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Chapter Six: Awake
Beeps and hushed voices became clearer to me as the seconds ticked by.
My body felt heavy, my brain was like a staticky television.
I tried to conjure up memories of what happened to me and why I felt so...odd...but all I could come up with was being at prom and watching Ryan as he watched me.
Prom? Mmm, Ryan. Even his name made my mind clearer. The more I thought of him, the more I swore I could sense his presence and hear his voice.
But why did I feel this way? Why was I dragging and tired? My eyelids were even too heavy to open.
Ryan, prom. Cori, Erin...Dustin.
Dustin!
The cup he handed me at the dance.
He fucking...he wouldn't, would he?
"The doctor says she'll be fine, but it's been so long. She came in with her eyes closed and they've been closed. Stayed closed."
Mom?
"You know I've been watching her vitals, too, Tasha. She's doing fine and will wake up when she's ready."
"We're so grateful to you though, Mr. Lewis. You've always been there for Danica."
Mr. Who?
"Please, call me Ryan. Makes me feel less like my father."
The beeping in my ears sped up as I realized what was happening around me.
"Robert! Is she crashing? What's going on?"
I tried to find my voice, but my throat was dry and sore.
The air moved around me, indicating the rapid movement of bodies.
Well, I'm definitely in the hospital. Why am I always winding up here? I asked myself.
"Should I call for the nurse?" my mom asked.
"No," I croaked.
"Oh, thank God!" my mother grabbed my hand.
"Dani." My dad breathed a sigh heavy with relief.
"I'm calling the nurse anyway." My mother released my hand in favor of jamming a finger to the 'call' button on the side of my bed.
"Of course," I opened my eyes just to roll them.
Ryan stood in the opposite corner of the room, his hand gripping a cup of coffee so tightly I was sure the contents would gush out at any given moment.
I cursed the IVs and hospital bed for keeping me from him.
I knew my parents were in the room, but the less sensible part of me didn't care. The connection I felt to Ryan in that moment was like no other. The air in the room became so electric I feared if I moved any of my muscles, I'd end up electrocuted.
The tightness around his mouth and eyes lessened and the grip he had on the coffee cup loosened.
My dad cleared his throat, breaking the flow of energy between Ryan and me. "I'm just going to step out," he said, looking at me, a puzzled look in his eyes.
"Detective Martin will want to...to know you're awake so he can come ask you a few questions."
"So, it's true then?" I asked. "I kinda guessed but I never would have thought," I shook my head.
"Shh," my mother stroked my head with a feather-light touch. "Don't stress yourself, Danica."
"I-uh..."
My head snapped back up to look at Ryan.
"I think I'll be heading out. Dani, I'm glad you finally woke up."