Before I had met my husband Randy, I'd read a piece of erotic fiction he had written before we knew each other. It was so well written, I thought it had been plagiarized from somewhere. I had so many orgasms reading it I eventually memorized the piece and imagined myself as the lead character in the story, a white wife who gives in to interracial urges and gets pregnant. Once Randy and I had met, I would never let on that I had read his story or that I fantasized about such a thing, but the fact that he had a vasectomy added way more fuel to the fire. Whenever we made love, all I was thinking of was getting inseminated by a black stud with a huge cock and big balls full of sperm. The wedding night gangbang fantasy was my favourite. I justified it all by convincing myself that it's just fantasy; I could never really do any of it, it was just too wild.
I decided to take a college course to advance my career, and took time off and enrolled. I was a little late for the first day, and classes were already in session.
Once I finally found the correct class, I spoke to the teacher and she said, "I prefer if everyone sits in groups of four. There are three boys in the booth at the back, it will have to do until I can figure something out."
I said I understood, but I obviously looked intimidated when I looked over at the three husky young black
boys/men
. I figured they were at least 19, probably 20, built like they earned the football jackets they were wearing. The reason I had looked so intimidated was that I was dripping. Mrs. Fintry took me over to the booth and introduced me to the boys, who seemed less disappointed than I expected.
Boisterous and gregarious, Leroy was actually grinning, and while overweight and kind of shy, Jason smiled sweetly and was very pleasant. Jamal stood up to offer me a seat while he went to gather another, and I almost fainted. I realized eventually that they were just being normal, polite college students, but Jamal's gesture had sent me into a sexual stupor, and I was quite a bit more nervous than I would have been normally. Once we were all seated, we had a few minutes to chat, and rather than the (I thought inevitable) awkward silence buzz kill, we had a friendly exchange, nothing sexual, but very relaxed and fun. By lunch we agreed to put up with each other for now. Throughout the first couple of days, we worked. It was tough stuff, and it took the whole class a while to get into it.
When I got home, I told Randy all about it, and he was hard as a rock hearing about my black studs, and while neither of us came out and said anything about it, we were both super horny. We got through the evening, then I told him I had to get to sleep, and that I had a hard day ahead, which was true. His disappointment was obvious, but he was careful to be supportive and gave me a light backrub and actually let me go to sleep. He kept getting up to go rub one out on the couch; once I got up and watched him. It took everything I had not to touch myself, trying to stay quiet. I bit my lip as he shot the first burst onto his shoulder, turning his head to miss his face. I have never been more turned on. I tip-toed back to bed and tried my hardest to get to sleep. I began to realize I needed a way to release sexual tension or I would pop. I could never actually date one of these guys, or let them all take turns inseminating me, which is what I couldn't stop fantasizing about. So what could I do?
The schoolwork took care of that for a few days, but during this time, we all got in the hang of it, and I felt like I was back in high school chemistry. The seating arrangement stayed as it was, and the subject of changing it never came up. Our little group became so accustomed to working together that we all dropped what little formality we had observed and before long the comments came out about the sexy white ass, big momma milf ass, etc. They all called me 'Honey,' etc. Then I made an off-hand comment that changed everything. One of the
men
had made a comment about my tits, and I revealed that they were so large because they had made milk for three babies. Without missing a beat, Leroy whispered that they looked ready to feed a few more, winking at me and setting off an explosion of desire inside me. I gave him the hungry stare and winked back, licking my lips teasingly. I replied softly that I agreed. Now I was teasing, but I couldn't stop myself—my desire took over.
After that, there was no end to the comments about babies, and me being pregnant. Leroy would occasionally tell me how hot I would look pregnant, and the others would wholeheartedly agree. At random, they would ask serious questions about my previous pregnancies, and ask if I thought it would be like that 'next time.' Once Leroy asked why my husband hadn't gotten me pregnant, and I let slip that he had had a vasectomy. The men were very consoling, like they thought I was sad about it. Remarks were made about volunteers for natural insemination, and we all had a good laugh, but the men were all hard, and I was self-conscious, thinking they could smell how wet I was.
The interracial gangbang impregnation fantasy was coming to life, consuming me. The fact that if I wasn't careful it could come true was making me wild with lust, making it ever harder to control, and if I didn't find a way to calm myself down, I began to worry that I might actually end up with a bi-racial baby growing inside me, a thought that I was beginning to fall in love with.
One release I found in my purse, and though it had the potential to add fuel to the desire (or perhaps because of that...), I pulled it out every few hours in the bathroom stall. My ovulation predictor. It was now out of date, but to distract myself I worked through it using assumptions about the regularity of my ovulation, my menstruation being like clockwork. Eventually I brought it up to date. Then the fateful realization that the reason I was having so many problems keeping my loins under control was that I would be ovulating that night. I could tell by the way I was behaving. It was baby making time. Hubby would get some tonight, for sure. I began to look forward to being filled with his semen, knowing I would be fantasizing about my black studs, imagining their potent sperm pumping deep into me, impregnating me. I began to feel better about myself, thinking maybe I could begin to work back into a normal sexual relationship with my Hubby, one step at a time. That would have been the end of it, but later for a split-second I lost my mind and my life truly exploded. Leroy said that Jason would like to ask me something. I swallowed; was he going to ask me out? I was married! I almost panicked, mostly because I knew I wanted it so much I wouldn't be able to say no to basically anything.