One night stand. Do you know the phrase? When I was working outside Japan, in North America, it was very hard to adjust. I worked all day and the nights were empty, with so little to do. I didn't know that many people because I was in a new city. After I had not dated for almost a year, and I was feeling lonely (and very horny!), I asked a man who I knew found me attractive to go out for a drink. He was tall, and white, and although I found him sexy, I was not sure that I wanted any kind of long term relationship with him. But I was lonely for company, and so I thought that if I did not want to sleep with him, I would just have drinks and nothing would happen. We went to a restaurant and ate dinner and had a few drinks, and I was enjoying myself, but I still wasn't sure if I wanted to do any more with him. At the end of the evening, he drove me home and insisted on walking me to my apartment door to make sure I got home safely. I thought it would be rude not to ask him in after he had walked me up, so I asked him to come in and have some wine.
When he was in my apartment, I still was not sure that I would have sex with him. I thought that I would just see what happened. We drank a bottle between us, and because I am fairly tiny in body size compared to him, I'm sure that very quickly I was much more drunk than he was. I don't remember when he kissed me, but I was so horny that I did not want him to stop. It had been so long since a man had touched me like that! When he took off my top and unclasped my bra, he gasped, surprised that my breasts were larger than he had thought.
As his hands touched my breasts, I screamed, and I was so loud in my moaning as he began sucking my nipples, but I didn't care. We were still sitting on my living room couch, and even though a part of me still was not sure if it was a good idea to have sex with him, I just couldn't stop--I couldn't stop feeling good. I was thinking that I would let him do whatever, and I would not refuse his advances. I knew this was not going to go anywhere, just a one night stand, but I just could not stop. I was drunk and horny, and I just wanted him.