My name is Fatoumatta Qasim and I've got kinky sexual fantasies, and from what I read online I'm not the only Muslim woman with such fantasies. I want to make my fantasy come true one of them days. The only snag? I'm a hijab-wearing Saudi housewife living in the City of Nepean, Ontario. I'm five-foot-nine, plump rather than curvy, and I am a lung cancer survivor. I was born on November 9, 1978 and sometimes I think I've lived too long. Seriously. Can you tell that I am bored out of my mind? My husband Abdullah Qasim spends all his time at the downtown branch of the Canadian Revenue Agency where he works as an auditor. He's having an affair with his plump blonde co-worker Alice North and I pretend that I don't know.
My husband and I haven't made love in over a month. He hasn't touched me much since I got home from the hospital after my bout with lung cancer. Our oldest son Ali is studying business at Algonquin College and our daughter Amina is studying chemistry at the University of Toronto. I'm proud of my offspring for following their higher education dreams. After all, I hold a Master's degree in sociology from the University of Ottawa but I didn't do much with it. Too busy raising a family, I guess. The nest is empty and so is my bed, unfortunately. What's a gal to do?
I've spent a small fortune on sex toys. My favorite is this shiny blue butt plug I bought at the adult video store on Rideau Street in downtown Ottawa. I love walking around the house naked with that toy in my ass. It fills me up just right, you know? I love getting my ass filled! Gets my pussy squirming with pleasure just thinking about it. Sex toys are fun but they can only take you so far. I craved some human touch. Quite a dilemma for me, since I knew perfectly well that my husband would be well within his rights to kill me according to Sharia Law if he caught me cheating.
I joined this website called Fetish Life and after due consideration, I decided to post some pictures of me on it. Pictures of me shot from the back, of course, wearing my hijab and long skirt. You couldn't really see my face but you could tell that the lady in the picture was tall and plump, conservatively dressed like a proper Muslim sister should. Thus I began exploring the website. Honestly, what I found there simply amazed me. There are lots of Muslims leading double lives out there, I've known this for ages but seeing it with my own eyes absolutely amazed me.
I mean, I found a group called Islam on that site, and even one titled Black Muslim Femdom Club. Even though I'm not Black I joined it and saw lots of Somalis, Ethiopians, Nigerians, African-Americans, and others on the board. I was stunned to see hijab-wearing Somali girls talking about whips and chains and strap-on dildos. What's this world coming to? It seems that Muslim men and Muslim women love fetish and BDSM as much as anyone. The Ummah is full of sexual freaks and discovering that made me extremely happy. And I love it! It's about time that Muslims started exploring the world of kink and BDSM. That site was big on discretion and I appreciated that. If anyone believes in discretion it's me!
I became addicted to that site mere days after joining. I checked it on my iPhone and joined numerous groups that catered to my interests. While browsing one of the groups in the Ontario area, I came across a profile I found very interesting. A sexy Black man calling himself MagnusBBC117 advertised his sexual services. When I checked out his profile in great detail, I must say I liked what I saw. The brother in question was six feet tall, dark-skinned and quite handsome. Oh, and he was decidedly well-endowed. I sent him a message. I was quite surprised that he sent me a reply ten minutes later, and introducing himself as Hassan, a brother from Somalia living in the City of Ottawa, Ontario.
Like all women on the website Fetish Life, my inbox got flooded with messages from creepy guys who posted naked pictures of themselves stroking their less than impressive dicks. I blocked them as soon as I got them. MagnusBBC117 wasn't like the others. He offered me his friendship, and he was very polite to me. His profile was very descriptive. He showed me pictures of himself performing Hajj in Mecca during the summer of 2009. Wow, this man was tall, open-minded, sexy, kinky and a devout Muslim. Hassan and I became friends, and for weeks we spoke before he offered me his personal email address so we could keep in touch. Hassan and I communicated via email, and he even sent me a link to his Facebook account one month after we met.
What I saw on Ibrahim Hassan's Facebook profile amazed me. The brother looked good in a business suit! According to his profile he was born in the City of Calgary, Alberta, on February 7, 1983. Hmmm. That makes him an Aquarius. I love Aquarians though they get on my nerves. I'm a Scorpio by the way. Hassan holds a Law degree from the University of Toronto. Impressive. The man is sexy and educated. Not bad. He moved to the City of Ottawa, Ontario, in 2009. Oh, and he works for the RCMP in a civilian capacity. Good for him. I was thoroughly impressed. He was unmarried, which surprised me because sexy and educated Muslim bachelors are rare among the Ummah. They tend to marry off quickly because they're a hot commodity. There's a surplus of beautiful, educated Muslim sisters in Canada. A sexy, educated and gainfully employed Muslim brother who's perennially single is something of a rarity. When I asked Hassan about that, eh told me he was waiting for the right woman. I smiled at that.