Cold. Wet. Warmth. I slowly open my eyes to find his bright bluish greens staring at me. My lips must have been slightly open because he has managed to melt ice in his hands and let the liquid drip from his fingertips into my mouth. I wipe the excess water from my chin and he kisses me. He reaches for something on the nightstand when I finally realize I am completely naked and uncovered. I sit up looking for the sheets, my clothes or anything to cover up when his voice creeps into my feelings of anxiety.
"Don't." I stop like a doe in headlights, folding my knees into my chest and wrapping my arms around my legs.
He speaks. "I like looking at you," I don't know how to respond, so I try to swallow but my mouth is dry.
"βCan't you tell?" I look over at him and see that he is also completely naked and very hard. I bow my head smiling as he hands me a glass. I let go of my legs with one hand to take it from him stealing a glance at the elevated excitement between his thighs, now the only thing I can concentrate on. He turns to face me, ready, watching. Waiting. The entire glass of water is downed in seconds. Hey selfish, drink it all up and offer him nothing!
"I'm sorry did you want some? I wasn't thinking" He smiles, taking the glass from me and puts it back on the nightstand.
"I didn't know how much longer I could wait before you woke up. So yeah...I want some." My anxiety falls into the pit of my stomach again and his eyes lock on mine leaning in closer to me. I feel my head tingling. All the hair on my head feels as though its just grabbed a bag of static and submerged itself in deep, follicles first. As his hands slowly scale up the front of my legs, he moves my arm and his hands touch my knees. There is a slight pause and a quickened skip of beat in my breathing. As much as I want to I can't break our gaze. His lips graze my knees. My mind is racing and I hope he hasn't noticed that my nerves have caused goose bumps on my arms to render that truth. What is he going to do with me now? What if he wants me to do more to him? What if he realizes I don't have much experience? Shit! All the books to read and you never think to pick one up about-
"Open your eyes." Damn I love his voice. Deep, rich,and unintentionally pretentious. My thoughts have clearly overcome me, as I didn't realize they were closed. When I do open them I see a grin on his face. I exhale shaking my head in disapproval.
"Sorry, I don't know why--I'm still kinda nervous." I whisper. He gives a smirk and a slight laugh, and then whispers in my ear in a matter of fact way. "I can fix that." My eyebrows raise in curiosity and excitement and I can't swallow. I look over to the empty glass and wish there was even a small corner of water left in it.