Lena lay awake in the queen sized bed of the guest room that she had been using for the past couple of weeks since she and Nicholas were no longer sleeping together. Her thoughts were on her upcoming anniversary. She planned to still have her party no matter what as she had been arranging it for a while now. She wanted to make sure that this one was going to be the best and most elaborate of any she'd thrown previously. She wasn't having things end any other way.
It was the middle of the night and yet she could hear Nicholas moving around upstairs. He was being so noisy that it sounded like he was moving furniture or something. She assumed he was, probably trying to purge their old bedroom of every memory it held of her again. He had "redecorated" twice in the last month alone.
Even louder than his slamming and knocking around was the extremely loud heavy metal that he was listening to. She felt that if she heard Dead and Broken by Godsmack one more time tonight she was going to march up the stairs into his room and destroy his stereo with her bare hands and maybe a knife from the kitchen. The sound of the music was coming all the way down the stairs and seemed like it was beating on her closed bedroom door.
She had been listening to some music as well, but at a normal level for two am. In response to his obvious disregard for her need for sleep she turned up the volume on her stereo. It still didn't drown out the sounds of Godsmack well enough. In order to keep herself from running up the stairs to give Nicholas a swift kick in the ass she focused on what she was listening to and sang along while Monica belted out the lyrics to her song, So Gone. Lena had been listening to it and a few others on repeat for the past few weeks.
After she had learned that her twin was moving here to the city where she lived to be with Gavin, for the first time in her life Lena decided to give up on something she wanted. It wasn't an easy decision for her but as far as she was concerned this sibling rivalry between her and Stacy was over. It cut her deeply to admit defeat but then when she thought about her behavior over the last couple of months she knew that she would rather be alone and unhappy than with Gavin or Nicholas knowing they wanted someone else.
Nicholas on the other hand was behaving like the Incredible Hulk. He was fine one minute then all of a sudden he blew up at her without cause. Like if she happened to look at him for longer than a second at a time. Just the other morning she was in the kitchen making pancakes when he'd come in from a run. She had simply looked at him as he entered the door and his facial expression immediately transformed into one of anger that bordered on rage.
Still, she'd met his heated gaze with a cool one of her own. She refused to allow him to think he intimidated her. They stared at each other until Lena remembered that she had actual intentions of eating the food she was preparing. She'd dropped her eyes to the pan on the stove, in order to flip over her pancakes and Nicholas had left the kitchen and went upstairs.
After he had gone she realized that he might have been staring because of her hair. She had changed the color recently. It was not a comforting thought when she wondered why changing her hair color would make Nicholas angry. If it was because he could no longer look at her and imagine that she was Stacy well; but no, it didn't even bear thinking about.
Lena had grown tired fast of watching him use every ploy in the book to get Stacy. She watched him call Stacy day after day and be totally ignored. To her knowledge Stacy hadn't returned any of his calls. In the beginning Lena had been right there with Nicholas. She had called Gavin just as often as Nicholas had dialed Stacy. Lena had even showed up at Gavin's office unannounced in a damn trench coat with nothing on underneath. It pissed her off now to think of just how pathetic she had been.
Lena hadn't bothered to tell Nicholas that she was no longer interested in keeping her end of their deal. If she did that she knew he would flip out worse than he already had been. She was planning to end her marriage in her own way. She was not going to settle for a few alimony payments and a studio apartment. Nicholas could kiss her ass if he thought she would.
Trying her best to block Nicholas out Lena shut off her stereo and curled up under her blanket to go to sleep. She had a busy day ahead of her tomorrow, which involved spending lots of her soon-to-be ex husband's money.
***
I was asleep, for the most part. I mean I hoped I was as thoughts of making love to Nicholas filled my mind. They were vivid pictures of me underneath him; my legs spread wide capturing him between them as his nice sized cock plunged into me over and over again, making me lose my breath while my nails dug deep into his back at the pleasure/pain that I felt.
As a warm and bright light intruded on the images in my mind they began to fade. This was most definitely was a dream, the same one I'd been having for the past week and a half. Even in my half asleep state I could feel the cotton sheets from my bed twisted inside my fists. I knew too that if I reached down between my legs and into my panties I would feel utter wetness.
There was no sense in continuing with the debate over whether I was or was not still asleep. If I had been asleep moments before I wasn't now. My nose picked up the scents of coffee and some kind of delicious smelling pastry. My stomach growled in response.
I finally opened my eyes to see Gavin lifting the shades on all of the windows in my bedroom. He was walking around in his boxers and he still had bed hair. I started to laugh out loud at the sight of it. Without warning he came across the room and pounced on me. I let out a shriek as he began to tickle my rib cage.
"You sleep like the dead woman. I tried everything to wake you up, the alarm clock. I even tried putting coffee near your nose. You're going to make me late" he said but with a tiny smile on his face.
His fingers were still moving up my sides like ants or spiders, making me shudder. I couldn't stop laughing enough to reply until he finally stopped tickling me and then I guess he had something else on his mind as he pulled me out of bed by my hand leading me into the bathroom. This was so that we could have our usual love making session before he went to work.
We brushed our teeth at the sink in my tiny bathroom before getting into the shower while I ignored the 'look' that Gavin kept sending my way. I knew it meant something like if I had moved in with him instead of my own place we wouldn't be bumping shoulders while trying to share the same tiny space.
After deciding to move here to be with Gavin I didn't want to just jump right into living with him, though it was what he wanted. I'd admitted to myself that I was in love with him and didn't want to live without him but I wanted my own space so that we could take our time before making such a huge commitment. He understood where I was coming from, great guy that he is, but he didn't really like it and never missed an opportunity to tell me how much better things could be if we lived under one roof.
I finished brushing first and then stepped into my small shower stall and faced the wall. I placed my palms against the tile and waited with a little shake of my ass for Gavin to come and give me what I was craving. I was way hot from my dream still and as Gavin's hands came around to grab at my breasts I knew it wouldn't take me long to come. I could feel his breath on the back of my neck and smell the mint from his toothpaste as he told me to spread my legs.
I whimpered as I followed his instruction already knowing what was going to happen. He took his right hand from my breast and slid it down my side then between my legs. His fingers toyed with my clit as his left hand came down and guided his thick erection into my hot hole.
We both groaned at the entry.
