Chapter 13: Screwing Up, Making Up, A Party
***Saturday & Sunday, August 17th and 18th, 2304***
Saturday and Sunday were just like that. Suck, fuck, rinse, repeat. Blowjobs of course. Alicia was blowing me and swallowing pretty much nonstop. Sometimes swallowing straight out of the container and sometimes letting cum dribble over her lips and chin to her tits so she could scoop it up and then swallow. Plus, I was giving her oral sex for the first time in our lives; before Pharaoh, she and I thought doing it to a female was immoral. But nice oral sex on a girl's vagina and clit, which we call cunnilingus or cuntalingus, or cuntalicious or Visiting Eve's Garden or sluicing or Rosalind's Revenge or licka-de-split, or, more succinctly, eating pussy, well, we just think that should be legal even for middles.
We were changing things up, being creative. We'd fuck at the drop of a hat, or of a panty. Old-fashioneds, woofs, anything I wanted, anything she wanted. She showed me what Roxie meant about Booya! and the girl had been right. Now it seemed easier, more comfortable and more sexy. Those days were heaven.
My Widdle Weesha, well fucked, well licked, well nourished, well practiced, and so confident. Her baby talk increased. I dealt with it. Bigger fish. We were on a roll.
It was heaven, but only up to the moment on Sunday night when I got a little stupid. Maybe a lot stupid. It would be hard to say. It was about 8 o'clock and Alicia had just sucked me off nicely and finished with a pretty swallow. She just had her stud in but that was nice too. We were snuggled on the living room couch, the TV muted.
"Honey," I said dreamily, my fingers twirling her hair gently, her head on my belly.
"hmm?" She was drifting off I think.
"Honey, I heard about this thing the other day...kinda crazy."
"hmm?"
"Did you ever hear of a thing...this thing called...Shaft on a Raft?"
Alicia's head jerked up but she looked into the cushion, away from my eyes.
She dropped her head back down. "Umm. No...I don't think so...what is it?"
"Aaah. I don't...exactly know. Some guys at work said it's an upper thing..."
"Well, then," and she snuggled into my belly again.
"An upper thing...some kind of fellatio technique."
I could feel her body tense. She hesitated and said, "Well I never heard of it. Widdle Weesha not uppie."
"No, of course not."
I could have left it there. Maybe Wille had been lying about the whole thing. But maybe he hadn't been lying.
"I just thought..I mean wondered if...you know...cause you were on the exemption back then?"
Now her head snapped up sharply and she did look at me.
"So what? What are you saying? I never lied about that."
"No, of course not. I didn't mean...I just thought that maybe...maybe you with that Eric guy, you know?"
Alicia rolled off me. She was topless but had a little skirt on. She jumped up, pulled on her cammie top, and turned to me eyes blazing.
"Where is this coming from? And please don't call him that Eric guy. He was just my boyfriend. Going off to war you know. I was just doing my duty. My parents gave me approval."
"I know that, sweetie. I don't mean...Don't be upset. It's just you never really told me about it."
"There's nothing to tell. You know Eric was a middle too. How would we ever know about Raft? You just told me it was an upper thing."
"Yeah. You're right. I know. I'm sorry." It was time to make one of my hasty retreats.
She turned her back to me, arranging little pictures and knick-knacks on the mantle. Then turned back, her face angry and red.
"For your information, not that I need to tell you, but for your information I blew Eric exactly two times, once at the start and once the night before he left. Pastor Ninkovitch told us that was the minimum allowed if the guy went on exemption and the girl had permission. That's it. Twice. End of story."
"I'm sorry. I'm really sorry."
"And, if you're wondering, no I didn't swallow."
"I'm so sorry honey. I never thought you..."
"And if you're wondering, no we didn't fuck. That's not allowed."
"I know that. Of course you didn't. Don't be mad, please."
"You saw the Virginity Certificate, didn't you? So how could he and I have fucked?"
"No, no. Of course not. I never said..."
"I can't believe you think Eric fucked me."
This thing had gone seriously off track and I began to panic. Alicia looked over at me and shook her head sadly, soft tears rolling down her cheeks. I had really screwed up now.
"Please honey. Please forgive me. Please."
"Well, from now on let's leave your little perverted fantasies out of my life, OK? I've got enough pressure on me without you ..." And she burst into sobs and ran up the stairs to the bedroom.
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***Stll Sunday 18th***
I felt terrible about the whole thing. What an idiot. Why had I started this? Why now? It had been in my mind for quite a while to ask her about it, to finally have the balls to gently inquire. Cause the thing had been so mysterious. I guess that's why.
But of all the times to pick. Things going so well, her heading off on Wednesday, her getting her training in, me getting more pussy than I ever dreamt of, freshly waxed pussy, me using her mouth, her enjoying her swallows, her lapping it up like a little kitty, her getting that gorgeous pussy eaten, both of us perfecting things, learning new things, expanding our horizons and expanding our love.
It's possible that timing isn't my strong suit.
Still I couldn't help but wonder. It still felt like she might not be telling the truth. You know when she called it Raft rather than Shaft on a Raft? That kind of sounded like someone who knew a thing so well they would shorthand it. Right? And all that stuff about how Eric had never fucked her? Well, I never suggested they had fucked, told her it was about fellatio. Could that be a diversion?
On the other hand I had to admit I could be wrong. I mean anyone might call it Raft if she was hearing the thing for the first time. Maybe she hadn't processed the fellatio part and just got confused that Shaft would be about fucking. I knew she was right about her and Eric being middle, about her having permission.
I definitely liked the idea, wanted to believe, that it was only two times with him. And forty-three sounded stupid, like something either Eric or Willy had made up.
It all got me feeling terrible again.
After maybe 20 minutes I walked upstairs cautiously and peeked into the bedroom. She was there of course. Sitting squaw-like in the middle of the bed in a very sexy peignoir I'd never seen. Still sniffling and wiping her eyes and nose with tissue. The phone was in her lap.