March 14, 2025
I can't stop thinking about the night I spent at Wren's. Everything I did with Wren and Jamal feels like it's been burned into my brain somehow. I can't stop thinking about it. I have to wonder if Wren gave me something different in that potion? I brought it home with me but I have yet to give it to David. I have no idea how to even approach this with him, and I don't want to just slip it into his drink like I'm drugging him.
I keep thinking about Jamal and Wren, how they just went at it like that, in front of me! With no shame or hesitation, just like that! I asked Wren about it afterwards and she said that she and Jamal were fuck buddies as well as roommates. It's a weird concept to think about, someone you don't really romantically like but you're still willing to have sex with anyway? I don't even know that much about Jamal, but I also don't think I'd mind doing more with him too. Though that's really awful to say. I love my boyfriend, David is a good guy, I don't want to hurt him and
SO
much of what happened that night
HAD
to be the potion I drank. I wouldn't have acted like that if I wasn't so magically horny! That's all it was, I'm sure. Even still, it was the most intense sexual experience I've ever had. So much about this feels kind of wrong. And the worst part is that I'd like to do it all over again, if I had the choice. I haven't spoken to Wren since I left her apartment this morning, Jamal wasn't even there that I could see. I'm a little scared to ask if we can do it again, I don't want to cheat on David, but I can't stop thinking about what happened and how hot it was. I keep thinking maybe I should just text her Wren texted me.
She wants me to come back over again tomorrow night. Is it wrong that I'm excited by this? I told her I could come over tonight or tomorrow and now she wants me to come over tonight. She said Jamal will be there still so we can see him again and he can do that kind of stuff again. She said he'd like me to do more than just blow him. It feels so wrong to want to do that, but David doesn't really touch me the way he did, there was a roughness to his touch that David doesn't have. I don't know why I'm so turned on by it but I am. I have a
boyfriend!
I shouldn't want another man! I haven't even been able to ask David to drink the tincture yet. But at the same time I keep wondering what the rest of him would feel like in other places on my body.
I told David I was going over for a study night with a friend and then spending the night with my parents. I feel so awful for lying to him, but I think maybe if I just do that with Jamal one more time maybe I can get all these feelings out of my system and go back to focusing on David.
Stepping into the apartment again, Wren smiled and let in the nerd, who had decided to forego the sweater schoolgirl look she had worn the night before. Instead she was wearing something slightly less formal, just a t-shirt and a pair of jeans, though she still had on those braided pigtails and those nerdy glasses. Coming inside, she looked around the apartment and didn't see Jamal on the couch like before. Wren noticed her wandering eyes and let her hand pat her shoulder, "Come on, let's get you set up in my room like before." She said, leading her to her bedroom again. As they passed by Wren's altar, she noticed the little plate had something on it, it looked like a heart-shaped candy, the kind you find on Valentine's day. She was a little confused but didn't say anything as she headed into Wren's room to set herself up.
The night before when they had shared a bed together, in the aftermath of it all, there was an undeniably awkward air that Alexis seemed to feel much more than the older girl. Wren had made a pillow barrier for her to feel comfortable, only to wake up to Alexis cuddling it the next morning. She didn't bother to make one tonight, "There we go," She put Alexis's pillow down on the bed, the same side she had slept on before, "If you want something to snuggle, I promise I don't bite." Wren said with a little wink. She was smirking but she noticed that the nerdy girl didn't bother to flirt back. Her smile fell as she looked at her, "You okay?"
"I just..." Alexis held her sleeping back to her chest a little tighter, "I don't want to cheat on my boyfriend." Wren was quiet for a moment, waiting to see if there was more she wanted to say. Alexis didn't really want to further explain herself, but she couldn't ignore the urge to fill the silence between them, "I love David. Like, really. If he knew I was doing any of this, it would kill him."
"So don't tell him," Wren replied simply, "I won't tell him if you won't. But make sure you tell that to Jamal. He really likes taken girls. It'll make him that much more into you."
"Really?" Alexis's eyes lit up for a second before she quickly reeled herself back in, disgusted with herself that she got so excited at the idea of making herself more attractive to Jamal, "I-I mean-! I don't want to do this!" Wren's head tilted curiously.
"Then why did you agree to come over?" She asked.
"I..." Alexis's grip on her sleeping bag tightened again, "I just... need to get this stuff out of my system. I'm frustrated because David's moving a little too slow and that's my own fault for feeling that way. I just need to do whatever it is we're going to do tonight and then I won't come back so don't invite me over."
Wren was quiet, Alexis nervously looking up to try and read her expression. Was she angry? Sad? She couldn't really see either on her face, but she did look contemplative and eventually she let out a breath and said, "Yeah, okay. This kind of stuff isn't for everyone, and I don't want to add to your guilty conscience if it's weighing you down that much." Alexis felt her shoulders slumping in relief. "But if you're going to do one last ride, we should really make it one to last, right?" She smirked. "Do you still have that little love potion I gave you?"
Alexis nodded, reaching into her bag and pulling out the little corked bottle that Wren had topped up before she left the morning before. "I... couldn't bring myself to give it to David. I felt weird about it."
"It's okay, we can play with it a little." Wren said, opening the bottle and taking a little sip from the liquid inside. She licked her black lips before handing it to Alexis, "I don't think Jamal will need it. You want to do this now?" Alexis hesitated, looking down at the bottle. She was still afraid to do all of this and how it might somehow get back to David, risking her entire relationship with him, but he wasn't here. Wren did have a point that as long as David didn't know anything, it would all be fine. She took a deep breath in and out and nodded, taking a small sip from the bottle and feeling the liquid tingle down her throat before she handed it back to Wren, who closed it with the cork.
"Let me go see if he's done napping," She said, putting the bottle aside and making her way to the hall and Jamal's door. "The bum doesn't have a job, but he sleeps like he works 23 hours a day." Alexis followed behind her down the hall to his room, watching Jamal come out after only a moment of knocking. He stood there, shirtless and in a pair of boxer shorts that really didn't leave much to the imagination, especially when Alexis already knew what was hiding under that fabric. His eyes were half-closed, he had clearly just been woken up by her knocking and wasn't thrilled about it. Wren just wordlessly stepped aside to let Jamal see Alexis was there and she watched his cranky, tired expression shift into a lurid smile as he saw her. "You want a round two?"
"Oh
hell
yes," He said, coming out of his room towards Alexis. He didn't give her much of a greeting, just going straight for her hips and pulling her in. She could feel he was already a little stiff, though whether that was because of his nap or because of her was something she couldn't quite say. "You did good with that mouth last time," he said, bringing his hand up to her chin and letting his thumb tease over her bottom lip, gently parting them and seeing how pink her face became, "I wanna see you do it again."
"You get the top, I get the bottom?" Wren asked playfully as she came over to the couple, looking down at Alexis and sticking out her tongue, showing that tongue piercing she had used before when she was eating her out to help her cum.
"Hey, you won't get any arguments from me." Jamal said, his hands both going down to Alexis's ass, fingers sinking into the fabric of her jeans and kneading the flesh beneath with that lustful smile that made Alexis feel like her insides were melting. "And then we can switch, because I want a turn with that ass."