Malcolm was going to tell her. He really was. But Lara was sick every morning and worn out every night. And then it was Christmas. Shopping, decorating, outings with his nieces, gifts, Christmas dinner; work was crazy for Lara, fourth quarter financial preparations already underway. He'd been served with papers at the beginning of December and had scheduled the paternity test for mid-January.
"We're going to have a nice, quiet New Years, right?" Lara asked, pulling the covers up tight around herself. Malcolm was sitting in bed next to her, going over some paperwork for a meeting at the courthouse the next day.
"Right," he agreed, peering over the top of his glasses at her, smiling. He couldn't get over how beautiful she wasβhe kept thinking he'd get used to seeing her sexy hazel eyes stare at him seductively, that the beauty mark over her pouty pink lips wouldn't affect him, her distinct, raspy laugh would start getting on her nerves. But they didn't. He was shocked at how he responded to her, just as intensely as the first time.
She yawned and closed her eyes. He knew that if he started things, she'd be eager for him. But she truly did need her rest. He turned back to his notepad and then paused. He should tell her. Right now.
"Lara, I have something to tell you."
He listened to her breath deep and even. She was already asleep. He sighed heavily and decided to go to sleep himself. Tomorrow night, he thought. It was New Years Eve and he didn't want to start the New Year with anything between them. He turned off the light and tried desperately to sleep.
Lara was sick again that morning. Unable to discuss anything, they'd taken turns getting ready for work and because of the late pre-trial conference the prosecutor had scheduled, they'd had to drive into work separately. Lara was so busy she worked through lunch, so he'd only been able to stop by her desk to give her a peck on the cheek and remind her about their date tonight.
"You're going to meet me at Miyato's right?" she asked, distracted, but peering up at him hopefully.
"Yes, ma'am," he leaned in for a quick kiss, "I'll see you at 7."
"'Kay," she said, turning back to her computer.
Malcolm left for court with a sense of dread. He was fully prepared for the prosecutor so he knew he was worried about his confession at dinner tonight.
It was almost 5pm when Lara's cell phone rang. She had just emailed the last financial report and was checking a couple of emails. Her first thought was that maybe Malcolm's meeting was cancelled. She picked up and answered right away, not paying attention to the number.
"Hey," she said, fingers rapidly clicking on her keyboard.
"How's your boyfriend? He excited to know he's a father?"
She stopped typing. "Who is this?"
"Don't play dumb, Lara. It's Seth."
Her eyebrows raised and she stuttered, "How did you know? I haven't told anyone that you know."
He paused. "Told anyone what?"
"That Malcolm is going to be a father. That's none of your fucking business Seth!" she whispered furiously, "Stop calling me!"
Her finger was poised to end the call when she heard his next words: "Going to be? Honey, the baby is almost 2."
Her breath hitched. "What baby?" she almost whispered.
"The one he fathered with Samantha. Sounds like you're going to be baby mama #2 though, huh? You stupid slut."
She ignored his insult. "How do you know Samantha?"
"That's none of your business. But I'm sure she'll be interested to know her daughter is going to have a brother or sister."
"You're lying, you son of a bitch."
"Am I?" he said, laughing, "I might be persuaded to give you some more details. Why don't you meet me for coffee? Thirty minutes okay?" He named a place downtown.
She sat for a moment, stunned. How would Seth know about Samantha?
"No," she said, "I don't believe you. I don't want to see you."
"No?" he said, "That's fine. I'm sure he was going to tell you about it. I mean, the hearing is at the end of the month."
"The hearing?" she muttered incredulously.
"Yeah," Seth said, "Samantha doesn't need the child support, but she said Sasha deserved everything that she could get out of her rapist father."
Sasha. A daughter. Lara had thought about a baby girl many times over the past couple of months. She let her hand drop down to her stomach.
Lara stood suddenly, turned off her computer, and grabbed her purse and coat. She rushed out to her car, still holding her cell phone to her ear, tears streaming down her face. She struggled to compose herself, not wanting Seth to know he'd gotten to her.
"So how did you meet Samantha?"
Seth chuckled, "I did a little bit of research on your boyfriend. Seems like it was only fair that since he got my sloppy seconds, I got a piece of his too. Samantha was only too happy to show her appreciation for some information on what Malcolm has been up to lately."
"And you call me a slut?" Lara mumbled. She cleared her throat. "Look, don't call me again Seth. It's over between you and me, and I don't need you tattle-telling either."
She hung up the phone. Seth did the same. He smiled to himself and immediately picked up the phone to dial again.