I am a 33 year old Asian guy. I am from a country in South East Asia. I am 5 feet 9 inches tall, black hair, about 70 kg. Some people say I am quite good looking but they say that in my country. I am married with a 3 years old daughter. My profession is a medical doctor, and I graduated from my home country.
My wife is a pretty Asian girl with perky breasts and broad hip. Now we are at this stage of marriage when people start to lose sexual interest in each other.
I like porns. I watch a lot of porns. My favorites? White chicks with long legs. I seriously adore white female bodies. I don't like Asian bodies which are so smooth and soft. I like strong healthy bodies of white ladies. I like their big breasts. Pink tits and pussies, and most of all the golden color hair.
Whenever I see a white female tourist in my country, I always stare at them, regardless of my status as a medical doctor. I stare at their strong big white thighs, legs and cleavages and get erection right away.
My cock is small as a typical south east Asian cock. I feel bad about that. I always imagine my small cock entering a big fat white pussy. And big strong white lady laughing at my small cock and making fun of my small cock.
I sometimes go to internet and try to chat with white ladies. But they ignore me as soon as they found out I am from third world country and I am 33 years old. And most of the time , they ignore me as soon as they found out I am an Asian probably because they know that Asians have small cocks only.
I work with an NGO where we have to work with white expatriates sometimes. Previously I was working with one white guy from UK as my supervisor. I used to hate that guy because he likes to show his superiority to us, typical white superiority complex. After a year, he left and one lady expatriate came. She is a white lady from United States. Her name is Jennifer Travis.
We call her Jenny. She is a doctor. She is just an ordinary white lady in her late 20s. She is a blonde and about the same height as me and has big breasts. And she has this wonderful smell that you get from clean white ladies. I like to watch her most of the time and have to manage my erection whenever I am with her.
Actually she is worse than the previous guy in treating us. She only talks to other white staffs and always complaining about how lazy the local staffs are and always shouting at us. One day, I was seeing one patient in my office and she stormed in and complained about one 'mistake' that I had made. Actually it was just a small administrative error but she made it a big deal. She shouted at me and said I am a bad doctor in front of the patient. Fortunately the patient does not understand English but it was obvious she was scolding me as if I was her servant. I said sorry to her in a trembled voice but she left without letting me finish my apology.
I was really looking forward to make friends with her because of my fantasy but now all my hopes were gone and I felt really sorry about that. I have to admit that I have masturbated many times thinking about her since she arrived, and never expected to be treated by her that way. I said to myself that she is behaving like this may be because she is lonely in my country far away from her home. And she is divorced.
That afternoon on the same day, she entered my office again, and I thought she came to apologize for her behavior because it was obviously very bad. But instead she said that she will have to supervise me more closely because my performance was really questionable. I was really surprised because I know it was not true and she was lying. I really wanted to cry then because it was obviously that she was really picking on me.
The whole afternoon, I saw patients with her sitting right next to me. Later, I began to notice her smell and starting to stare her breasts and her legs secretly. She was wearing a short skirt and wide neck T shirt that day. Her skin is milk white and I was really imagining how her pussy is going to look like. My erection comes and I could not hide it properly anymore.
When the patients are finished, I really realize that I have to go to toilet and jerk off to stop my embarrassing erection. I asked her permission to go to toilet like a primary school student. She laughed and to my surprise said, 'Little pervert, are you gonna go and jerk off in the toilet? You pathetic slant eyed wimp. I know you have been staring my boobs and legs. Have you never seen an attractive female?'