He was six foot three, muscular, gentle, with huge feet and hands, and he absolutely sent my wife into total sexual rhapsody each time he was around her. He was a friend who I enjoyed the company of, and due to no fault of his own he made my wife's panties wet and her fantasies full of desire for his sexual attention and the hardness of his massive black cock. I had known it for longer than I wanted to admit and had no idea what I was going to do about it.
She would never admit it, nor would she act on it, but it was as clear as a summer day in Atlanta, and eventually I understood it had to come to a head. There had to be a resolution because it was killing her, and I was heading towards the locked doors of an asylum. Eventually, I knew it had to come to a conclusion, and that conclusion had to be most likely between the sheets of a large, soft, sexy bed.
It was June, the sun was hot, and he worked in our backyard with his shirt off and my wife was watching from the bedroom window. Her eyes were full of agony and desire and I understood the tension within her was about to explode, to blow her conservative resolve to little pieces that would leave her crazy and shattered, and desiring him even more.
It was not her fault, she had resisted every temptation, every urge to move on it, fought off every impulse to lead him on, to break her vows, to leave her virtues behind and seduce him with all her womanly determination and charm. I knew how hard it was for her, because I could see it in her face, hear it in her voice, and I could feel it throughout her body when I held her. Henry simply sweated sex appeal and my wife drank it up, savored the heat off his allure, feasted on the sight of him, and I could no longer ignore it. I could no longer pretend it wasn't happening right before my eyes.
It became unbearable to watch her suffer so over the sight of him, the intensity of him, and the day I decided to do something about it was a day I felt liberated from torment and guilt of ignoring the ache of the person I love and her overwhelming desire for the man in our backyard.
I knew if I went to her and gave her permission to give in to her desires, it would insult her and embarrass her for not being more in control of her sexual cravings, her sexual impulses. It would be throwing her secrets in her face, mocking her womanly desire. I could not do that to her. I would be saying," I know you can't control yourself. You can't be faithful in the presence of a black man who kindles your sexual flame and I know it.
It would have to remain her secret, her personal passionate for a man she cannot let herself want, dare not act upon her sexual needs. If she is ever with him it must remain her untold story, her hidden past.
I could handle keeping her secret more than I could handle watching her suffer. Finally, I went to Henry with a proposal. I simply asked him if he could help me with a very personal matter. "I need you to fuck my wife," I said bluntly, as directly as could be said. "I know this is a very unusual request, but I can't watch her suffer any longer." He laughed, said it wasn't all that unusual, and said he would help all he could. "Not unusual?" I said.