Anais Nin was a master of eroticism. Her stories are more suggestive that graphic, and have a way of sneaking into the unconscious mind and working a magical spell that later blossoms into sexual intention. I'm thinking of one particular story that sent my wife over the edge. It first announced itself with the scent of citrus in our bedroom.
I walked it to find her lying nude on the bed and reading Nin's Little Birds. The room smelled different. "New perfume?" I asked.
"No, it's a room fragrance, saffron tangerine," she said. "It's supposed to be the smell of Africa."
Her comment was so matter-of-fact, but the aroma didn't do that much for me. We had been in western Kenya and among the beautiful peoples of the Kikuyu, Luo, and Kalenjin, but this smell did not smells take me there. This had to be something else.
"Does it work for you?" I asked.
"Not even close," she said.
When she was in the shower, I picked up the book. Turning to the table of contents. My eyes fell on a story entitled "Saffron." I could still hear the water running as I read the story of a sixteen-year-old girl named Fay who was both beautiful and innocent. She easily fell under the spell of the much older Albert, a man in his forties who had sophisticated ways, a good family name, and a large home with many attractive female black servants. Fay was not used to such luxury or kindness from everyone, including Albert. He visited her room nightly, but refrained from forcing himself on her. Instead, he appeared nightly and gently explored her body, unveiling her a little more on each visit, declaring she had the body of an angel.
Fay's arousal was becoming intense; she wanted more. She wanted to be in the body of a woman, not an angel, and felt deprived of pleasure night after night. Even more, she wondered how he denied himself pleasure when she was so willing and anxious to be baptized into the world of sexual escapades. One night she followed him when he left her room. She discover the truth, and it came in the form of sounds-- moans of rapture calling from the throats of the very black women who served her during the day. At night, their serve was rewarded with the pounding thrusts that Albert had denied her angel body. The aroma of saffron punctuated the voices of passion that came from the Africans. Fay began to wear the spice beneath her clothes, and it was not long before her husband's driving passion was kindled toward her. "You smell African," he said.