They stood for a while and hugged each other tightly. When they moved on Xinyue stated that it wouldn't be bad to explore their sexuality further and that they only could win from the experiences.
The couple turned around a corner and slowly began their way back home.
"There is another thing I'm curious about."
"What is it?"
"When Frank fucked your ass now you weren't enjoying at all but you didn't want me to stop him. On the contrary you said he has the right to do it. It sounds a bit like you wanted him to abuse you."
The pretty Chinese woman looked into her husband's eyes for a long time before finally answering: "It's true. It is strange and I have no rational explanation. You see when I had my early experiences there was this one boyfriend. He was six years older then I. I think he was my third or fourth boyfriend but I don't remember exactly. Anyway he was very self-confident. I liked the way he took care of me. He was really gentle and gave me lots of presents and was generally the perfect gentleman. But he was also very dominant. He actually was the first who took my ass and who had me drink his cum and he sometimes blindfolded me, tied me up to his bed and took me while I was helpless. He was very gentle when we made love at first but after a while he became rougher and harder. When I came to his place he fucked me whenever and however he wanted and I had no objection because he always made sure I would come and have my fun too, also it was a new sensation and I have to admit that I enjoyed his treatment. He called me a lot of dirty names and pushed me more and more down and I went along happily and totally unaware of what was happening. Through him I discovered my dark sides."
"What happened?"
"Well, in the end I discovered what he was really looking for. A personal slave that would obey him not only in bed but always. I enjoyed my own submission until he went too far. The first that made me think about our relationship was when he wanted me to have my nipples pierced, I actually got a ring for my navel around that time, but he also wanted me to get a tattoo, two thorny roses shaped in a heart and a writing saying 'Master Vernon's pet'. It dawned me that he had different feelings about our relationship then I. We had a fight and broke up. It lasted two weeks and I cried almost every night then I crawled back to him begging for his forgiveness. I had really fallen for him. I was this silly little inexperienced girl full of romantic thoughts. That night he said he needed to punish me and that he'll take me back when I was behaving good.
"I agreed not knowing what he had in mind. First he had me take off all my clothes then I had to stay with spread legs facing the wall, my arms leaning against it. He got an old towel, made it wet and rolled it up. Then he spanked my ass with it. It didn't really hurt that much but it was degrading. When it became loose he swung it around my chest, hitting my breasts and also between my legs. After that He had me kneel down and give him a blowjob, him still fully dressed of course. Next he led me into his bedroom and secured me with handcuffs in a spread-eagled position before shaving off the rest of my pubic hair. I kept my tan-lines shaved but he removed all of it, now. You see I was merely fifteen and scared to be left but what happened later that night made me real sick of him and it was me who left him right the next day, forever. He blindfolded me, forced a huge vibrator into my ass, turned off the light and told me to just lay and wait. My butt hurt but I was ready to take this ordeal if he only would be nice again. I was so wrong. I heard music playing inside his living room and thought he would wait some time before freeing me. I heard him enter the room a long time afterwards.
"He just lay on top of me and fucked me until he came before leaving again. Five minutes later he came inside once more and fucked me the same way, again. This happened about ten times during the next three hours. Do you know what really happened? I recognized it only at the third fuck. It was not he! He'd invited some of his friends and they took turns raping me. I tried to fight but to no avail so in the end I just lay still and let them have their way with me. Ultimately it had become clear to me that he only saw me as a sex-toy not as girlfriend. He had violated my trust so completely my feelings changed from love to hate in a single moment. At last he came in and unfastened me. I was very raw but he stuck another vibrator into my cunt and dragged me shaking into the living room. There were three other guys who cheered and whistled when they spotted me. All I wanted to do was to die so much humiliation I felt but what made it real worse was that I was also turned on. I neglected it but the feeling was there. My boyfriend spanked me with that towel again, this time all of his friends were watching and I did have an orgasm."
The Anderson's had reached their home. George's expression showed openly how shocked he was about his wife's confession. His face looked pale but Xinyue was very calm when she finished her affirmation: "It took me a long time to understand what had really happened. It was not just my naivety that had allowed this all to happen. It was difficult to admit it to myself but the reason I really had wanted to be together with that guy was because of how he had abused me. But it also was obvious that I not only wanted a boyfriend that was only abusive I wanted someone who was also caring. I never found anybody that was both at the same time. So that's how I really started to fill the time I had no certain boyfriend with group-sex and real wild orgies. My love to you so far has always prevented me from opening up to my desires but now things change. I can't tell whether it's good or bad all I can offer and hope is that we'll make this journey, together!"