After the humiliation, and having been informed of the first three rules, the three-block walk back to my car seemed endless. The last rule really stunned me when about half way to my car his semen finally started to leak down my thighs. The risk of no birth control sent a flare of desire through my belly.
What the hell is wrong with me? I shook my head and continued walking. I can't do that. I have a husband. I love my husband. My husband loves and protects me. Where the hell was he a month ago? If he had been there to protect me, I wouldn't be here now!
Retrieving the spare door key from its hiding place, I opened the car and climbed in. I grabbed my purse and ignition key and started the car. I bowed my head on the steering wheel as the car warmed up in the mid-January air. It isn't his fault was my only thought.
I drove home as fast as I dared. When I got there I went right to my bedroom to change and bathe. Walking in I glanced at the mirror doors of my closet, and I gasped. My neck had a huge hickey from last night, and so did my left breast. The tops of my nylons were now soaked in thick, leaking semen. My bikini patch was matted down with his spunk and my inner thighs were crusted with dry African sperm.
I ran into the bathroom and immediately stripped off my outfit. Tossing my baby doll into the hamper, and nylons into the trash I started filling the tub. I needed to have a nice long soak.
What am I going to do? I looked in the linen closet and found what I needed - a bottle of douche. I mixed as instructed and proceeded to wash as much of the semen out of me as I could.
When that was done I climbed into the tub and relaxed into the bubbles. After a few minutes of soaking I started to scrub all the remnants of last night's escapades from my body. I hopped out of the tub and dried myself off.
Walking to the dresser in the bedroom I opened my lingerie drawer. Without thinking I closed the drawer without taking any panties, and instead I donned a t-shirt and laid down on the bed and fell asleep.
When I awoke about 2 hours later I really felt well rested, so good that I must have been in a dream state when I glided to my dresser and laid out an outfit for that night. I selected a lavender satin bra and garter belt with black lace trim and silky black thigh high stockings. I left the panties in the drawer.
I don't know exactly what I was thinking, whether I was still on an emotional high from last night or if it was pure desire to be possessed by that thug. With thoughts of him and his black cock in my mind, I went to the bathroom and removed my diaphragm. It struck me like a bolt of lightning seeing my diaphragm saturated in his sperm. The douche hadn't worked! I gasped knowing I just released all those remaining African warriors deep into my fertile pussy. I ran to the linen closet before remembering I was out of spermicidal foam.
Realizing what I had just done, I decided on picking up the morning after pill when I went back tonight. Pulling on a pair of shorts I went down stairs to make some lunch. While my ready made pizza was cooking I noticed the voicemail light flashing. I pushed play, "Monday 7:32 A.M. ¬– "Hi honey! Just called to say good morning, you must still be sleeping. Hope it was restful, call you later. I love you." End of messages."
I felt like I just got stabbed in the heart hearing that simple message. I started to tear up just as the phone rang still on edged I jumped, "Jesus Christ," it took a minute to relax as the phone rang again, "Hello?"
"Hi honey, how did you sleep by yourself?" My husband's voice said.
"I tossed and turned some with you not being here, but I slept fine after I finally fell asleep."
"I called this morning before going to the first meetings, but you didn't pick up."
"I slept in some so I didn't get it right away."
"Alright, just checking in, I have to get back in now though honey, love you!"
"I love you too, see you Friday."
I hung up just as the oven timer went off. I pulled the pizza from the oven and placed it on the counter to cool.
I sat at the table, staring at nothing at all. How could this happen? Raped against my will, now all I can think of was my rapist. Sex with my husband was just not the same. My rapist was the ugliest man I've ever seen. I sought out my rapist the day my husband leaves me alone for the first time. I started breathing hard just thinking of this ugly man – that horrible, black man grinning evilly at me. I got a burning feeling below the waist, deep in my belly, wanting him inside me more than anything.
I shivered and snapped out of my thoughts to eat my lunch.
I called the pharmacy after lunch to see if I needed a prescription for the morning after pill. I was informed I did not and that they had them in stock, I let out a sigh of relief. So I went back upstairs to try for some more sleep. If tonight is anything like last night, I knew I would not be getting much till dawn.
I lay on the bed, but all I could do was toss and turn for the next couple of hours. I was working myself into a deep, dark place. Would the morning after pill work? What would I do if it did not? Did I accidently impregnate myself?
I got up and it was four already. Despite my worries I was being drawn back so I decided to just get ready. I painted my nails a bright crimson red, both fingers and toes. Letting my nails dry I looked through my lip stick choices to match the color of my nails. I brushed my hair and curled the front like I had last night.
I peeled off my t-shirt and shorts and donned my bra and garter belt. Rolling my stockings and attaching them into place I looked in the mirror. Now was the hardest part, the right pair of shoes. I slid open my closet doors looking through my shoes I could not decide. I had many that would be perfect but the heels were not high enough. I was about to give up when I remembered the Christmas-themed black boots from that night I turned into such a slut. I knelt down to my hands and knees, shuffling around the shoes in my closet until I found them. I tied the laces up my leg before looking in the mirror to check myself. I was astonished: my hair, lingerie, nail polish and boots were all perfect, better than when I dressed for my husband. I was ready.
I pulled my woolen trench coat down and put it on. It was the perfect length to conceal what little I actually had on. As I walked into the bathroom to sprits a little perfume on my bikini trim, I spotted my diaphragm sitting on the counter - still saturated in the black man's semen. My pussy fluttered. I was just going to rinse it off and placed it in its protective box to put it away, but when I closed the lid I placed it into my pocket, not even thinking.
The sun had almost set as I walked out to my car and started it. As it warmed up around my shivering body my only thought was, "I am such a slut..."
I backed out of the driveway and headed towards the decrepit area of town. Pulling into the pharmacy I parked. I opened my door and set one foot out when the cell phone in the glove box rang, startling me yet again. I opened the box and yanked out my phone.
"Hello."
"Hi honey, just got done for the day. You're not at home?"
"No, I needed something at the store."
"Oh, are you okay alone?"
"Yes, so far so good."
"Glad to hear it. We'll get you through that terrible ordeal."
"I know we will," with a little help from the perpetrator, I thought, "I am getting better every day."