I'd been meeting with Royal and Nathan for almost six months. A couple of times we'd met at my house but usually I'd join them at Royal's apartment. The relationship was unlike any other I'd ever had with men in the past. They were both my lovers but it wasn't just about sex. We talked about my husband, their families (neither of them were married so we were discussing their parents, brothers, and sisters), my kids, our jobs, my going back to college, and whatever else came to mind but there was never any sense that they wanted more from me than I was willing to give. In some strange way we were friends on an intimate level I never imagined could exist. Certainly not between a man and a woman. To have it with two men was beyond belief.
They were so open to, and accepting of, my sexuality that it essentially expanded to fill the space they gave me. I'd struggled for so long with the concept of myself as being too big, and not really anything to write home about in the looks department, that it took awhile to realize that these guys really liked how I looked. But when the message got through it zinged all the way home. I got to where I'd start shucking clothes the moment I walked in the door. Wanting to show them. Wanting to see the appreciation in their eyes.
I think we tried about everything one woman and two men could try. Perhaps I'll talk about some of those things at another time. What I've been thinking about recently is the fun we had with toys and massages.
It began with Nathan asking me if I masturbated. We were lying in one of the little piles we made after a thoroughly satisfying session of sex, their hands on me and mine on them.
"Of course," I said, feeling very relaxed. "Doesn't everyone?"
"No, not everyone does," Royal said. "Or they do and feel bad about it."
"How do you masturbate?" Nathan asked.
"I like to use toys. Sometimes with my fingers."
"Would you masturbate for us sometime?" Royal asked. "And we'd jerk off for you. Would you like that?"
"Could you both cum on my breasts."
"Sure, Babe," Nathan said, grinning at Royal, "I think we could manage that."
"I believe so," Royal said.
So, the next time we met I brought my three toys. A basic pink seven inch hard vibrator, a purple flexible gel dildo, and a small red vibrator I used to stimulate my back door. I have to admit that the idea of masturbating in front of the two of them was kind of intimidating at first but they were so gentle and respectful of my feelings that I was soon humming away. They were sitting naked on either side of me, playing with their hard cocks.
"Oh yeah, Lena," Nathan said. "That looks so hot."
I had my eyes closed, getting into the sensations, sliding the pink vibrator into myself after teasing my clit. I couldn't help but lift my hips and clench my cunt around it.
"Go for it, Baby," Royal said. "Cum for us, Honey."
I turned on the small red vibrator and began teasing my butthole. I was getting closer and closer. I felt them both shifting around on the bed. I opened my eyes to find them both leaning over me, stroking their cocks vigorously. That's all it took. I shuddered into a strong orgasm. At almost the same time Royal's cum spurted out over my left breast. Feeling the warm wetness on my skin kicked me into another, smaller, climax. And then Nathan was pouring himself onto my right breast, I could see the drops slide down my nipple.
"Oh man, that was good," Nathan said. "Did you like that?"
I just smiled.
"But Honey, I think you need some new toys. These are looking kind of raggedy," Royal said. "I think you should let me and Nathan take you on a little shopping spree."
"Yeah," I said, "I'd like that."
"Why not now?" Nathan said. "We've all just had a nice cum. And people say you shouldn't go to the grocery store when you're hungry. This way we won't buy the whole place out."
"Oh, I don't know about that," I said, grinning.
We jumped into our clothes. I left my bra and panties behind, enjoying the feeling of my breasts moving freely under my sweater and the naughty knowledge that there was nothing under my skirt. I could tell from the expressions on both their faces that Royal and Nathan enjoyed it too. We took Royal's car and were soon pulling up at an adult bookstore I'd been to before. But I'd always gone by myself. It was kind of strange to be here with someone else. Not to mention two someone elses.
The minute we walked in the door I headed for the display of massage oils. I'd wanted to do this for a long time but hadn't had anyone who wanted to.
"Are you guys up to giving me a massage?" I asked, even as I was reaching for two bottles of the Kama Sutra Pleasure Garden massage oil.
Royal ran his hand up under my sweater, caressing my back. "Oh course, Baby. We're here to make you happy."
I felt like crying. I knew I had tears starting in my eyes when I looked at him. "Just how the hell did I get so lucky? To meet two guys like you?"
"We've been looking for a woman like you for awhile," Nathan said. "This means as much to us as it appears to mean to you." He kissed me on the cheek. I glanced at the cashier behind the counter, a woman in her 30s, and she was looking at us with open envy.
I handed Royal the massage oil and headed for the vibrator section, an enclosed glass case that was part of the front counter. The cashier came up to stand behind the display.
"Do you have any recommendations?" Royal asked the woman in that rich sexy brown gravy growl of his. I glanced up to see a pink flush rise from her chest and up her neck. I turned to Royal, feeling a little annoyed with him. He just gave me one of his wicked little grins. "I assume you do use your own products?"
"Yes, I do," she said with an edge of defiance, her flush getting darker. "I like the Jack Rabbit."
I looked into the case and found the one she was talking about. It had an extended piece for stimulating the clit at the same time. "Oh, yes," I said, "I've looked at that one. It really works?"
"Oh God yes," she said, turning her attention to me. "It's great."
"I'll leave you two to your girl talk," Royal said, "and do some looking of my own. And Honey, feel free to get anything your heart desires."
"I'm not sure what my heart has to do with it," I said. The woman giggled. Royal grinned. Nathan was already on the other side of the store, looking through videos.
She and I spent almost forty-five minutes discussing the merits and drawbacks of the various devices. I'd seen her before during my previous visits but had never talked with her except a moment or two as I paid for something. Now I was finding I liked her. She was warm and open with a low key sense of humor. Having Royal and Nathan there seemed to have created a bridge between us. I began to take secret speculative glances at her. She had straight "dirty" blonde hair that just went to her neck, a sweet open face, and a little extra padding around her tummy and hips. Not beautiful, in the Playboy Bunny sense, but nice to look at.
"May I ask you a question?" She said, after I'd finished assembling the array of toys I wanted to buy.
"Sure."
"Have you been with one of those guys? If you don't mind my asking."
"Yes, I have but..." Her next question cut off my answer.
"Which one?"
"Actually it's always been the three of us together."
"Oh Jesus," she said. Her eyes round. She gazed at me as if to try to figure out what I had that she didn't. She licked her lips. "Would you be willing to share?"
"Not really."
"Well, if you ever change your mind please let me know. Here's one of my cards."
"Okay, Diane," I said, glancing at the slip of paper she gave me. "You're the owner?"
"With my husband," Diane said. "We occasionally swing so this kind of thing isn't entirely new to me." She paused for a second, taking a breath. "I like women too."
"About ready Babe?" Nathan said, walking up beside me. He and Diane exchanged a look. "Wow, that's quite an assortment."
"Yeah, I think this will keep me happy for a little while." Diane began ringing up the sale, with a grin on her face.
Royal, seeing Diane at the cash register, sauntered over to give her his credit card. He didn't even blink when the total came to more than three hundred dollars. I found myself giving a little sigh of relief. We left the store with me lugging my big bag of goodies.
"She wants to jump you guys in the worst way," I said as we all climbed into the car.
"What'd you tell her?" Nathan asked.
"Shit no."
They both laughed. Big belly laughs. And kept chuckling for a while.
"She's not bad," Royal said, "but she's not you."
I could feel myself tearing up again. I furtively wiped the edges of my eyes. "As a matter of fact, I liked her," I said. "I felt kind of curious. She gave me her card."
"Oh yeah?" Royal said.
"Yeah," I said.
"It might be fun to invite her over sometime," Nathan said. "But it's your call, Babe. If you're not into it neither one of us is going to make a move on her."
That time I actually sobbed out loud. Royal put his hand on my thigh and Nathan was touching my shoulder. They seemed to understand.
Almost as soon as we got back to Royal's apartment we removed our clothes. I dragged the bag of new purchases over to his large plate glass coffee table. I sat on the thick carpeting with the bag beside me. The first one I pulled out was 'Mr. Stubby', a g-spot vibrator. He was quickly relieved of his packaging and placed on one end of the table. Next was 'Big Boy', a large vibrating dildo.
"I do believe he's even bigger that you are, Baby," I said, looking at Royal.
"But he doesn't have my body," he said, grinning.
"You have a point there," I said. "I thought there was something missing."
Next there was the Dual Penetrator vibrator. I was remembering how much I liked Royal's, or Nathan's, fingers in my butt and thumb in my cunt when I bought that one. I knew this was one I wanted to take home with me so I could relive some of those memories during the times that the three of us couldn't get together. After that was the Jack Rabbit vibrator that I knew Diane liked so much.
Then we were moving on to the anal department. I tore the onyx butt beads out of their bubble wrap package and set them beside the Jack Rabbit. Following the beads were the vibrating butt plug and lube. Last, but not least, were the two bottles of Kama Sutra Pleasure Garden massage oil.
"I don't know where to start," I said.