Dear Readers,
Thank you for your feedback as you are reading the story. Your comments keep me going.
I appreciate the patience of each and every one of you who is sticking by this story and enjoys reading about the sexuality and emotional growth and development of these two characters. I'm writing the story for each and every one of you.
I hope you enjoy this latest update, I worked pretty hard on this piece. There are only six days left in the timeline of this story, the wedding is coming very shortly!
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Lynne learned a lot about love from Leif in the week leading up to the wedding. She learned, just as sheād learned when she messed up the first time he met her parents what forgiveness meant.
And that knowledge and lesson strengthened her adoration for Leif. Sheād never learned the lesson of forgiveness growing up. Her father had endless demands for her, never apologized when he was wrong, and, if she fell short of his list of requirements for being a young lady, or the churchās requirements, they punished her with guilt.
But there was none of that with Leif. He just cuddled her tight in his arms and promised permanency and love, and even understanding what sheād thought at the time was a very real fear of him growing frustrated with her, and abandoning her, before heād reassured her yesterday that this wasnāt the case.
āI donāt get frustrated with my sweetie. A husband needs to meet his wife where sheās at emotionally. I know where you are right now sweetie, and you need to feel that deep, strong love, and you need your husband to watch over you and protect you, and you need reassurance that Iām not going anywhere. Hell, seeing the way your folks bailed, I understand it. What a privilege to be able to love you like that sweetness, and then, you can show that same love that you learned from your husband to our babies, when they mess up and need Mommy to forgive them,ā he added softly.
He also reminded her that there were sure to be times when she needed to forgive him too, and him setting a good example by not continuing to hold it against her was teaching her what love and forgiveness felt like. Feeling that warm love and forgiveness, it really underscored to Lynne how everything sheād ever learned was wrong. The āGodā that her parents worshiped was an angry god, and a punisher for transgressions, and they carried that into their dealings with others.
But the home she shared with Leif was a warm haven of boundless love. But the sweeter he was, the kinder he was, the more she couldnāt wait to give him the hard and steamy loving that he needed. He was so good to her. And she couldnāt help herself with him at night. It was getting harder to control. Because she wanted to feel that feeling of rough sex too, now as much as he did! She craved the wild sexuality that Leif was just beginning to expose her to, the man who was so horny for only her scent, that he couldnāt help smelling her underwear and playing with himself. The part of him that quite literally pinned her down to keep her from getting too wild, now that she wanted it rough, and she saw him in the glimmer of the moonlight, flaring his nostrils like a horny ass bull, who couldnāt wait to charge her, but would force them both to wait until they said those vows as they planned. Pushing her down, using his dick in her gently, but only just for a little bit more, only until that special wedding day.
One night she pulled him on top of her hard and dug her heels in his ass and begged him to teach her about fucking, just once, the wedding was only a week away. Heād simply kissed her forehead, chuckled, and forcefully pinned her legs back against the bed.
She was so excited she was trembling when he lifted his dick out of his pajamas, he didnāt even pull his pajama pants all the way down.
She thought for sure he was going to give it to her nasty and rough and she clawed him gently around his neck as he started licking around her mouth.
āPlease baby, please, I want you so much, I want to be goooddd!ā she whimpered, and she bit his lower lip.
Boy did he chuckle, and he tousled her hair.
āYou are gonna be good, the best wifey in a few short days, Iāll do whatever you want me to do to you. If you want to be my little toy, itās fine Lynney, and maybe Iāll be your toy sometime too,ā he grunted.
But instead, he used his strength to stretch her legs apart and then sexed her maddeningly slow, until the joy radiated into a cloyingly sweet ache so syrupy sweet and pleasant she had to pinch her nipples until they stung just to cope with the pleasure, and joy as her pussy throbbed with sweet soft pleasure against his dick over, and over again.
And she was learning for sure, there was a place for lovemaking and place for hard, sweaty sex, and that part of her pinched her nipple until it hurt, and that slight pain was sweet joy for Lynne, as she learned about the Myriad of shades of pleasure and joy, and how things that hurt a little bit could feel good as hell too in the right context!
āLeif baby please, I want you to fuck me so bad I feel sick!ā
He was watching her with narrow eyes. He groaned as he came and then whispered.
āI canāt wait to take care of that for you. Now, time for bed sweetheart,ā
And he rocked her, and cuddled her, let her have the private joy of sucking on his finger until she felt sleepy. He actually propped his finger up to her mouth, and pushed it inside, because he knew it soothed her.
Tender, soothing pleasures heād never tell another soul, that filled in broken cracks in her heart.
āJust go to sleep now Lynney. Iāll always love you. Next week, each night Iāll say, husband will always love you until Iām sure you understand it. And, even after you know it, Iāll keep saying it because I like saying it, and itās how I truly feel in my heart. And I know you love your man too. Can see it when you look at me like a damn hero. There is not any shit you can do, besides sleeping with another man that will ever, ever make your husband not love you. Different than any other shit youāve known before, different than how youāve been raised I promise you. Tender, loving, care,ā he added emphatically
She could hear his voice was husky and his throat was tight with emotion
She cried against her pillow that sheād ever known a feeling so sweet.
All she could do was whisper with gratitude-
āThank you, baby. I canāt wait until this Saturday Leify, when Iām your wife,ā as he kissed her forehead dotingly over and over again, goodnight.