Melissa and I had just made love. She had had me lay still and let her do all the work. I did as she asked and when I got close she jumped off me and finished me off with the best blow job of my life. Afterwords, as she was laying in my arms with her head on my chest, she said "I was raped."
I looked at Melissa and asked her to repeat what she had just said.
She said, "Jim, when I was 19, I was raped."
I could feel tears dripping on my chest. I told her that I was so sorry. Melissa said that she had been dating a man a few years older than her and one night they were doing it doggy style. Without any preparation or warning, he had just pulled his cock out of her pussy and stuck it up her ass. She said she screamed, cried, and begged for him to stop, but to no avail. He just kept pumping away. Melissa said that she even tried laying down, but he grabbed her by the waist to keep her from pulling off his cock. She said thankfully it didn't take him long to cum. Afterwords Melissa said she had to wear a maxie pad for a few days because she bled so much. I asked her why she didn't go to the cops and she said it was just to embarrassing.
I told Melissa that I could understand now why she was so uncomfortable about me touching her ass and licking her asshole. I told her that I would probably still lick her asshole at times and I bet she would learn to like it. I also told her that I would never hurt her like that sorry son of a bitch had.
This conversation had taken place a little over five weeks earlier. We had spent a little over two weeks together. The day after I met Melissa, she had let it slip that she loved me. She had said that after we had made love. I knew I had strong feelings for her but neither one of us was sure if it was love. It could be the novelty of her being black and me being white. So we decided to live together for the next two weeks and three days until I went back to work for three weeks in Alaska. We had made love almost every day or night. We went out on the town once but decided that we were having more fun at the house. All we would do is curl up on the couch and watch a movie. We would rather lay in bed talking, than be out where blacks and whites were always making snide comments about us being together. The comment about her learning to like me licking her asshole had turned out to be true also. In fact she had let me finger fuck her asshole the night before I left.
The day I left, I told Melissa that if I had made up my mind that I loved her, as soon as I saw her I would whisper in her ear.
"Once you've gone black, you never go back."
And if she had decided the same way her response would be, "Going white is ohhh so right."
Melissa and I had promised each other that we wouldn't call each other unless it was a emergency. I did e-mail her the night before my flight home so she would know what time my flight would be arriving.
It had been three of the longest weeks I had ever spent. I had gotten so used to Melissa going to sleep in my arms, that I wasn't able to sleep for two days. When I wasn't working she was constantly on my mind. Almost every night, Melissa invaded my dreams. sometimes to seduce me or vice versa.
I wasn't sure how I felt until the night before I left to go home. I was at the dinner table when I heard an old man, that was a galley hand, tell a younger hand to never pass up a chance to love or be loved. It may never come your way again. I knew then and there I was going to make the statement. I knew we may never get married. But I did know I was going to ask her to move in with me.
When the plane landed and I disembarked, I went to looking for Melissa. She saw me before I saw her and she called my name. I couldn't tell by the look on her face, how she felt. We hugged and I whispered, "Once you go black, you never go back."
Melissa wrapped her arms around my neck and burst into tears. My heart sank because I thought she was crying because she didn't feel the same way I did. Then she leaned back, looked me in the eyes and said. "Going white is ohhhhhhhh so right."
I was in Seventh Heaven.