There was a chilly morning mist hugging the ground when Dorothy came outside. She did some loosening up exercises then jogged down to the big wrought iron gates. The guard inside the gatehouse, a stoic-faced black man, had the look of someone who would rather be anywhere elseâlike in a warm, cozy bed, spooned naked with someone equally cozy and warm, but he returned her wave with a good-natured smile.
She jogged in place and surveyed the grounds. She could catch glimpses of the estateâs perimeter wall uphill through the trees and judged it to be about a mileâmaybe a little moreâfrom where she was now, around the inside of the wall, back to here. She had promised Quentin five miles to work off what she had pigged out on last night; she would do five laps. She started off at an easy jog.
Dorothy was mad, upset, disappointed. She didnât want to think about what was angering her, so she concentrated on her running, letting her mind dwell solely on navigating the uneven ground under foot, weaving through the trees and around the bushes, and not on why she was pissed. She never saw the man appear out of the trees to her left. In fact, she wasnât even aware that it was Lincoln until he was jogging along side her.
One look at Dorothyâs face was enough to let Lincoln know that she was teed off⊠and he couldnât blame her. He wanted to apologize, tell her why he hadnât made it to her room the night before. The absolute last thing he wanted was Dorothy thinking he thought of her as nothing more than just another piece of cheap white fluff that could be blown off.
But, Lincoln never got the chance to so much as open his mouth. Dorothy kicked her running up a couple of gears and was darting through the trees like a rabbit. It took all he had to catch up with her. âBetter slow it up,â he cautioned when he was once more running alongside her, âor you wonât make your five miles.â
Dorothy glanced over at Lincoln. His legs were almost twice as long as hers and he knew the grounds much better. She would never be able to out run him. She slowed back to a jogging pace, but maintained her stony silence. âOne,â she said as they approached the front gates five minutes later.
âActually, a full circuit is closer to a mile and a half,â Lincoln commented.
âOne and a half,â Dorothy snorted and continued on past the gates.
Even though he had to adjust his stride because of Dorothyâs shorter legs, Lincoln was still working to stay with her. The girl was setting a steady, ground-eating pace; one that, unless she was a daily jogger down in the city, he knew she wouldnât be able to maintain⊠not for the entire five miles.
âThree,â Dorothy counted when they jogged past the gatehouse for the second time. She was getting winded and couldnât understand why. She wasnât a compulsive joggerâa couple of miles, two or three days a week, at bestâbut, even still, three miles was nothing. Or, it shouldnât be. Why were her calf muscles beginning to burn like she had run the full five miles?
They ran side by side up the mild incline; Lincoln courteously dropping back a couple of steps whenever they were weaving and twisting through the trees, pulling back alongside Dorothy when the land opened back up. The ground flattened out somewhat at the top of the circuit, with a gradual downhill slope back around to the front gates. âFour and a half,â Lincoln counted as they jogged past the gatehouse. He had to; Dorothy didnât have enough wind left to say anything.
Dorothy forced herself to keep jogging. What the hell was wrong with her? Her heart was pounding like a trip-hammer, she could barely draw in a ragged breath, her leg muscles were starting to cramp up⊠and Lincoln wasnât even breathing hard. She hardened her determination; if he could make it all the way around to the gates once more, then âDamnit!â she could, too.
At the top of the circuit, Dorothy stumbled. Only Lincoln skidding to a halt, wheeling around and catching her just in time kept her from landing on her face. âLet me go,â she yelled, trying to extricate herself from his arms, âDamn it, let meâŠâ The fight suddenly went out of Dorothy and she collapsed. âWhyâŠâ she gasped.
âYouâre not acclimated to the altitude,â Lincoln explained as he lowered her to the ground. âThis isnât sea level, youâre up around two thousand feet here⊠the airâs thinner.â He partially unzipped the front of her jogging suit. âDeep breaths, Dot. Thatâs a girl, concentrate on getting your breathing back to normal. Youâre going to be okay in a couple of minutes, baby.â
Dorothy could tell Lincoln was saying something to her⊠his lips were moving, but the rush of her own blood was too loud inside her head to clearly hear him. If she could just catch her breathâŠ
âYouâre lucky you didnât try this in the Rocky Mountains, Dot; the airâs a whole lot thinner up there,â Lincoln continued. He sat back and wrapped his arms around his knees. âI remember running in a meet at University of Wyoming, in Laramie⊠thatâs in the Medicine Bow Range, elevation over a mile high. Anyway, this guy Iâm running againstâlong, lanky white dude⊠my recorded timeâs almost two full seconds faster than his and this guy goes by me like Iâm jogging backwards. And why? Cause he was used to there being so little oxygen that high up and I wasnât.
âWe got to yakking after the race and he tells me he was born and raised in the northwest corner of the stateâlittle bitty town called Meeteese, if I recall right. Anyhow, he tells me this townâs elevation is like twenty-five times higher than itâs population, which was around three hundred.â Lincoln plucked a long blade of grass and stuck it in the corner of his mouth. âCouple months later, UW comes down to our neck of the woods and this guy whizzes right by me for the second time, cause now heâs breathing what almost amounts to pure oxygen for him.â
Her breathing finally back to normal, Dorothy sat up. She was going to be okay. âDonât that beat all,â Lincoln drawled, âa cowboy makinâ ME look like Iâm out for an afternoon stroll, and not once, but twice⊠the second time on my own turf.â He fell back on his elbows. âJust had to buy that olâ boy a beer and get him laid for doinâ that.â
Dorothy had to smile; Lincoln was playing the good olâ hick country boy to the hilt. Then, she remembered. âIâm mad at you.â
âI know,â Lincoln answered dryly. âAnd you got every right to be. Get me out of the doghouse if I say Iâm sorry?ââ
âNo.â Dorothy got to her feet. She wasnât feeling light headed any longer, but she didnât feel like running anymore. She started off downhill through the trees for the house. Lincoln was up and alongside her in a couple of strides. They walked without talking. A minute ticked by, then two, the strained silence between them deafening. âWhy didnât you come to my room last night?â Dorothy finally demanded. âLike you promised.â
âThe meeting lasted longer than I wanted it to. A lot too long.â Lincoln wanted to tell her what had gone on in the meeting, explain to her why he hadnât been there when he said he would. But, he couldnât. âI did come by after the meeting, but you were sound asleep.â
âHad to be after 3:00,â Dorothy said. That had been the last time she remembered looking over at her clock. But, knowing Linc had come by after all⊠this made her a little less angry.
âIt was 3:30, quarter to four,â Lincoln explained. âYou were sleeping on top of the bed, that little nightie you were wearing not covering a whole lot.â Affectionâmore than for a friend, but short of something indefinableâaccompanied the mental picture he had of Dorothy sleeping. âAnyway, I managed to get the covers out from under you, got you tucked in, then sat on the edge of your bed for a couple of minutes.â
âWhy didnât you wake me, instead of tucking me in?â
âI didnât want to.â Dorothy had looked so pretty, so innocent in her slumber, like a young girl without a care in the world. âI sortta liked⊠just⊠looking at you.â
That brought Dorothy to a halt. âYou didnât want to touch me? Why, there something wrong with me? A little girl like me not up to your he-man standards?â
âQuite the opposite,â Lincoln retorted. He had wanted to touch Dorothy⊠badly. Who in his right mind wouldnât want to touch someone so proportionally prefect? Take her perky breasts in his hands⊠tenderly tweak the pink nipples to hardness⊠caress her taunt, rounded buttocks⊠slide his hand between her legs⊠feel the moist feather-soft down of her pubic hair against his palm. But, he hadnât done any of that. There had been a reason for not doing it, not a very good reason in his estimation, but still a reason he had agreed to. âI did touch you once. Briefly.â
âWhere?â Dorothy asked. She had wanted Lincoln so bad it had been like a dull ache inside her. She had all but told him out loud how mach she wanted him to touch her, to take her. That was why she had worn the babydoll nightie without any panties, so there would nothing much to get in the way of Lincolnâs strong black hands touching her anywhere he wanted. All it would have taken was Linc copping a feel and she would have instantly been wide awake. âWhere did you touch me, Linc? Please tell me.â
âI gave you a goodnight kiss,â Linc confessed with a smile. âBefore slipping out and locking the door behind me.â
A tremor ran through Dorothy; she thought she had only dreamed that Linc had kissed her goodnight. What was left of her mad evaporated; she wanted this handsome black man, more than she had wanted him last night. Right here. Right now.
For his part, Lincoln wanted Dorothy, possibly more then vibes she was giving off screamed the she wanted him to take her. He had not wanted anyone so badly in life. But, he had promised that nothing would happen between them. Absolutely nothing, not until it was just the right moment for something sexual to happen between them. Quentinâs time frame, not his own.