Salam (Hello), it's your girl, Shahnaz Tabrizi a.k.a. dokhtar dewane (Crazy girl), your eyes and ears into Tehran's party and sex orgies underworld. This is my second blog entry and it has been an orgasmic few days, but also confusing few days. I've been splitting my time between Qom and Tehran and below is my account of the last few days.
Sexually forbidding place Tehran has been in the last few days. Walking through the streets with pictures of Khomeini and Khamenei looking down with forbidding eyes at a populace. Pictures of young boys, who were martyred during the Iran-Iraq war and clear signs of commemorations, which are due to take place for the war that claimed a million lives in the 1980's.My mother and I are heading out to Behesht-e Zahra or Zahra's Paradise, which is Iran's largest cemetery and its believed to contain 1.3 million graves. It's particularly famous for housing the war dead and my mother's uncle Mehdi is buried there. He was killed in 1984 when the Iraqis using chemical weapons (supplied by the Americans) and gassed his regiment.
But while visiting the cemetery, I find it hard to concentrate on the dead, I'm too busy thinking about being penetrated. Last night, I watched a bootleg American Porn DVD and watching all these hulky, meaty and hot American men with juicy penises fucking some big-tit whore made me rub my pussy ferociously all night. I wonder if these big boys would love to fuck an Iranian girl? I think interracial sex is a beautiful thing. I almost drool at the thought of it, but suddenly remember that I am in a cemetery and must stay focused. But what I wouldn't give to have a nice, juicy and messy American cock in my mouth. Filthy, uncut and wrong mmmmm....
I manage to regain enough composure to pretend I am interested in my surrounding, my mother places flowers on Mehdi's grave and says a little pray. There are pictures of him on his well-decorated grave and I stare at him and think of a wasted life. I will not waste my life to empower someone else. We soon leave the cemetery and I jump into our Honda and we head to Qom, my mother is driving and I am reading Voltaire. It's less than a two-hour drive to Qom and we soon arrive.
Qom- what can I say about the place? It's the religious center of Iran, most of the clerics who run Iran have either their origins or bases here. It's full of mosques and religious schools and seminaries called Madrassas- students flock here from across the Shia world to study Theology, Jurisprudence, Religious Cannons, Rhetoric, Logic, Grammar, Natural Philosophy, Metaphysical Philosophy, Philosophy of Mathematics and Science among other things. There is no parallel to this education system in the contemporary West, its closer to Ancient Greek Philosophical schools and the likes of Plato and Aristotle would be more at home here than in Oxford or Harvard. My father teaches here and I've come to see him.
Because I am visiting Qom, I am wearing a tight black Hijab with no hairs showing, but I am still wearing jeans. The locals know I am a Tehrani girl and many look at me disapprovingly, they think girls from Tehran are rich snobbish sluts, which is pretty bad as I have to spend a few days here. I enter my father's office, he's sitting behind his desk and there is a man sitting in-front of him. We greet one another and my father introduces me to the man sitting down.
"This is Michael Salman Anderson, he comes from America and is one of my students. My best student actually. He's only been Muslim for three-years, but already he can beat any born Muslim with his piety, steadfastness, devotion and with his spiritual knowledge." My father laughs and Michael looks embarrassed.
He places his hand on his chest to greet me, he wouldn't dare stick his hand out to shake mine, and most pious Muslim men will not shake a woman's hand. Converts tend to be the most religious serious, but despite his almost forbidding and austere nature. He was so beautiful with his long blonde hair, blonde beard and moustache, piercing blue eyes and pale skin. He addressed me with a thick American accent and I knew I wanted him.
But getting him would be difficult, I could not do classical seduction and I had to do it with the utmost discretion. I need to entice him and make it impossible for him to refuse me. He tries hard not to stare at me and I know he wants me and so I turn my warm Iranian charm on. He seems flattered and embarrassed at the same time. I cannot go too far or reveal my hand in-front of my father and so I stop with the pleasantries, and my father and I, go off.
A few hours later and I am walking alone and I spot Michael sitting on a public bench, I decide to run into the store next to me and buy two ice creams. I buy a freezer pop for myself and plan to approach Michael, while I am eating and sucking it, and I hope it will send him a message. I walk over to him, "Michael, hi how are you?" I unwrap the pop and slowly stick it into my mouth.
"Oh, ahhhh, hi Shahnaz...How are you?" He seems surprised and a little bit sweaty, but he has eyed me up and down and is trying to hide his obvious attraction to me.
"I'm good, very good. May I take a seat?"
"Sure.."
I take a seat and offer him the second freezer pop I bought, which he accepts, but as I hand it to him I notice his arm is shaking. I try to calm him down and start asking him about his time in Qom and his life. I watch his lips move with increasing confidence, I smile and look at him deeply, and notice how aroused he is becoming.
"You know what is great about our religion?" I say to him in a slow fashion, while pausing to suck on my freezer pop some more. "It's the central importance it places on sexual and erotic pleasure, within the confines of marriage of course. But nonetheless it's there, a woman has the right to divorce her husband if he does not sexually satisfy her. Some Sufi poets use sexual imagery and activity to bring them closer to the divine."
Michael looks uneasy, "Most Iranian girls don't talk about sex that openly, what's going on?"
"I'm not most girls, I'm the daughter of a mulla. I'm not a typical Persian girl, probably because I am Azeri Turkish. I notice how you look at me, it must be hard to be devout and pious in this day and age. I really do admire what you have done, but leading an austere life must be difficult. It can be hard to concentrate when your distracted and I want to help you get closer to the divine by ending this distraction. It's a very restricting life-style, you must just want a release. A chance to relieve yourself."
"Stop it..devil woman...get away from me." But he can't get away from me, he too tempted and turned on. I bet his cock is so stiff, he can barely walk.
I place my hand around his neck, "Don't be so afaird, I'm here to help you. I've always wanted a big strong American man and I suggest we do the honorable thing. We can do Mu'tah (temporary religious marriage) for a few days and then we can depart ways and you can get back to your life and studies. I like to help people you see. Plus when you are with or studying under my father and he is harsh or strict with you, you can feel pleased you had his daughter."
Michael looks like he is fighting temptation, "When you're walking in a field and you see a tree and attached to this tree is the reediest apple you've ever seen. Is it not a crime not to take a bite? After all, what is the beauty around us, but the greatest evidence of divine manifestation. Thus to eat the apple is not a mere act of wiping away hunger, it's an act of devotion, because to taste the ripest of fruit is to appreciate and learn of the genius of the maker. If that be so for fruit, is it not more so for females?" I ask him.
I notice a twitch in his crotch area and I know that I have nearly broken him and all it needs is one finial act. I know exactly what to do, I move in closely towards him and being blowing air gently onto his cheek. It works he snaps and agrees to the temporary marriage. We travel across Qom to find a Mullah who will perform the five-minute service. We find one and agree to a week-long marriage.
We rent an apartment, not too far from the Ayatollahas quarter in old Qom, but we don't immediately get down to business. In order to get the most out of the week, we go out and about, to normalise us as a couple, which I hope will lead to better sex-because he will be more comfortable with me. We go around all the sites, before returning back. I head off to the bathroom to get dressed into a black cocktail dress and set my hair free and allow it to flow. Slipping on high heel shoes, I leave the bathroom and head for the kitchen, there I grab a bowl and put a selection of different color grapes. I also pour bootleg wine into two glasses and head into the living room, where Michael is sitting on the couch.