It's Monday morning, I should be up and dressing for work but instead I'm still in bed trying to fathom yesterday's events. I am not totally awake, and I find my hand has wandered down past my belly and nested between my thighs. I am a bit swollen, my pubic hairs feel matted, and as I squeeze I find that I am delightfully sore.
Oops, let me pause and give you some background. My name is Anne, I am a very happily married fifty-year old who is in good shape and could easily pass as forty. I enjoy a great sex life with my husband and we spice it with fantasies, and although most have gone unfulfilled they are something we hope someday may become real.
Over the past few years my fantasies have gotten more intense, more vivid and I find myself awakening in an intense state of arousal. My husband tells me that since I turned fifty I have been more interested in sex than ever. He calls it "my midlife pussy crisis." fortunately he has not only understood but has encouraged me to explore my needs.
We live in a small conservative town where knowledge of our sexual proclivities might not go over very well so we decided to join an online "lifestyle" web site. We wrote a profile that in broad terms read: "Couple seeks a straight male, and stated her preferences as those of a "tall, Caucasian male, educated, physical and intellectual attraction a must..."
Over the next few months I received dozens of notes, so many of them and some so inappropriate that I asked Paul to filter them and let me know if anything promising showed up.
As I lie here, my fingers playing with my folds, I think of "that" particular letter and it made me cup my hand over my mound and reminisce about last night!.
"You received an interesting letter" Paul told last week, "It is not what I expected, but does sound intriguing"
"Why?" I asked
"Read and you decide."
Dear Anne, it began, excuse me for being so bold but I have been looking at your profile and I find you most attractive, I fulfill each and every one of your requirements except that I am not Caucasian, I sincerely hope you would consider meeting me, and it continues as a very well written and very flattering note.
"Wow, you were right, this is not what I was expecting," I consider myself liberal, have friends of varied racial backgrounds but in spite of being far from sexually naive, I had never dated a black guy.
"Let me think this one over" I told Paul.
That evening I re-read his letter and checked out his profile. Six foot seven inches tall, an athlete, thirty five years old, single, graduate degree, traveled, he sounded like the perfect candidate. We exchanged a few e mails and he seemed fascinating. I found myself agreeing to meet for coffee the following Saturday in Houston where I had some errands to run, and chose a small intimate cafe in a very public place. We met for a little over an hour and my interest and curiosity only increased. I found this guy yet even more interesting in person than online.
"Well, we will talk again" were my parting words, not really believing this would go much further. After all why would this attractive, young guy, who was a good fifteen years younger than I, be interested in a fifty year old woman?
I am moist once again, my fingers easily slip between my lips, and I unfold them and expose my core to my caresses. I probe tentatively and think, "My God I am not only tender but stretched open."
My doubts ended when I received a very sweet note telling me how attractive he found me and that he would love to meet again. Actually it read, "Let's meet again soon!"
"I am going to do this Paul! I am a bit apprehensive but something tells me I need to do it. I want you to back me up. I need you there, not to participate in any way, but to reassure me."
I told Louis I could make it Saturday afternoon, I was 99% sure I was going through with it so I asked Paul to book a room. I found myself noon yesterday preening myself when I told Paul,
"You know I am still a bit apprehensive."
"You have got to be kidding" he answered. "I find that hard to believe, you just trimmed your bush, you laid out your prettiest bra and panties on the bed and you are there applying some musk to your inner thighs, "
Paul tells me that my brain and my pussy are attached to different circuits, one may tell me one thing, the other might tell me another, so he approaches me as I am dabbing on the perfume, reaches for my lips and draws out a long slippery string of juices.
"Really" he exclaimed, and I could do no more than grin.
As we drove our conversation was all about my upcoming date, we ran through possible scenarios, as we finally made it to the boutique hotel where Paul had booked a nice mini suite, He had brought wine, my favorite music and as we arrived early we sat and chatted.
Seeing me nervous Paul was telling me "don't worry, you can still back out if you want," as a ring tone brought me back to reality.
Paul answered, exchanged a few words, and looked at me questioningly. I had made up my mind so I simply assented,
Paul said "room 937" and from the other end I heard "Be there in five."
The mold was set, once I opened the door there would be no turning back. Paul turned on the music and poured the wine I heard the knock on the door, I stood, took a deep breath, walked to the door and invited him in.
He was so charming, so reassuring, he dispelled any misgivings by leaning over me, placing his hands on my shoulders and gently kissing my forehead, my lids, then lifting me off my feet and hugging me.