It has been eight months since I had visited my out-of-town client on that fateful day that dramatically changed my life. That was the day I first met Darrell; the day that my lifelong fantasy to fuck an attractive black man finally came true.
Since then I have returned twice to that same client, and both times Darrell and I spent every free hour possible exploring each other's bodies. My recent experiences with Darrell have shown me that a well-endowed black man, one who wants to use his natural gift to please his partner, could gratify me sexually in ways beyond anything I had ever dreamt.
In between those trips I found my thoughts returning constantly to my encounters with Darrell, whether I was at work, in the car, or at home. My mind would vividly recall how it felt when Darrell pressed his naked body down onto mine. I could remember marveling at his beautiful, muscular frame.
Moving downward in my mind's eye, I could see his big black cock, erect at the thought of how he was going to fuck me. I remember the several times that I had eagerly taken his enormous cock in my hands and mouth and pleasured him to an explosive climax, each time consuming his full load without losing a drop. I remember how he would also pleasure me with his mouth and tongue on my swollen pussy. But most of all I would remember how it felt when he fucked me with his thick, long cock.
When we made love, Darrell would start by fucking me slowly because my pussy was still getting used to accommodating his generous size, but soon the pace and power behind his thrusts drove his cock harder and deeper until I exploded in orgasm, and so did Darrell, filling me up again with his warm cum.
During these erotic daydream memories, it was difficult to keep my hand from unconsciously moving toward my vagina, even when I was at work or at home. I had to be careful to restrain myself. But when I was safely alone, I allowed my mind to return more fully to those memories and I indulged myself by masturbating often to the thoughts of being fucked by his big, black cock.
Guiltily, I even allowed myself to close my eyes during sex with my husband and imagine that it was a black man fucking me. In all honesty, I had been doing that from time-to-time for years because I have always carried that secret fantasy deep inside me, but now the images in my mind were much more vivid because I had experienced a black cock for real, and I could easily picture Darrell as I was being fucked by my husband.
Because of these recent carnal experiences, my sex life with my husband had increased dramatically. He found me a more willing partner, and he had taken advantage of my newfound interest to initiate sex with me more and more often over the last few months.
Although I am still feeling immense guilt about my secret sexual escapades behind my husband's back, the intensity of my interracial experiences overpowers my feelings of guilt. I have carried these interracial yearnings and fantasies inside of me for so deeply and for so long, and now that I am actually experiencing them for real I have come to grasp that these emotions have a power that I must respect and learn to understand.
I love my husband, and I do not want to hurt him, but I have decided that for my own sake I must continue to explore these feelings, at least for now. Only in this way can I be true to myself and to my relationships with others.
These conflicting emotions and erotic memories are all swirling around in my head, even now as I am in my car driving to see my client, and to see Darrell again. We have arranged to meet right after work at my hotel for some dinner and 'fun.'
The course of my relationship with Darrell has also been an interesting one. Unlike many 'affairs' that I have read about or imagined, this one has been mainly a physical relationship for us both. I was open with Darrell from the start that my initial attraction to him was because he is a handsome black man and I had always fantasized about interracial sex. Of course, the fact that he is also a caring and thoughtful man, and oh yes, that he has a big cock, convinced me to continue our rendezvous.
Sure, we do care for one another very much, and we enjoy each other's company when we are not having sex, but we have been open from the start that this was not a prelude to a lifelong relationship. I have no intention of leaving my husband, and Darrell is not exclusive to me, although at the moment he has no other serious commitments.
On my last trip to town, as we lay naked in bed talking after a long night of intense passion, he even asked me if I was considering other interracial experiences during my numerous travels for work. He didn't seem jealous when he asked, just curious. I told him the truth: I hadn't given it much thought. No opportunities had presented themselves yet, and my head was still trying to understand my newfound experiences with him.
But I must admit, thinking now about the possibility of experiencing other black men, even while driving toward my next adventure with Darrell, made my pussy tingle. I would definitely have to give this idea more thought!
I spent the rest of that afternoon working at my client's office, trying to concentrate on the job at hand while my mind kept anticipating my meeting with Darrell after work. I caught brief glimpses of Darrell in another part of the office; he was also trying to keep his mind on his work. Based on the visible bulge in his pants I could tell that he wasn't succeeding. The time seemed to just crawl by, but finally the working day ended and I left for the hotel, bidding everyone at the office a goodnight until tomorrow. I winked at Darrell as I walked out, knowing that I would be seeing him soon.
After checking in at the hotel I took a shower and changed clothes. I was now packing sexier clothes than I used to for this trip, which I had to keep hidden from my husband. For my last trip I surprised Darrell by wearing a garter and G-string under my dress. This time I planned to 'go commando' and I was wearing some hot fuck-me pumps to show off my legs, along with bright red lipstick.
At 7:00 p.m., I heard the familiar knock on my door and I greeted Darrell with a big smile and hug and led him into my room saying, "Hi Darling! I have missed you so much! You are looking so good to me, good enough to eat!"
Darrell flashed that winning smile and said, "Man oh man, look at you in that short skirt, and those heels! I have been dying to see you again. Seeing you in the office today was killing me!"
Looking at the large bulge in his pants, which had grown perceptibly since he entered the room, I could see that he wasn't lying. I purred, "Obviously you weren't the only one who missed me! Your friend wants to come out to play!"
"I think we should go have a quick dinner right now, because I plan to come back here so my 'friend' and I can show you a good time!" he said, adding "Let's save time and go downstairs to the hotel restaurant and have a romantic dinner before returning for your 'dessert!' Are you hungry?"
I moved in tight against Darrell, wrapped my arms around his waist, cupping his buns in my hands and whispered, "I'm starving! But first I want an appetizer before dinner." Without giving him a second to respond I moved in forcefully and kissed him hard and long, sticking my tongue deep into his mouth. Without stopping the kiss, I reached down and grabbed his cock through his pants.