Hi Loves,
It's been forever since I last posted, i said last time I'd take less time (clearly i still took forever.)
I really did intend to post more so apologies for that!
I hope to have more time with my new job and recent break up to be able to do more writing as I am really enjoying it again.
Thank you so much to outofshadows for editing my work and make sure to read hers!
As always if you have any questions, email me. I'll always be happy to help :)
Enjoy!
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Honey pulled away first, she just looked at Matt for a second. In a complete daze, she ran into the apartment without looking back.
"I'm sorry!" He called after her, but it was already too late. She was gone.
"FUCK" he shouted aloud. He'd ruined it, he thought to himself, after all that. It was over before it began.
He got in his car, slammed the door and sped home. 'I'm such an idiot' was the only thing that crossed his mind the whole journey.
He arrived home, stomped through the house. This had to end now, he couldn't do this anymore. Fuck the consequences, he wasn't standing for this bullshit any longer.
"KRYSTAL!"
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Honey ran straight through the apartment.
"Honey, is everything ok doll?" Cece called out, rather concerned.
She ignored Cece's question and went and locked herself in her room.
This was what she wanted, wasn't it? Matt feeling the same about her as she felt for him? Yes, of course she did. But he's married? You aren't that girl, you won't be the other woman. Not ever. She didn't know what to think. She needed to speak to Kimmy, Kimmy would know what to do.
"Hey Sis, what's up? How you feeling?" Kimmy answered on the first ring.
"He kissed me!"
"WHAT, HOW, WHERE, WHAT HAPPENED?! TELL ME EVERYTHING NOW!"
"I know! I know! He picked me up and took me to the zoo. He was such a gentleman, it was so romantic. He had all my favourite food, then we went to this amazing little restaurant. His favourite place, we had the most amazing food and the whole thing was just amazing. Then he dropped me home and he kissed me and it was-"
"Amazing?" Kimmy laughed.
"It was though, Kimmy. Everything was..." There was a sadness in Honey's voice now.
"I'm only joking sis, I know you really like him. Sorry, I was only teasing."
"It's not that, Kimmy, it's just the-"
"The fact that he's married?"
"Exactly, you know I'd never want to be the other woman. I couldn't do that."
"He's clearly not happy though, if he was, then he wouldn't have gone to all that effort!"
"I know that, but he must have loved her once," she said again sadly, the idea of him being in love with someone else, even if it was his wife made her upset. She knew it was silly, but that's just how she felt.
"Why not talk to Cece, she'll know what he's thinking and what to do."
"I just can't bring myself to talk about it to her yet. I'm embarrassed. "
"I'm back from school in a week, we can meet up then and talk more?" Kimmy asked. "But in the meantime, talk to Cece ok? I've got to go, I love you, bye."
"But I'm going back to work then," Honey replied, but Kimmy had already put the phone down.
She sighed. 'What a mess.'
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"KRYSTAL! KRYSTAL WHERE ARE YOU?!"
She was nowhere to be found. He'd finally mustered up the courage to end it and she wasn't around. Typical.
He went over to the decanter in the living room, poured himself a scotch and decided the only thing for it was a night out with the boys. He needed to get out, do something to take his mind off the situation i.e. get very drunk. After all, he didn't have work for the next 2 days.
Surprisingly, Matt was still friends with all the guys from college. He rang them and got them to meet him at Platinum. Platinum, or Pltnm, was the new it-club Matt hadn't had the opportunity to check out yet and what better chance than now to do that.
He put on a new grey silk shirt, with the top button undone. Black tailored trousers and black Prada laced up shoes and he was ready to go.
In a slightly flashy mood, he decided he was going to take the new Ferrari out with him.
Not even 10 minutes later, he was handing the keys to the valet and was heading into Pltnm.
It was dark and loud in the club, but he could see two of his friends sitting in the VIP area with a big bottle of Grey Goose. 'I can always count on the lads to get the party started,' he thought.
"Matt, how are you bro?!" Dwayne shouted. Dwayne was tall, big built and currently a professional rugby player. He had always been good at it when they were in college and he only ever had one dream, to be a professional rugby player and now he'd achieved that.
"I'm good D, how are you? How's Anya?"