Wow, writing on Lit is quite a roller coaster ride. I love it. Thanks for the feedback on the last story! Good and bad. I hadn't realized that writing an interracial story would spawn so much anger, but it did. I don't know that I really down deep want to be cucked. But I do know that what thrills me about it is the taboo aspect. And the kind of person that either relishes in the taboo or doesn't care as long as they are happy is my kind of person. So will continue this story. I had even considered making the "winner" of this story different as to not start more bashing, but then it occurred to me that no one has gotten angry at me today. Not even my significant other. And we can't have that! So here we go...
A lot has happened to me since that fateful business trip. I came clean with my husband before I even took the pregnancy test that I somehow knew would be positive. Our relationship was not going places. Now it was over and we went through the usual divorce paces. And I honestly wasn't even sure that I wanted a man, but I definitely had wanted a child. And now I was getting that.
And so came along Toby. He was an absolute joy. Everything about him seemed so easy. I was compassionate while other parents complained about this or that problem with their kids, my Toby had no problems. He was perfectly healthy, intelligent, and a great personality. I had my own opinion about why that was. That being a strong father had created Toby, but I didn't share this opinion with anyone, not even my family.
The other good part about that business trip was that it had launched my career to a good place. A short maternity leave and I was back. I was living in my own place. It was nice, small but good enough for just the 2 of us. Though after some time and a promotion at work, I had just gone and found a bigger place to move to.
I did not date much, but I did date a guy from work, Todd. He was nice and all, but I was always clear with him that he needed to be okay as being friends with benefits. I'm not sure that he was okay with it, honestly. Meanwhile I had my eye on several other men around town. While I was a good mom, I was also secretly lusting and getting ready to act on it. I tried to read everything about these men when we talked. Their passions, intelligence and drive. I just wasn't sure who I wanted to have most!
At first I didn't let Todd meet my son, but eventually he did at some company functions. He was okay with my son being interracial. But who isn't okay with it in this day and age other than a few backward old men, right? But to make sure it was clear that he was in the friend zone, I had Toby call him "Uncle Todd".
Todd was okay in bed. Even though I wasn't serious about him, I still have needs and it's okay to find some comfort in that. We were very safe and clean. I even encouraged him to see other women, though he didn't seem to want to talk about it. I found out much later from a mutual friend that he had wanted so much more from me than just friends with benefits. More on that later.
My real sexual desires were still cooking in the background, and I was even almost ashamed of myself for the plan I was hatching.
It all came to fruition one day while I was approaching my apartment. There was a guy, Geoff who had a franchise restaurant a few blocks from my apartment. Though he was always fully dressed, I could tell there was a very muscular black man under those clothes. He had flirted me while I had passed with my stroller, but this time when we talked, he had been sharing some of the challenges he and the restaurant were facing. So to cheer him up, and to bring him into my plan, I told him that I was having some friends over tonight and that he should come over. Though I had been sneaking glances and the large bulge at the lap of his trousers, I swore I could see it expand then just a little.
Till that very point in time, I hadn't planned on having people over, but the timing was perfect. I was having the moving service come the next day to move me across town so anyone who came to "party" would not know how to find me later on unless I wanted them to. I had an area rug to put down over the living room to protect it, and I moved things out leaving just the necessities in the room.
Just then I remembered that Todd and I were supposed to see a movie that night. I texted him to let him know that I couldn't because I wasn't feeling well and went back to my tasks. He did not really seem upset.
Now that my plan was started, I know that I needed to invite the others I had considered for this party and make my arrangements. I dialed the sitter who graciously accepted though I couldn't say exactly how long I needed, even overnight.
Next I got my gym clothes ready and headed over toward the gym after dropping Toby at the sitter. After breaking up with my ex and having the baby, I set to making my body fit for whatever may come. The baby probably even enhanced that with the extra breasts that I'd never had before. I may have been attractive all along, but by the way men looked at me now, I knew I was hot.
