I am the proud mother of a beautiful mixed race daughter. You might not think that this is unusual in this day and age, what with adoption, surrogacy and IVF, but what you need to know is, that I am happily married to a white man and have been for many years. Needless to say I conceived and gave birth during the course of our marriage.
Its a situation that has been awkward to explain to people sometimes, especially family. People are generally pretty complimentary about how gorgeous she is but inside they are all curiously aware of the obvious, I was, at some time, impregnated by a black man. I did once get asked by a family member how it happened and why, to which I answered, "simple, I lay naked on my bed whilst a black man fucked me. As for why, well why not!" But that's the short version.
To understand the real reason you would need to know and understand my husband. We were both twenty nine when we got married and had our first child, a son, two years after that. It was after our son turned three that my husband wanted to try for another child, (he really wanted a daughter), so we started actively trying again. We had been trying for two long years but experienced only misfortune and heartache. I fell pregnant three times and miscarried all three, it broke us.
My husband became introverted and spent hours on his own consoling his depression by watching porn on the internet. He was obsessed with watching married women having sex with other men, especially if it ended with the male lead cumming inside her married pussy.
It really wasn't long before he brought these fantasies into our bed. I wasn't complaining, in fact I loved the attention. We watched loads of porn movies and he showed me tons of pics, it was pretty hot and I was really getting into it. I did however notice a change in the things he showed me. Most of the content seemed to now be that of black men having sex with white wives. It was subtle at first, but it wasn't long before all the content he played was black men with white women.
At first I didn't really like it, black men were not for me, I guess that's because I came from a white conservative family, but I played along anyway, I needed the love and his attention, which was sorely lacking in our relationship, and our sex life had become interesting again. He started emailing me pics of naked black men with big penises and video clips of black men having sex with beautiful white women. Many of these pics had the same theme, married white women being impregnated by their black lovers as the husband watched approvingly.
I never realised it at first, but my husband had been grooming me for an interracial lifestyle a very long time, and it was starting to take effect on me. I was out shopping for drinks on a hot summers day when I took notice of a very good looking, stocky, black guy walking towards me up the aisle inside the liquor store. Something inside me clicked. I became incredibly turned on by him and started following him. I watched as he opened the walk-in fridge and went inside to pick up a six pack. I fantasized about following him inside that cool fridge and imagined him lifting up my summer dress, pulling down my panties and taking me from behind as I leaned over the stack of beer pallets. The thought of cheating on my husband and having consensual, unprotected sex with a strange black man in the liquor store fridge was extremely erotic and very taboo. It made me very wet.
Over the next few months, I became more and more aware of black men and how I actually seemed to attract them (and how much I was attracted to them!), I was getting hit on regularly, and this really turned me on. I decided it was time to open up to my husband and tell him how I felt. So, that evening, whilst we were lying in bed, I took control, something I had never done before.
"I've got something to tell you," I said as I cuddled up close to him, slipping my hand inside his underwear and grabbing his cock. I began telling him the story of what had happened in the liquor store. He quickly became erect and began to breathe deeply as I massaged his erection. I knew he would like this, so I continued in my sexiest, seductive tone.
"Do you really like the thought of another mans cock in your wife's pussy?" I asked him
"Yes!" he replied sheepishly and without hesitation.
"And what about a black mans cock in your wife's pussy?" I asked him again biting my lip and breathing heavily.
"Oh fuck yes! You know that' He grunted.
I let go of his cock and mounted him, slowly sliding myself up and down his length.
I continued.
"Do you remember that time that your band performed at the casino bar? That time that I went with you?" I asked
"Yes." He replied as he guided the tempo of my hips.
"Well, whilst you were gigging and I was walking around the casino, I got approached by a black man. He offered me a large amount of money to go back to his room with him." I said
"Ah fuck! You never told me about that. That's so hot! What did he look like?" Replied my husband
"He was tall, nicely built and dressed in an expensive suit, he looked foreign." I said
"I must admit, he was very sexy and his offer was very tempting. I found myself, whilst sitting at the slot machine, fantasizing about him, what he would've done to me if I had gone back to his room."
"Tell me about that fantasy." my husband demanded.
"I kept seeing myself naked on his hotel bed and he was fucking me. It turned me on so much to think, that while you were playing in your band, your wife was naked in some hotel room, being fucked bare back by a black stranger for money." I said
"Fuck, bare back! That is so hot! Don't stop, you know I love this!" Begged my husband
"It was so vivid in my mind that all I could think of was those big black hands all over me, his tongue in my mouth and his huge cock inside my unprotected pussy. I would've let him cum inside me just to see if you could smell it on the way home after the show. But what you should really know, in absolute honesty is, he made me so horny that I actually left the casino and went back to see if I could find him again! I had made up my mind that I would do whatever he wanted me to do if I found him and be back in time for your last song!"
This took my husband over the edge, he thrust his cock as deep as he could and came inside me, grabbing my breasts as he orgasmed.
I rolled off of him and we cuddled again.
My husband asked me if this was all true and I replied that it was.
"This is all your doing you know." I told him "You've got me hooked on black men now and they really like me."
"Why did you refuse his offer? You could've done this without my knowledge." Said my husband.
"Only one reason really, I was afraid that If I went through with it, I wouldn't be able to stop. I would probably want to do it again. I won't make the same mistake next time." I replied.
We lay together quietly in each others embrace, processing all these new things that had just come to light in our strained relationship. Things were going to be so much better now, I just knew it.
"Do you think its too late to have another baby my Love?" asked my husband
I took a deep breath and replied.
"I'm not sure babe, I'm so sorry, we've tried, I've done the best I can. What do you suggest? We can try artificial insemination or even adoption if you want but that's expensive and even then there is no guarantee."
"We could try something else." He replied
"Really? What?" I asked
My husband was quiet for a few moments and then replied nervously.
"We can try another man" he said
"You mean like a sperm donor?" I asked
"No, I mean another man having actual sex with you, impregnating you properly." He blurted out
I was surprised, shocked and oh so turned on, all at the same time. My pussy tingled.
"Lets be honest. If that hasn't worked out with us so far, how will having sex with another man be different?" I asked, aching to touch my pussy.
"It'll be different if it's a virile man" he replied.
"Oh, I see where this is going, you want me to have sex with a black guy!" I said, not surprised
"Yes." Replied my husband, almost embarrassed.
"You know that cant happen Love. Firstly, there's no guarantee that a black guy will impregnate me successfully. Secondly, how do we explain that I am pregnant with a black child. My folks will freak and thirdly there are long reaching consequences, this is a little human being remember, not a pet guinea pig!" I said. My pussy was soaking wet all over again.