Never in My Wildest Dreams

I was so sick and tired of hearing the same old line time and time again, "I like you as a friend".

Not popular with the guys while in school, I almost gave up on men completely. I even announced to family and friends that I didn't ever want to marry. Give me a condo or a townhouse and I'll be myself a dog and I'm all set. I don't need a man in my life.

Most of my friends were always dating and getting laid and going out with their guys or just fucking any guy that would put their cock in their cunt. I had all types of friends and then I had a few that weren't into that scene, some were gay or lesbians and I loved them just the same.

I always felt the the odd man out when it came to going out and they did ask me on occasion to join them and I didn't always accept. Most Saturday nights were spend in the privacy room and then my condo with my two favorite guys - Jack and Jim. Well, my two guys were Jack Daniels and Jim Beam. They got me through some tough times. They heard me laugh and they heard me cry. I just couldn't get enough of those guys. I could have become a real full blown drunk but I knew when to stop and I never drove drunk.

When I first got my condo which as two bedrooms besides mine, I would have parties and party crashers out in my spare rooms with their date or boyfriend/girlfriend. I never minded much but then they I guess got tired of the same old same old and went out more. I met this great guy so I thought through a friend and we hit it off. My first real guy. We did everything together and we were soon falling for each other and talked about of all things - marriage. I told him I swore it off because of the way my life was headed when it came to men and he told me how glad he was able to get me out of my funk and I was glad too.

I was a bridesmaid or maid of honor for a few friends and now it was my time to be the bride and get back some of what I have been doing for them all these years. I through bridal showers, engagement parties and I was good at it. I guess I was swept off my feet and thought that my life would be good.

We were married and had a great marriage, so I thought until he start hanging out with a few guys that frequented strip and go-go clubs. I know he did this before me and I never had a problem with him going, but it became more frequent and costly. We found out after a year that we wouldn't be able to have children. My plumbing was not up to par. I never knew this and we always engaged in safe sex while dating and enjoyed condom and birth control free sex after we were married. We had a lot of fun trying and it just wasn't happening.

His nights were becoming more frequent and I was home a lot more alone and I didn't really want to say too much because I was just not sure how he would take it. I know, I should have opened my mouth but I didn't and I just tolerated it and my friends told me I didn't have to. One night while he was out and I was looking through my closet, I found this trashy little dress I bought as a joke and never wore it. I decided I was going to go out and have myself some fun and I'd still be home before he dragged his ass home.

I am shaped pretty well. I am a 5'3" tall natural redhead you can tell when I let me pussy grow in. I have green/gray eyes and weigh about 130 lbs of which my 40DDD make up a good part of my weight. They are from nature and not implants. The dress really shows them off and I think I look pretty dam good and maybe tough trashy. I didn't care I just want to go out and have fun.

During one of my late night surfs on the internet, I found a place that sounded great that boasted that they always had a lot of hot looking guys there for the hot and hungry chick. I guess I was hungry and this dress made me hot. It as a strapless purple dress and I wore some pumps. I actually say that I could pass as a prostitute. I got in my car and headed out. It was in a seedy part of a town one over from my and I was loving it already.

Got out of my car and I saw some nice "meat" in the parking lot and as hoping there was a butcher shop more inside. Well, I was shocked to see these guys and girls were all over them. There were all kinds of men there from the short to the tall, the heavy, muscular to the thin and still attractive. There were all colors too from the white, red, yellow and the ever popular and sexy black men.

There he was; a tall muscular black God of a man there and I set my sights on him. For a brief second I started to feel insecure but talked myself into approaching him and that is what I did. I introduced myself to him and he introduced himself to me. We hit it off famously and we danced and drank and talked and even shared a few kisses and I was in heaven. He walked out with me and ask me for my number and I gave him my cell number and told him that it's always on and if I don't answer or respond right away, it's because I have a jealous fuck that is my husband.

We talked and laughed and kissed a few more times and he pulled down the front of my dress revealing my titties to him and he went right to them and started sucking them right there in the parking lot. Lucky for us that no one saw us. I was enjoying his full lips on my tittie and his big black hand squeezing the other and then pulling on my nipple. He switched and did the same. I could feel my panties getting wet and I then reached out and grabbed his crotch and I unzipped and pulled out his extra large black cock and he looked at me with a smile and I went down on my knees and sucked him and jerked his cock and he was moaning and I was dripping wet.

We got into my car and started to kiss and I continued to suck him and then he told me he had a van and we got ourselves together and went into the back of his van and he fucked me hard and I was in my glory. He stretched my pussy like it was never ever before and I sucked him and he sucked me and he fucked me hard and then he came all over my face and titties. He asked to see me again I said that we would. We started an affair and my husband has no clue as to this as he is in his own world.

About 6 months after starting my affair, I had to go into a local club to meet a client and there was this other black guy that looked familiar to me and it was a guy I went to school with. I always liked him and never told a soul. We laughed and talked and he asked me if I was married and I told him I was but not happily. He said he was divorced and then he kissed me. told me that they were paying for his way to the convention the following month and if I was going we could meet in his hotel for drinks and dinner and whatever. I was so excited.

We had our good time at the convention but I was still calling my "lover" everyday and we were making plans to go away 2 weeks after my convention. I wanted to tell him about my school mate but I hesitated. My school friend wasn't built like my lover but he did have bigger cock and that really never plays a factor with me as far as size but that was just something that was different about the two guys. So now I was married if that's what you want to call it to my white husband and I have two black lovers. I never expected this.

Some of the girls and guys decided to have a reunion of some the our school friends and I was very excited to see who would show up and what they turned out like. I was always crazy about the guy that was the drummer for our school band and I never told him but I was friends with his older sister and I swore her to secrecy and not to tell him. I didn't think he was interested because he never approached me and he was nice to me.

The night finally came and we had the reunion and sure as shit he was there and he looked better than ever. He was Mexican/Spanish and looked wonderful. He must have gotten contact lenses and put on some weight. He was always on the thinner side and wore glasses but they looked good on him. I knew he probably wouldn't remember me but he did. We talked and laugh and did shots and actually went into the men's lounge and made out for a while. He told me that he always liked me but was afraid to ask me. I told him of the secret that his sister and I kept from him. He said I should have told him and I told him I had no luck with men in school and explained my sorry ass story.

When we were leaving and I went to my car, he followed me and asked me to go with him for coffee so we could talk some more but didn't want to get me in trouble with my husband. I briefly went into my sad marriage and how things were between my husband and I so he didn't have to worry. We left my car in the lot and I jumped into his. While we were driving, he held my hand and told me that my husband is missing out on a great lady. With that we kissed and pulled off the road for a few minutes and started to grope each other and he was touching me titties and making my nipples get hard and I could see his cock swell in his pants. Instead of the diner for coffee, we went to a hotel and checked in for a short stay and we fucked and sucked and it was like heaven for me. He had a smaller cock than my black lovers but bigger than my husband's.

One day I had most of the day to myself at work and I was looking at pictures of all four guys and was trying to decide which one I wanted and I wanted them all but my husband. I had thoughts of asking him for a divorce and then his parents fell ill and my time was all consumed with tending to their needs. I still kept in touch with my lovers but I also knew that if something happened to my in laws, that my husband would be getting a nice settlement. Being an only child, he wouldn't have to share the monies he was getting and it was somewhere in the neighborhood of a half to three quarters of a million an I knew hung with him for a while and then asked, I would be entitled to half according to the laws of the state.

I am enjoying spending my husband's money, let him to as he wants and I am still seeing all three guys. First I have no one and now I have four guys - still don't know how I am pleasing three guys and the forth one which is my husband and I never, ever have sex.

I guess I'm a late bloomer or a whore but regardless I am enjoying myself and enjoying having all that sex. Life has been good to me so far and hope it continues.