My name is Fatoumatta Qasim and I've got kinky sexual fantasies, and from what I read online I'm not the only Muslim woman with such fantasies. I want to make my fantasy come true one of them days. The only snag? I'm a hijab-wearing Saudi housewife living in the City of Nepean, Ontario. I'm five-foot-nine, plump rather than curvy, and I am a lung cancer survivor. I was born on November 9, 1978 and sometimes I think I've lived too long. Seriously. Can you tell that I am bored out of my mind? My husband Abdullah Qasim spends all his time at the downtown branch of the Canadian Revenue Agency where he works as an auditor. He's having an affair with his plump blonde co-worker Alice North and I pretend that I don't know.
My husband and I haven't made love in over a month. He hasn't touched me much since I got home from the hospital after my bout with lung cancer. Our oldest son Ali is studying business at Algonquin College and our daughter Amina is studying chemistry at the University of Toronto. I'm proud of my offspring for following their higher education dreams. After all, I hold a Master's degree in sociology from the University of Ottawa but I didn't do much with it. Too busy raising a family, I guess. The nest is empty and so is my bed, unfortunately. What's a gal to do?
I've spent a small fortune on sex toys. My favorite is this shiny blue butt plug I bought at the adult video store on Rideau Street in downtown Ottawa. I love walking around the house naked with that toy in my ass. It fills me up just right, you know? I love getting my ass filled! Gets my pussy squirming with pleasure just thinking about it. Sex toys are fun but they can only take you so far. I craved some human touch. Quite a dilemma for me, since I knew perfectly well that my husband would be well within his rights to kill me according to Sharia Law if he caught me cheating.
I joined this website called Fetish Life and after due consideration, I decided to post some pictures of me on it. Pictures of me shot from the back, of course, wearing my hijab and long skirt. You couldn't really see my face but you could tell that the lady in the picture was tall and plump, conservatively dressed like a proper Muslim sister should. Thus I began exploring the website. Honestly, what I found there simply amazed me. There are lots of Muslims leading double lives out there, I've known this for ages but seeing it with my own eyes absolutely amazed me.
I mean, I found a group called Islam on that site, and even one titled Black Muslim Femdom Club. Even though I'm not Black I joined it and saw lots of Somalis, Ethiopians, Nigerians, African-Americans, and others on the board. I was stunned to see hijab-wearing Somali girls talking about whips and chains and strap-on dildos. What's this world coming to? It seems that Muslim men and Muslim women love fetish and BDSM as much as anyone. The Ummah is full of sexual freaks and discovering that made me extremely happy. And I love it! It's about time that Muslims started exploring the world of kink and BDSM. That site was big on discretion and I appreciated that. If anyone believes in discretion it's me!