another man's bed and had given herself to a big, strong and well hung Black Man called Raoul. It had been my big and bright idea although I hadn't believed in my heart that she would do it, so why wasn't I in fits of anger, tears and recriminations with my Wife? And why, when she had returned in the morning, had I lay beneath her with an erect 'little man' as she treated me to the taste of her Lover's semen?
Susan had been tired (unsurprisingly) after a night without too much sleep whereas I, who hadn't slept either, was wide awake, so it was me who woke the kids, made sure they washed and went down to breakfast without too many upsets. Their questions were answered with a short, 'Mummy's tired, so you've got me,' reply and they seemed happy enough even if their hair was straggly and their clothes were the same they had on the day before. They were even happier when we walked straight past the Children's pool and down to the beach.
I found three sunbeds and an umbrella and after applying thick layers of 'Factor Fifty' I let them run free along the water's edge. Two hours had gone by, punctuated by water and pee breaks, when out of the corner of my eye I saw Raoul standing nearby, and he was looking our way.
'Is it acceptable for a husband to wave a greeting to a his Wife's new Lover'? I thought. 'And what is the right protocol for such moments. Clearly I am out of my depth?'
I waved; as did Jenni, but Tom was too interested in building a sandcastle to bother.
"Hi!" he said as he ducked under the umbrella, "I see that you're in charge."
"Hi!" I replied, pointing to a nearby sunbed for him to sit on. "Sue needed to catch up on some sleep, so it's down to me this morning."
Raoul nodded and said nothing in reply but just looked out to sea. He wanted to talk but clearly hadn't decided just how to approach the subject - so I made up his mind for him.
"So how was my Wife in your bed last night?" I asked quietly so the kids couldn't hear.
He nodded his head and smiled slightly, as if in confirmation of something. And I knew exactly what it was; everything was going his way - even his new Lover's husband.
"Susan was perfect David," he replied, "very enthusiastic, very loving and..... er...... very giving. Even the shower we had together this morning was a wonderfully sensuous pleasure."
"That's good to know," I commented, remembering how clean her pussy had smelled prior to his ejaculate sliding down my throat. I also thought that my comment could be taken as sarcasm, but Raoul didn't bite.
"You would be surprised David just at the number of husbands who have asked that question of their Wife's Lover. And just how many are happy to hear that she has pleased her Master," he replied.
"If you had said that to me three days ago I would have thought you were insane. Now, after talking to Clare, I know different," I responded. But Raoul wasn't finished.
"So how do you feel when I tell you that Susan and I had a wonderful night together? How do you react to the very thought of her lying naked under me as I enter her with my big rod? Does the vision of your Wife's beautiful body on view to me give you a feeling of pride or inadequacy? Are you happy for her, or do you feel pangs of jealousy or cuckold angst?"
He was right to ask the question. It had been a tortuous night for me, knowing that Susan was in Raoul's bed but as I sat there silently considering my answer I knew that there was a part of me that found the whole 'cuckold' way of life as something to be embraced. It was a 'Love' thing!
Susan wanted Raoul so it was up to me to absent myself and let passion take its course. He was a strong handsome Black Man, she was my pretty White Wife and that is what is required of the cuckold.
"Both! All of it," I exclaimed in sudden realisation that I was experiencing nature in all of its terrible beauty.
"It's the Natural Order, isn't it," I continued, "and I am beginning to realise just what it means and my job in all of this is to step aside and let the whole cycle of desire take its course. So yes Raoul! I am content that Susan is having a fling with you and I accept my cuckolding without 'angst', as you call it."
"That's good to hear David," he replied, "but what are the children up to?"
I looked up in the direction of the kids and it was clear to me that they were getting hot, tired and fractious after a couple of hours of carefully building and then jumping on sand castles to gleefully destroy them.
"You are about to see a side of your new Lover that even you could not have guessed at Raoul," I said smugly.
"What's that?"
"It's called 'Mumdar'. It's that natural Mother instinctive radar, and they all have it. I left Susan soundly asleep when I left the room but I can guarantee that she will be here within the next ten minutes. She will wake up, brush her hair, dress quickly and be down here to sort those two out," I explained to a suddenly less than confident lover.
"And your point is?"
"My guess is that all of your Mistresses have been pretty white Wives with just a little cuckolded hubby and no other obligations. Am I right?" I asked.
"You are," he replied. "And your theory is?"
"You have been used to complete and unreserved access to a devoted sweet young thing who wants nothing more than to be in your bed with her legs open."
"Correct!" he responded as he smiled in his recollections of warm passionate nights, but nevertheless waited patiently for me to continue; it was something I was beginning to like about this big Black Man who had already spent the night with my Wife - he didn't interrupt.
"Well Susan is a different prospect altogether because she has deep commitments who she cares for deeply," I said pointing at my two squabbling children. "She is the complete woman. She is a beautiful, warm hearted, passionate, kind, funny, a wonderful mother and, like all the very best of Women, occasionally vulnerable."
There was a moment of silence between us before he responded with a reply that left me in no doubt about how this holiday was going to play out.
"And that is why I want her David," he said, just as Susan swept down onto the beach in bikini and flowing beach wrap to separate Jenni and Tom and march them both by the arm over to where Raoul and I sat.
She smiled warmly at Raoul and scowled at me. "Didn't you see what they were getting up to David? Can't I leave them with you........."
I took my bollocking like the good husband that I am, and I just sat there on the sunbed looking over at a highly amused and smiling Raoul as she took five minutes to list everything that I had done wrong that morning.
"And why are they in those dirty clothes," she finally asked.
I shrugged and said, "Well things were a bit different this morning, weren't they? And we didn't want to disturb you."
She took my point and calmed down enough to turn to Raoul and quietly say, "Good morning Master."
I was startled and realised that she had said it just loud enough for me to hear but not at sufficient volume for the kids, who were sitting a few feet away, to make out what she was saying.
"And what were you two talking about?" she asked - turning to me for the answer.
"I asked Raoul how much he enjoyed you in his bed last night," I replied honestly as Jenni and Tom scampered back to the water's edge to start some more mischief.
"I see!" she said as she reached for Raoul's hand to give it a gentle squeeze.
"Raoul also told me that he wants you."
Susan's face coloured as she turned to him - her eyes searching eagerly for his. "You want me?" she asked, her voice slightly quivering.
"Yes!" There was no tremble in Raoul's reply.
I was a mere bit-part player in this developing declaration of want and desire between my Wife and her new Lover. Her 'Master', as she had called him - in front of me - her husband.
Her smile was tender and affectionate as she replied, "Whenever you want me Master, I'm yours."