-Sage-
I woke up the next morning and felt absolutely amazing. My body felt relaxed and stimulated at the same time, if that was even possible. I could not remember a time when I've ever felt more at peace with the world, that is, until I opened my eyes. Shane had his left arm and leg draped over my naked body, pinning me down. I felt the disgust grip my throat as I attempted to sneak from beneath his sleeping body, but my movements woke him.
"Good morning, Baby. How are you feeling?" he asked, smiling at me and stroking my cheek lovingly. He made me fucking sick. He was using me, using my body for his own twisted pleasure and was calling it love. If this was love, I wanted absolutely no fucking part of it.
"I feel like I've been kidnapped, raped, used, and abused. Does that about sum it up?" I spat angrily.
"But Baby..." he began, looking at me, heartbroken. I hated him...I hated how he could do everything he had done and yet still have the capacity to look so damn innocent.
"Oh, please, Shane. What did you expect to happen? You think you could just make me cum two times and I would call it even? I would just be the loving wife you always wanted? Fuck you! I didn't get a choice in the matter so I don't owe you shit. You're still a fucking monster," I said, pushing him off of me.
-Shane-
I would be lying if I said that shit didn't hurt. She was supposed to care about me... we made a connection. I did not want to accept the possibility that her attraction for me was purely physical and spur-of-the-moment. She came so hard that she released her inhibitions and called me incredible! Now, she looked at me with those hate-filled, hazel eyes. Fuck it! I got up without so much as another glance at her and went to take a shower. Fuck her. I didn't have time for her or her bullshit right now.
Livid, I stood in the shower and let the water wash over me. Who the fuck did she think she was, talking to me that way? I had a mind to go back in there and show her who's boss but it wasn't worth it. She'd know soon enough for herself.
-Sage-
I went too far and I knew it. I'm surprised he didn't haul off and punch me in my mouth for what I had said to him. I watched his jaw tense and him open and closed his fists as if he wanted to. It was very stupid of me but words can't describe how good it feels to hurt him. It's sick and twisted, I know, but I wanted him to feel as bad as I did...even worse, if possible, but I couldn't make him feel a fraction of my pain.
I heard the water turn on in the bathroom after he walked away from me. His cheeks were flushed with emotion when he got up. I wanted nothing more than to throw a toaster in the shower with him but I couldn't do anything until I knew how to get out of here without him. After awhile, I heard the knobs squeak off and heard the shower door close.
He walked into the bedroom with a towel around his waist, going to his closet to get clothes out for the day. I fought to keep my eyes from wandering to his body because he just might take that as an invitation. We pretended as though we didn't see each other as I walked past him to make breakfast. As an unspoken agreement, I made the meals and kept the house clean. In an effort to show him how angry I was, I made him a simple bowl of cereal... a definite demotion from the eggs, bacon or sausage, toast or pancakes, and orange juice like normal. We ate in silence before he put his bowl into the sink and left for work.
For some reason I was actually disappointed that he didn't say anything to me or retaliate against my defiant behavior. Why did I want his attention? Why did it matter to me?
~*~*~*~*~
34 days later...
-Shane-
A little over a month had passed and I still barely acknowledged Sage's presence. I didn't say goodbye when I left for work and I didn't greet her when I got home unless she did so first. Ever so often, I would say something to her during the meals by my own accord and those days, she would smile brightly and eagerly accept conversation. The isolation was definitely taking a toll on her. She had no one to talk to but me and when I was at work she was all alone.
I thought about getting her a pet to keep her company because it was getting very busy at my job due to the season change and it wasn't uncommon for me to work a few extra hours a day for overtime. But she didn't deserve a pet... not with her attitude.
On days I worked overtime, when I got home Sage's eyes would light up when she saw me. She would ask me about my day and if there was anything she could do for me. I would just have her nuke the dinner she had made for me in the microwave and eat while she watched me closely, waiting for me to say something to her. It was weird how her whole demeanor had changed in just over a month.
-Sage-
I had given up any hope that someone would find me. Obviously, Shane was right. No one was looking for me or else they would have found me by now. Fuck them. I didn't need their fucking rescue. Lucky for me, I was being well taken care of... by a man that cared about me. Even though he hasn't been acting like it, lately, Shane loved me. I couldn't help but think that if I was taken from work and Shane was my fiancΓ©, he would have found me by now. Unlike Malachi. How could I have ever thought that he loved me?
"Shane?" I asked one day when he was eating the chicken fried steak with mashed potatoes and green beans that I had made him.
"Yes, Sage?" he asked, not looking up from his plate. My heart sank that he still seemed mad at me and my bottom lip trembled slightly at the lack of interest.
"Do you still love me?" I asked, quietly as if I were a child. I had been wondering about this for the last few days. If he didn't love me anymore, what would become of me? I needed an answer. I watched as he stopped eating and swallowed the bite that was already in his mouth.
"More than you could ever imagine," he said without hesitation, "Why?"