Prologue -
She was back on the dating scene and it was a nightmare; between the blind dates set up by well meaning friends, strangers ogling her at bars,the gym, married men at work and online dating, she was ready to say fuck it and go lesbian. Then without warning she met him, well sort of, on an online dating website. His picture was HOT!! Tall, blonde, ice blue eyes and a gorgeous smile framed by deep sexy dimples. On top of all of that, his e-mails were sexy and funny as hell. Still she was not a novice to online dating so she thought it would be cool to wait a while and see if he was "normal" whatever that meant. Then to her surprise she went from curious to anxious to downright desperate to meet him.
He made no bones about the fact that it was her ass in a bikini picture that captured his attention and the long chocolate colored curls, café au lait colored complexion, green eyes and soft, full lips also helped him select her profile initially. But it was her quirky (I love Lucy meets the chocolate Monica Zeller) personality that sealed the deal. The fact that she loved to write erotic literature and could give him a raging hard on in less than 1 minute during texts and IM chats was just a bonus.
It was a big surprise to her when he became reticent to meet in person and she was confused and frustrated when he decided to slow things down and held off their in-person meeting.
Since he was in Philly and she was in MD, their communications had been virtual and to make it more personal she had gotten in the habit of writing sexy stories for him and he loved them and would respond with the most insightful thoughts that revealed his intellect, sensitivity in a manner that was truly compelling. One such story was conceived as she recounted a version of how she lost her virginity to a sexy Latin guy in undergrad. Antonio,had observed her for months under the guise of friendship, and finally he tapped into her competitive nature and lured her into a game affectionately dubbed the orgasm race.
Once she told him the story, he was so intrigued by that they frequently tormented each other during phone sex by describing their version of the orgasm race, what might happen when two sexy, reserved people with intense chemistry pushed everything to the side and just got down to business - in the 69 position, simultaneously performing oral sex on each other to see who would get the other to cum first. But before they could actually experience it she had gone from frustrated to pissed and decided that if he made her wait more than 30 days to physically meet him, she would not fuck him when they did, not even to win the bet. Though she was likely to suffer as much or perhaps even more than he would she would never go back on that promise made to herself, well probably no way.
Pre-game:
Walking up to Ben's door was the most challenging, exciting and frightening experience she'd had in a long time. She could feel the butterflies in her stomach and tingling inside of her hungry, pussy before he even opened the door. When he did open it and looked at Alex with his sexy smile and that lazy gaze she felt the wetness gush inside of panties but held it together in the hopes of setting the tone and tenor of our meeting. Her thought was to keep it light and friendly so she quickly reached up and put her small hands on each shoulder and kissed his cheek making sure the situation and the type of kiss reinforced her no-sex policy on our first meeting, resulting from their post-thirty day meeting. Ben had agreed to it when we finally set up this visit and Alex was relieved and disappointed. But as he looked at her she suddenly realized he was never shy as she had assumed, his quiet confidence radiated through him, and his intense stare never wavered as he wrapped one large hand behind my neck and placed the other on her hip slowly but steadily pulling her into him. She was unable to do more than follow his lead, and could not even pull her eyes from his gaze as it occurred to her that the reason he was so casual about the no sex on the first meeting rule was because he had no intention of adhering to it. Sure he was not going to "technically" break the rule, but he would have no problem getting and keeping Alex so excited she begged him to break it. So, being a prepared but horny opponent, she was careful - it was game on and Alex wanted going to win.
First Quarter:
Even though we did not discuss it, Alex took the liberty of bringing the ingredients for his favorite German dish. She had carefully selected each ingredient with care and liked the idea of surprising him by cooking for him rather than going out to dinner. Ben had made me wait so long and it was so rare for her to find someone who appreciated her sexy but quirky nature, she did not want to share him with another living soul. After being out there on her own for so long, he was a gift and Alex wanted him all to herself to finally be able to see his facial expressions as they talked, to walk by him and rub against his chest or his back or casually touch his hand while talking. She had so many fantasies and was curious about everything about him, but her sensuous nature dominated most of her curiosity and she wondered about his scent, taste the size and shape of his cock. Just to feel his strong arms and chest against her had wet as rain and the smell him made her lick my lips, but the most irksome and erotic part of the meeting so far was the obvious fact that he knew the exact effect he was having on me and it amused the hell out of him. Fucker.
As she reveled in finally just being able to look at Ben and touch him at will Alex thought, these were all things most people who actually met before they started the infamous fall, took for granted, but not me. She felt like she had been in a coma and could hear voices all around her but could not adequately respond because her arms and legs were paralyzed. This dinner, which she hoped was the first of many was very important to me. She wanted to immerse herself in Ben and experience him like jumping into a pool that covered me from head to toe.
Luckily he was a good sport about the dinner... she made a German favorite, stuffed pork chops with sauerkraut, spiced apples and German potato salad. They drank a couple of bottles of a great Riesling and sat on the couch talking into the night. They put movies into the DVD player but never stopped talking long enough to watch them. All night Alex and Ben sat no more than 5 inches from each other, him looking into her beautiful eyes, staring at soft, full mouth and full firm breasts from time to time, once he looked at her cleavage so long her nipples got hard right in front of him.
He was staring at her intently at one point when she worked up the nerve to softly touch his fingers, then his hand and finally to hold his hand inside of her soft smaller one, and she never stopped looking at him, his hands, legs, chest, face, eyes, dimples he was so gorgeous. The feeling that she had holding his hand was the physical equivalent of what Alex imagined it would feel like lying in his arms post-coitally - content, safe, satisfied, cherished. He was so gentle yet there was a power in him that was barely contained and she wanted to tap into it, she could not wait to poke the lion.
The wine was great, but they did not even need it to loosen up - both of them typically reserved though for Alex it was more accurately characterized as shy. They were not at all uncomfortable with each other, there was a comfort that was felt so deeply yet it never sufficiently masked the sexual tension. Never for an instant was she not aware of his dick, or did she stop thinking what it might feel like if he stopped talking with his mouth and moved it to her neck to taste her skin, or if he let go of her hand to pull her closer to him and kiss her mouth, she began to hate the fact that she made that stupid no sex rule. What the hell had she been thinking.