Snow Bunny Diaries 3

March 16, 2025

David is nowhere near Jamal's level. Wren was right, it's unfair that Jamal has dick that good. If David had the dick he did, I would never even think about Jamal again but last night all I could do was compare them in my mind. It's not that David isn't satisfying, he definitely got me there a few times last night, but it wasn't the same. David was loving and sweet, he doesn't have that animalistic side that I saw with Jamal. I liked it, I really enjoyed what I did with him, all the closeness, the intimacy, the after-sex snuggles, it was all I could have ever asked for from a romantic partner. But his fingers aren't lithe like Wren's, his dick isn't as big as Jamal's, and he doesn't have that intensity. It's not fair. It's completely unfair. I don't want to cheat on him, I don't want to feel like this. I don't want to keep craving someone that I'm definitely not supposed to have. Maybe if I tell David I want it a little rougher he can get closer to Jamal's level, at least with a little help.

Wren keeps texting me, we're mostly just talking. I keep thinking I can get another love potion from her. I'll see if I can give it to David and maybe that can help? I hope it does, maybe just something to get him hungrier. I don't know why it works as well as it does, Wren says it's nothing but rose petals mixed with honey and sugar, but I have to wonder if there's something else in there. I don't know, I saw her make it, but it doesn't seem like a flower and some sweet stuff could get you so horny. Still, if it works that should solve my problems with craving someone else. I just need David to fill his shoes.

March 17, 2025

It didn't work. It did what it was supposed to do, David got really horny like I wanted, and he was "hungry" like I wanted. But it wasn't the same. The entire time I was comparing him to Jamal in my head. It doesn't help that Wren gave Jamal my phone number and now we're talking and sending dirty texts back and forth. David still doesn't know, I feel awful. We're having sex so often now, and David clearly loves it, but I have no idea how to make this better. Adding toys wouldn't fix this, I don't think getting freakier so quick would help things either. If I asked him to tie me up it wouldn't be the same as what I felt with Jamal. I think I just need to accept that things aren't going to be the same with David no matter how much I wish they could be.

Jamal and I have been texting about as often as Wren and I have. I feel like I'm mostly on my phone just talking with them now. Sometimes it's dirty stuff, sometimes it's just normal stuff. Jamal and I didn't really talk one-on-one before so now I'm finding out more about him. I know for a fact I don't want to date this man, we have so little in common. At the same time, I hate that he's insanely hot and knows it, he keeps sending shirtless pictures of himself to me and I couldn't help sending back some dirty ones of myself. But it did make me kind of excited, even more when I saw his reaction to a picture of just me in my underwear. I deleted the picture as soon as it was sent so David wouldn't see it. I'm just sneaking around him now, and I feel awful for it. But I don't think I can make this better, David just isn't as good in bed as I had hoped and Jamal set the bar too high for me. It's not like David is a bad lover, he's just not Jamal. He's on a completely different level from him. I wonder if it has to do with Jamal being black and David being white... maybe I should do some research before I say something racist prejudiced bigoted? no, racist was right the first time I think

Whatever. Spring break is coming up and I need to think about what I want to do. David still has to keep working but we should be able to have some fun together.

March 18, 2025

I figured out my Spring Break plans today. I told David my family was going on a vacation for the week out of state. The truth is I'm going to be staying at Wren's for the week. Jamal promised he'd also invite over some friends so it can be a "real party." I feel excited and scared at the same time. I'm a little ashamed, and I want to make sure David won't find out, but I want to do this. Jamal's promising to rock my world again, and so will all of his friends. I think that would be the best way to spend my vacation. My parents think I'll be on vacation with just Wren, so she can cover for me if they call, or if David calls.

Wren told me I should probably still pack like I'll be gone for an actual week, but she said I won't be wearing a lot of clothes. She mentioned bringing something "fun" to wear. She even talked about maybe dressing me up in some of her clothes, though it might be more like lingerie? I don't think we're the same bra size though. Still, it's exciting and this should be the very last thing I need and then I should be able to just get through everything with David. I just think I need to meet up with someone once in a while, help get that fix taken care of and then I can be his girlfriend no problem. A week of debauchery and hedonism and then a few months of a perfect relationship. I can do this. I've been training my butt too, Wren told me I would need to if I want to "do this properly" so I got a plug to wear. It's really weird to wear it, just to have it in my butt all day, but I've been wearing it for a couple hours every day to help loosen myself up. I hope David is okay with not getting my anal virginity, I don't think he really likes anal anyway.

Alexis took a deep breath in and out. This was going to be a hell of a week, though Wren said that Jamal only planned to have his friends over for this one day. Their small apartment wasn't really made to take in a lot of guests, having her alone was already a bit of a stretch and she was sharing the bed with Wren. She wasn't sure how many people Jamal invited over, he had mentioned it would be like 4 or maybe 5? She couldn't really remember, but it sounded like a lot of guys to take on at once. Wren had warned her that it would be intense and she would try to keep things tolerable but she had to wonder what exactly that meant. Would they want to just skip the foreplay? Or would that meant they would be kinda rough? She was intimidated and excited at the same time.

Looking up at the apartment door, she hesitated to knock. She could still turn around, go back to David, tell him she got out of the vacation to spend it with him instead. It wouldn't be exactly true, her parents would still think she was on vacation with Wren as a friend. She could still be a good girlfriend. As she shifted on her feet slightly, she could feel the butt plug still inside of her, she had chosen to put it in an hour before coming over, and she knew she wouldn't be satisfied if she couldn't try whatever this was at least once. Wren would make sure she wasn't overwhelmed and help her if she needed it. She brought her hand up to knock her knuckles on the wood door, waiting only a moment before it opened again.

Her cheeks turned a dark shade of red as Wren answered it, seeing her standing there in black lace lingerie and fishnet thigh-high stockings. She smiled at the sight of Alexis and stood aside to let her in. Alexis's hands gripped at the shoulder strap of her duffle bag as she stepped inside to see a small group of black men of varying shapes and sizes on the couch with Jamal, laughing together, and most of them were already without clothes.

"We were warming up a little before you came by," Wren said as she came over to her, hand moving over her shoulder and bringing towards the mostly naked crowd of men, "Gentlemen," The conversation quieted as soon as Alexis came in and they were able to see her, "This is Alexis. She'll be our entertainment for the evening." She squeezed her shoulder with a smile, "Alexis, this here is Marcus," She gestured to a tall black man with a bald head and goatee, looking a bit heavyset but clearly had muscles hiding under his belly, "Tyrone," He had a buzz cut down to his scalp, his face cleanshaven, "Dante," He had a set of locs and was a little on the shorter side, closer to Alexis's height but the erection between his legs wasn't lacking anything, "Rod," He was an older man indicated by the gray ombre in his dark curls, "And you already know Jamal." Every man was smiling at her as their names were spoken. "We've been talking, chit chatting about what we'd like to do." Wren looked down at her and asked, "Did you bring something fun to wear?"

"Um, yeah," Alexis nodded, a little nervous and Wren nodded.

"Alright, well let's get you changed." She pulled her back gently and the two made their way to Wren's room. Alexis was clearly nervous and she dropped the smirk she had been sporting, "You okay? You looked kinda freaked out there."

"Did I?" She asked, shrugging a little bit as she looked up at the older girl. "I didn't mean to."

"I'm not saying it's a bad thing," Wren went to get a little bottle of her love potion out from the small drawer where she kept them in her dresser, "It's normal to be a little scared when you've only ever been with one person in bed." She paused, then added, "Well, one

penis

." She looked back down at her. Alexis had come in her typical bookish get-up, a sweater, pleated skirt, knee-high socks, and braided pigtails alongside her black-framed glasses. She was an adorable sight, though she was also very clearly nervous, "You know, you don't have to do this."

"You won't let me?" Alexis asked worriedly.

"No, no," Wren put the potion bottle down, coming over to her, "I don't mean it like that." She was a little taller than Alexis, moving to sit on the edge of her bed so they could see somewhat closer to be eye-to-eye. "I just mean that if you're scared and you're freaking out, you can stop whenever you want." Alexis's hands wrung around the shoulder strap of her duffle bag, "You don't even have to say "stop" if you want, we could make up a safe word. Or, if this is too much, you can walk right out of the apartment and I won't say anything to anybody." Alexis's lips pressed closed as she presented her with the option.

"It's not that I don't want to, I just feel kind of bad." She said softly, "David thinks I'm with my family right now." Wren nodded.

"Well, what he doesn't know won't hurt him. Jamal doesn't even know his name, none of the guys do. Hell, I only know his name." Wren shrugged, "No one here is going to judge you for doing or not doing something. You're here to have fun, and that's it. We're not here to debate the morals of having secret sex with strangers. But if you really want to go home, I'll drive you there myself. Say there was an issue with the plane or some shit, whatever your parents would be willing to buy."

Alexis shook her head, feeling a bit of relief to know that Wren was in her corner no matter what happened or what she chose to do. "No, I want to do this, I'm just... anxious. I did want to dress up a little too." She said, taking her bag off of her shoulder and putting it down on the bed next to Wren. She opened it up, reaching inside and pulling out a little red rubber nose. Wren snickered at the sight of it.

"You brought a clown nose?" She asked, still snickering as she looked at it.

"Well, you said fun and clowns are kinda fun." Alexis replied, holding it up with a smile, "Plus it squeaks!" She squeezed it, making the little squeaking noise come out, and Wren couldn't help but burst out laughing at the sound of it. Alexis was giggling too, reaching inside and showing the rest of her "costume" though it was clearly clothes she had pulled from her own closet. It was a pink button-up shirt and a pink plaid skirt. Not much of a costume with the clown nose, so Wren decided to help her out a bit more. She told her to ditch the button up and the skirt, instead having her wear a cute new set of lingerie she had gotten just for her. There were white lace ruffles along the hips of the panties that matched the black bra, and a black choker around her neck. This, all included with the clown nose, wasn't the most colorful clown, but Wren insisted on giving her a bit of make up to complete the look. With a little eyeliner to make the iconic clown lines above and below her eye, and a touch of red lipstick to match her red nose. There was a small, barely there black apron that really just barely covered her front, but Wren put it on her.

When all was said and done, she looked like a very erotic clown maid with the black bra and panties, tiny black apron and black choker, and the red nose to top it all off. They finished it off with some of the love potion, each of them drinking half of the small bottle to prepare themselves. Wren stepped out with her, and Alexis smiled as she heard some of the guys laughing at her little costume. They got up, coming over to the girls, Wren stepping in front of Alexis, "Alright, we're not going to go crazy here." She put her hand on Jamal's chest, seeing him quirk his brow as he looked at her putting some space between him and Alexis, "She's still a backdoor virgin, go slow and be gentle with her." She reached for the nearest hand of another man, which happened to be Marcus, "But me? I can handle you guys all day." Marcus grinned and came over to her, Jamal walked around her as Tyrone came to join him, Alexis hearing the sound of lips smacking that told very clearly what Wren was already doing.

She watched as Jamal came up to Dante, pulling him out of the way so he and Rod were standing with her, "Man, get your ass outta here." He said, pushing him towards Wren.

"Hey, the fuck?!" Dante shrugged him off.

"You was the one talking about how you wanted that goth booty first, I got first dibs here." Jamal teased, watching Dante roll his eyes before heading over to Wren, who was very happy to welcome her third while Alexis stood between Jamal and Rod. Jamal smiled at her and put his hands on her shoulders, "Relax, babygirl. I'm just here to make sure this old head doesn't go nuts, he loves pretty young things like you." Alexis could see as much from the way Rod's cock was pointing straight at her. "Why don't you show him a little bit of what that mouth can do?" Alexis nodded, getting down on her knees between them, her hands reaching for each dick and wrapping around their shaft. Rod felt a little less girthy compared to Jamal, but he had him beat just slightly in terms of length.

She brought her lips to Rod's cock first, letting her tongue slide out slowly and gently over the tip of his cock as her hands started to stroke around them both. Her lips opened a little wider, letting the tip slide over the top of her tongue into her mouth, letting him see how comfortable she was taking him inside before she brought her lips to wrap around his shaft. She listened to the older man moaning in pleasure as she started to suck on his tip. She let her lips slide down his shaft as far as she could take him, hearing him taking a sharp breath through his mouth as he watched her do it before she pulled back and all the way off before going to Jamal and giving him that same treatment, teasing him with her tongue, sliding him into her mouth and taking him as deep as she could without choking before sliding off again. As she went back to Rod, he said, "Don't be too quick to leave me now, let me see what you got, white girl~" And she felt a bit more confident in obliging him. She started to take in as much of him as she could, her hand stroking over his shaft and Jamal's as she bobbed her head up and down his dick, all while Jamal was watching. She could hear Wren making a similar act with the three men she had, the sounds of heated breath mixing with quiet moans in the apartment. She pulled her lips off of the older man to drag her tongue down the sides of his shaft all the way to his balls. She wrapped her lips around each one, hearing the sound of him taking in a sharp breath and watching his dick twitch in response to her actions. And once she finished, she went to Jamal to do the same thing, bobbing her head along his length and seeing the growing lust in his eyes as she dragged her tongue from the tip of his shaft all the way down to his shaft, trailing down to his balls and sucking on each one before coming back up.

She could feel her body getting warmer from the effects of Wren's aphrodisiacal love potion. She felt her heart racing faster as she went to Rod, deciding to go the extra mile to impress him, sliding her lips all the way down to where she could take him right at the edge of her throat, tucking in her thumb like Wren taught her and started to take him into her throat. Before she could even really try to go for it, Rod couldn't take it anymore, "Fuck...!" He gasped as he reached for her pigtails, tugging them forward like they were her reigns and shoving more of his cock into her throat. She gagged, and he started to thrust into her throat, grunting with effort and that growing desire as he enjoyed the pleasure of a teenage throat taking in his dick. As he got close enough, his groin knocked up against the clown nose she wore, hearing how the squeaker would go off as he thrust into it. Jamal couldn't help laughing a little bit at the sound of it, but Rod was more concerned with the feel of her body than the sound her fake nose was making. Still, it was a present sound everybody could hear as Rod's cock thrust into her throat, a constant stream of

squeak, squeak, squeak, squeak

.

It didn't last too long, with the tightness of her throat and how easy it was to hold her by her pigtails, soon enough he was pressing his cock down into her throat and they could all hear a prolonged

squeeeeeeeeak

as he unloaded his cum into this teen girl's throat. When it was done, Rod let go of her hair and she was quick to pull back, as quickly as she could without hurting herself anyway. She coughed up some of his cum as she tried to catch her breath again. "Damn man, you couldn't wait a minute?" Jamal asked, letting her catch her breath again before he pressed his dick against her cheek, smearing some of his precum over her skin, "If you cum too much you're gonna run out of steam."

"Nah, no such thing." Rod said with a breathy chuckle, his hand coming down to stroke his long cock as he watched Alexis's lips wrap around Jamal's cock and start to bob her head again. "I could keep cumming in that throat pussy all day." Jamal shook his head, his hand going to Alexis's hair and petting her while encouraging her to take him deeper. Alexis did as he wanted, obediently following through with it. She could hear the sound of gagging and if she glanced past Jamal, she could see Wren taking one dick into her throat while stroking two more before quickly switching to another one, managing the three men around her very well.

She could feel her body getting hotter as the love potion ran through her body, feeling that ache between her legs growing again. She heard a squeal and she looked to see Marcus had decided he was done with blowjobs, picking Wren up from the floor and sitting her on his dick in the air. Alexis's eyes widened as she watched it, hearing Wren moan as she settled into his arms, meanwhile Dante didn't seem to waste any time either, bringing his saliva-soaked cock to Wren's back door and pushing inside, watching the way she arched her back in pleasure to take them inside of her. "Fuck!" She moaned out loudly, her hands gripping onto Marcus's shoulders tightly as she was shifted between them, though it was hard to tell if that was because they were thrusting up inside of her or if she was moving her hips of her own accord. Her moans were louder than Alexis was used to hearing, deep and throaty, filling the room with the sound of her abject pleasure as she endured the intensity of two cocks at once. Alexis was stunned as she watched everything happen, and Jamal could see the way the whole scene was mesmerizing her.