**John**
I twirled my pen over and over again. Although I knew I was supposed to be filling out the stack of paper that seemed to continue getting higher in the corner of desk, my mind had yet again drifted back to her. I didn't know how to feel. I was angered that she had tossed me aside this easily and had yet to return my calls after a week. My mind wrapped around our last night together, and the intensity behind it.
There was a passion in it that I had yet to have with anyone else. I had been more ready to release than any other time I'd been with a woman. There was a glisten in her eyes that was filled with more than need and want, but something more innocent. It was almost like she was teaching me a new language and I had yet to learn the word that her eyes were screaming to me. This moment like many others, as my mind reflected that pure moment I could feel the burn in my groin. My eyes shut tightly together as I leaned back in my office chair and sighed.
I didn't know whether to hate her for putting me through this grief or to appreciate her stubbornness. I eyed my office door. Many of my coworkers had been trying their best to avoid me, for I wasn't in the best of moods, not that I usually am in the most cheer. My palm grasped my tool and my eyes shut again. I could feel all of the tension that I had carried around all run to the bottom half of my body as I lie restless like a corpse, my palm massaging deep into my groin. How I wished that my fingers were instead grabbing those lovely locs that they had once ran through. Her lips, they were full yet petite as if cupid had carved them with his bow. My grasp tightened even harder when I remembered her plea for me not to go. Last, I thought of that look one more time before I let out a long groan. Her name escaped my lips.
"Fuck!" I snapped under my breath when I saw the stain beginning to emerge on my slacks. I retrieved the emergency pair I had contained in the closet. Just when I sat back down from changing, the temp announced on the intercom in my office that my boss would be entering.
"Well if it isn't John Boy!" his voice irritated me even more than normal.
"I haven't heard much from you this week. You must not be feeling too well," he suggested.
"Yea," I said almost sarcastically.
"I hope it doesn't last too long, would hate for you not to be here when the new position is announced."
I snapped my pen in half under the desk. If he mentioned that damn position one more time I could promise I would go on a rampage.
"Yeah I would just hate that," I mumbled through clenched teeth.
"Just came to give you some files, but I think you may need the day off," he insinuated.
"You think so?"
"Yeah, I don't want whatever you have to spread."
"No sir, wouldn't want that." I grabbed my briefcase to leave.
Lauren stared at me blankly as I slammed my office door. I just had to heartlessly fire fifteen more employees this week, fifteen more hard workers, who just happened to be selected. When my boss gave me a hearty pat on the shoulder before my lunch break, after advising me to do this I knew not only did I need to go home, but as soon as I got outside I took a long drag of two cigarettes back to back, something I haven't done since my youth.
**Reina**
My sister Melanie doesn't visit my Grandmother too often. She only comes in the times she is absolutely desperate for a place to crash. Based upon the pattern of men that she dates they'll get what they want from her, and have a fun time, but once the fun and games are over, she always ends up here with Abuela making her a fresh torta with a cup of homemade hot chocolate, that taste nothing like the packaged powder crap that the stores sell. Unlike most occasions her new lover had to 'just work out some things with child support with his ex', which gave Melanie sometime to burn until he was finished in the later evening.
Outside of my early childhood, I never had much times to just talk to her without being caught up in one of her scandals my older sister besides tonight. Today as soon as I got off, I didn't just come home to Abuela yelling at the television as she watched her scheduled telenovelas, but there was some mambo music playing loudly. I almost turned back around and walked out, because I assumed that my grandmother was there with her boyfriend, and I wanted to avoid seeing anything that would ruin how I viewed her, but then I noticed that the other voice I heard in the room was feminine. When I walked further, I realized that Abuela wasn't playing hanky panky, but was actually dancing and laughing with Melanie.
"Oye Reinita," Melanie greeted between giggles.
"Hey," I greeted as I walked past them to the kitchen. Dinner hadn't been started. I walked over to the refrigerator, knowing that I would have to be the one to put something together for the night. Just my luck, an empty fridge.
"Ama, you didn't stop by the store?"
"Eh, ahora no tengo dinero," I have no money. Abuela stated while not messing up her steps.
"Don't stress it Reina, we can stop by the store before I leave." Melanie suggested.
The song began to fade and Melanie broke her stride to go over and turn the radio down.
"My shoes are by the door, let's go. Ama will you be fine with going to mass all by yourself today?"
Abuela through a hand at us while, and mumbled how she'd be fine.
We walked swiftly down the next few blocks to the store. I decided to make a simple dish that contained just rice, peas, and chicken although Melanie insisted that she should pay for the groceries, but how could I accept the offer when I knew that her current boyfriend gave her an allowance like some little kid.
"So who's this guy Ama has been telling me about.?" She finally spoke up.
"Hmm?"
"Come on don't play dumb. She told me he calls for you daily, and just last week he took you out.
I sighed.
"He's just a kind guy who gave me a ride home."
" A ride or a ride?" Melanie teased.
" Mios Reina have you even given up your goods yet?" she laughed.
"Shh... You're speaking so loud," I hushed.
"Well, have you?" she whispered
"No, que asco!"
"Just asking. From the sounds of it, you must've made some impression though," she said suspiciously.
"P-pues, quizas," I stuttered. 'W-well perhaps.'
I quickly hurried inside of the store. When I turned to glance at my sister, I saw her jaw had dropped.
"You're keeping something out," she accused.
"Que! No I am not."
"Mentirosa. You were always a bad liar Reina. You always start to stutter and give short responses. Dime. Tell me what happened."
The store was pretty empty, but still decided to whisper in her ear about the events that had transpired that one night. When I finished my tale Melanie looked shocked.
"Carray on the first date? Haha I always knew we were related. You had to inherit some traits from Mama."
"Yo no se. I'm embarrassed that I even let that happen."
"And that's why you won't return his calls?"
"I mean he's a nice guy and all, but—"
