After my ex-girlfriend cheated on me, I decided to take a break from dating. I gave up all hope on love. Love didn't live here anymore.
So, I took a break trying to understand why she would do that to me. I know work took most of my time. Like my dad, I was a workaholic. But I made sure to make time for her. I made sure she had everything she wanted and needed.
Sex was amazing. At least for me, it was. She told me it was. Was that a lie, to keep my ego and self-esteem up? It got me thinking, was my dick not enough for her? Was it not BIG enough for her?
So, I went online searching for how to get your dick bigger. From what I've found, pills and tools do not work. The closest to getting a bigger dick is to surgically replace what you currently have with another. That was not an option for me.
Finally, I fumbled onto a website that gave me relief. Like any muscle in your body, the penis is a muscle that also needed exercise. "Use it or lose it."
So, I followed the instructions and exercises to a tee. I was drinking water, taking my daily vitamins, and going to the gym. The website had recommended little to no sex during the regiment. Which is great, cause now that I was single, I wasn't having sex.
After three months, I decided my penis needed a break. It had been almost a year since we broke up and I've had no sex, except for the occasional self-love with some lotion. Now it was time to put my experiment to the test. I felt like NASA, taking nine years building a rocket and now it was time to launch it into space.
My boy at work had a different girl in his bed every weekend and sometimes weekdays. For what we do for work, I can understand why he needed a stress relief so often. So, I reached out to him to find out how and where he was meeting these women. He told me about a website.
So, I went on the website and created a profile. Now, I didn't want someone who knows me to see said profile. I posted a picture of myself topless with my face hidden. I'm an average looking guy with a nice athletic body. I checked out some of the women on the site. I messaged a few of them. A couple of them responded but they were looking for a specific thing or person and I wasn't it. I wasn't into all that BDSM or dominatrix lifestyle. I just want to find a sexy girl and fuck her.
Sure enough, I saw this post of a sexy Latina looking for a big cock. Now that's what I'm talking about. I responded to her post and a day later she replied and we exchanged numbers and started talking, planning our next move. After a week or two, we finally made plans to meet.
As we talked she opened up to me about herself. She was a lesbian her whole life, growing up. She recently had sex with a guy. She slept with two white guys and I would be her third. It turns out my big black cock was too big for her. She couldn't handle it. After the first meeting, I didn't understand why she couldn't take it all in. We tried a second time and she literally ran from the dick. We figured a third time would be a charm. Wrong!
After three tries, she gave up and stopped talking to me. So, I went back to the drawing board, the website. Sure enough, there she was hugging up on some other black guy. I guess, he's not as big and she can handle it. Come to find out, not all brothers have BBCs.
I met and chatted with a couple of other women and nothing went through. One wanted a three-sum with two guys. Later on, she changed her mind and wanted a couple. Then she wanted to partner up with a guy and find another couple for an orgy and partner swap. But we never went through with any of that.
Finally, I met another woman who was married and looking for a BBC to fuck her while her husband watches. That kind of turned me on. You're going to watch me destroy your wife's pussy right in front of you? Be my guest. But our schedules never allowed us time for it. So, we canceled it and moved on.
After months of no luck meeting anyone, I took a break from the site. A few days later I received an email from the site that someone had left me a message. I logged on and read the message. I clicked on the person's profile picture. Like me and most people on the site, she posted a topless picture with no face.
Her profile stated that she may be petite, but she was looking for and wanted a big dick. Preferably eight inches or more because she has a boyfriend and that is how big he measured. So, she wanted someone that size or bigger.
I responded and right away and she replied with how we could chat without exchanging information. One can never be too careful. So, I can understand her concerns not to exchange phone numbers. I downloaded an app onto my phone so we could chat there.
We started chatting and I asked her for a face picture. She sent it to me and she was very pretty. Wow! I sent her one back and she liked it. She wanted to meet right away, but I couldn't that day because I had to meet a client after work. We scheduled for next week.
All week we chatted and exchanged some more pics. She was hot. Since she was looking for a big dick, she wanted to be sure I had a big one. She asked for a picture of it. I sent it to her but she was still skeptical about it. Apparently, there was a feature to take pictures using the app and the phone camera that makes you appear larger than you are.
That was not going to be easy for me. Well, who walks around with a hard cock all day? Unless you're Mandingo. One morning, after I showered, I sent her a flaccid picture of my cock with a measuring tape over it showing how big I was soft, which was six inches long. I was actually surprised. Maybe the exercises worked. Isn't six inches the average penis size, when erect? I was six inches soft. Pat on the back for me.
She liked it, yet still wanted a picture of it big and hard. Dammit, woman! Two days later, I was horny and wanted to fuck this girl. I pulled out one of her pictures and started to masturbate thinking of fucking her. I was rock hard. God, I wanted her so badly. Once I was done, it hit me, this is it. I pulled out my phone and took a picture of my hard rock cock and sent it to her. Well, by that time my dick was going down, it was half hard. But it was still pretty big and beefy. She liked that one. I told her that I was not fake and that my dick is real.
We spent all week chatting on the app, getting to know each other. She was excited and, "couldn't wait to meet and feel my cock inside her". Her words, not mine. The day finally came. We were going to meet. That morning she messaged me bright and early, "What time will you be here?" Now, it was my turn to be concerned.
Was this chick planning on having me come over her house to have her boyfriend beat the shit out of me or even shoot me? I'm a black man living in America. The last thing I want, is a white girl screaming that a black man raped her. BAM! Arrested and locked up for life.
I thought, maybe we should get a hotel and meet there. But she had already told me we wouldn't have much time because her boyfriend would be home soon. Well, I wasn't going to rent a hotel room for a night, and just use it for half an hour. Yet, she had also asked if I mind him watching. And that he would not be watching the whole time. He'd just poke his head in and look. Because he enjoys and gets turned on from her fucking other guys.
I don't know about you, but if I had a beautiful and sexy woman like her, there's no way I would let another guy touch her. Let alone fuck her and me getting excited over it. I'd be like Trump and build walls around her. But, hey, to each their own.
As excited as I was to meet and fuck the shit out of this girl, I was a nervous wreck. She had a boyfriend. What could she want with a black man? I watched 'Get Out'. A movie about a white family using their beautiful and sexy white daughter to lure black men into their home cut their heads open to steal their bodies and swap out their brains to keep the white man alive, in a black man's body. Nope, that was not going to be me. You've got the wrong guy. Yet, her sexy body was on my mind. I couldn't stop thinking about her. I wanted to fuck her.
She kept asking me what time I would be there. That got me worried even more and thinking, maybe she wants the exact time so she could have her boyfriend be ready to ambush me when I arrived at their house. Not wanting her to know I was nervous and had these bad thoughts, I told her I would be there in between a certain time but not the exact time.
At five o'clock sharp, as I'm getting ready to leave, I received a call from a client. Like, c'mon! It's Friday evening and I want to go home. Even if I wasn't going home. I had places to be and pussy waiting. Fuck off! I answered anyway and the call took fifteen minutes. I hung up, grabbed everything, and left. With traffic, it took me about an hour to get to her house. When I arrived there, I pulled up into a visitors' parking lot. Nope, still nervous I decided instead of pulling in, I'd back in. In case I have to make a quick getaway.
As I was about to message her that I was there, that's when I saw she had left me a message telling me to let her know when I leave work. My mind was going again, why? I messaged her and told her I was outside. She told me which building she lived at and to ring the bell and she would buzz me in.
With both my hands in my pockets, one holding my keys, I walked to the house. You're probably asking, why is he holding his keys? Well, for two reasons. One, if I saw something I did not like, I could turn around and make a run for it. Or two, if someone attacked me, I could use the key to do some damage.
So anyway, I walked inside and rang the bell. It took a little while but she finally buzzed me in. "As I walk through the valley of the shadows of death. I take a look..." Nope, that's a song. As I walked down the corridor of the building, I looked at every door and corner where someone could pop out and jump at me. Just as I took a step going up a flight of stairs, a door opened and two women came out. I ran up the stairs and turned around to check what was happening. You could tell it was the first time they saw a black man. Either that or one that didn't look like he was from the hood. They smiled and said hi and checked me out. Ok, no harm. Just two white women drooling over a sexy black man.