My wife and I have been married 20+ years. She is 42, 5'2, 105 lbs, from the Philippine's with dark reddish long hair. During our marriage we often have fantasized about various scenes. One of which was her having sex with older men, or even at times black men. I never gave it much thought as it seemed to be just a crazy fantasy.
Our good friend Ray passed away recently and I thought I would write a few letters to describe our experiences with him. He opened up a new way of life for my wife and I and we both will miss him.
A few years back we had been going, occasionally, to a North San Jose bingo club. At the club we had met various people and had become friends with a few. One of friends we met was an older black couple in their late 60's. We would sometimes sit by them and talk during the bingo games. They were always fun and full of life. A few months after we met, his wife became ill and passed away. But we would still see Ray, on and off at the club.
Anyway, two years ago or so, a few months after his wife died, he asked us to come back to his place after bingo for drinks and a movie. He had seemed down and we felt sorry for him. We went to his place and settled in to watch some movies. We had a few drinks and Roni soon became sleepy. Ray and I were intent on the movie so Ray suggested that she lie down in his room until the movies were over. She went in, laid down, and was soon out like a light.
Ray and I finished the movie and started another. During this time I had a few drinks and was getting sleepy. Ray offered another drink but I said no as I needed to be able to drive home. As the movie wore on I dozed off a few times. After a bit Ray said the movie was over and he was going to wake Roni and change. I said "okay", and closed my eyes for a minute or so.
I woke up to Ray trying to wake me up. He was in his bathrobe and was saying it was time to go home. I told him to give me minute and we would get going. I asked him if Roni was up and he said no, that she was fast asleep. As he bent down to pick up, his robe opened a bit and I could see that he wore no underwear underneath. He quickly covered up and tied the robe and went into the kitchen.
I had drank quite a bit and was sleepy and groggy. In what seemed like a minute or so he came in tried to wake me. He said he wanted to go to bed. Since I was so tired, I asked for another 20 minutes. He said okay. But said I could leave when we were ready, and we were welcome to stay. I said okay and fell asleep.
A few hours later I woke and looked around. It took me a minute or so to realize where I was. I looked for Roni and realized she was still in Ray's bedroom. I listened for a bit and I could hear talking in the other room. It was Roni talking to Ray. I couldn't make out everything they were saying so I got up and walked over, closer to the door, to listen. I could hear Roni saying that it wasn't right what he was doing. Luckily the door was still open and the night light in Ray's bathroom gave enough illumination to make out, barely, what was transpiring.
It turned out that Ray was still in his robe, but under the covers. I knew the robe might be open, but I couldn't see clearly enough to make sure. Roni had worn a summer cotton dress and was still wearing it so not too much had happened yet. Ray had woken her up by rubbing her lower back and once she woke, and discovered it wasn't me, didn't know how to handle the situation.
I had never given Ray much thought, but here he was, in his 60's widowed, about 5,9', and 275 Ibs or so. He was not what I would consider Roni's idea of a lover. Nor my idea of a ladies man. But here they were, nearly at ease, him rubbing her back, lying under the covers. Ray asked Roni if she liked his back massage, and she replied that it did feel good, but was not okay given that I was sleeping in the other room. Ray replied that I was asleep and probably wouldn't wake up before dawn. And, he wasn't doing anything wrong. He likened himself to Goldilocks, discovering someone sleeping in his bed. Roni laughed a bit and appeared to become more relaxed. Ray kept massaging her back and scooted closer.
While he was rubbing her back they began talking about what I might do if I came in the room. Roni laughed and said that we had talked about such a situation, but had never carried out to this level. And that she didn't know how I would handle it if I woke up. Ray made the statement that he was going to get up, wake me up, and ask me. He started to get up and then Roni giggled and stopped him, saying not to wake me up. At that moment he smiled, and started to get back under the covers. I could then see the bottom of his robe was at top of the covers. At that moment, I remembered back when he had tried to wake me up in the living room. I could now remember seeing his penis and scrotum hidden behind his large belly. In my mind I remember it well, his scrotum was huge, with golf ball size balls that hung 2-3" below, and swung from side to side. With the majority of his robe on top of the covers, I knew his lower parts were exposed under the covers.
I started imagining the worst. I had fantasized about this moment quite a bit over the life of our marriage. But, I could now tell that something might happen and I was not quite prepared for it. As Ray moved back under the covers he moved even closer to Roni. His hand was now rubbing her shoulder and moving down her side. As he was rubbing her, up and down, his finally dipped under the covers and he appeared to be massaging her hips. He asked her if it felt good and she replied "yes, but be careful". After laying there a bit she rolled away from him on her stomach. He was now rubbing her back and dipping lower occasionally onto her butt. She laughed and squirmed a bit and he began focusing his massaging on her bottom. She laid there for a bit, accepting his massaging hands, and adjusted her position, while at the same time moved a bit closer to him.
Ray saw this and moved his hand around her hip and gently pulled back on her side and into him. They laid there for a moment not moving. Ray laid there probably wondering what she was thinking. Roni laid there, probably wondering if she was doing the right thing. And, at the same time, she could probably feel his penis, as they were laying very close together.
After a few minutes, Roni broke the ice by turning around to face Ray. I could then see her face in the moonlight. She looked excited, afraid, and anxious at the same time. She looked into his eyes for a moment and then smiled and closed her eyes. Ray moved toward her and their lips brushed each other. Ray mumbled that he was sorry, but that it had been awhile for him and he didn't know what he was doing.