Dear Readers,
Thank you for your feedback as you are reading the story. Your comments keep me going.
I appreciate the patience of each and every one of you who is sticking by this story and enjoys reading about the sexuality and emotional growth and development of these two characters. I'm writing the story for each and every one of you.
I hope you enjoy this latest update, I worked pretty hard on this piece. There are only six days left in the timeline of this story, the wedding is coming very shortly!
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Lynne learned a lot about love from Leif in the week leading up to the wedding. She learned, just as sheâd learned when she messed up the first time he met her parents what forgiveness meant.
And that knowledge and lesson strengthened her adoration for Leif. Sheâd never learned the lesson of forgiveness growing up. Her father had endless demands for her, never apologized when he was wrong, and, if she fell short of his list of requirements for being a young lady, or the churchâs requirements, they punished her with guilt.
But there was none of that with Leif. He just cuddled her tight in his arms and promised permanency and love, and even understanding what sheâd thought at the time was a very real fear of him growing frustrated with her, and abandoning her, before heâd reassured her yesterday that this wasnât the case.
âI donât get frustrated with my sweetie. A husband needs to meet his wife where sheâs at emotionally. I know where you are right now sweetie, and you need to feel that deep, strong love, and you need your husband to watch over you and protect you, and you need reassurance that Iâm not going anywhere. Hell, seeing the way your folks bailed, I understand it. What a privilege to be able to love you like that sweetness, and then, you can show that same love that you learned from your husband to our babies, when they mess up and need Mommy to forgive them,â he added softly.
He also reminded her that there were sure to be times when she needed to forgive him too, and him setting a good example by not continuing to hold it against her was teaching her what love and forgiveness felt like. Feeling that warm love and forgiveness, it really underscored to Lynne how everything sheâd ever learned was wrong. The âGodâ that her parents worshiped was an angry god, and a punisher for transgressions, and they carried that into their dealings with others.
But the home she shared with Leif was a warm haven of boundless love. But the sweeter he was, the kinder he was, the more she couldnât wait to give him the hard and steamy loving that he needed. He was so good to her. And she couldnât help herself with him at night. It was getting harder to control. Because she wanted to feel that feeling of rough sex too, now as much as he did! She craved the wild sexuality that Leif was just beginning to expose her to, the man who was so horny for only her scent, that he couldnât help smelling her underwear and playing with himself. The part of him that quite literally pinned her down to keep her from getting too wild, now that she wanted it rough, and she saw him in the glimmer of the moonlight, flaring his nostrils like a horny ass bull, who couldnât wait to charge her, but would force them both to wait until they said those vows as they planned. Pushing her down, using his dick in her gently, but only just for a little bit more, only until that special wedding day.
One night she pulled him on top of her hard and dug her heels in his ass and begged him to teach her about fucking, just once, the wedding was only a week away. Heâd simply kissed her forehead, chuckled, and forcefully pinned her legs back against the bed.
She was so excited she was trembling when he lifted his dick out of his pajamas, he didnât even pull his pajama pants all the way down.
She thought for sure he was going to give it to her nasty and rough and she clawed him gently around his neck as he started licking around her mouth.
âPlease baby, please, I want you so much, I want to be goooddd!â she whimpered, and she bit his lower lip.
Boy did he chuckle, and he tousled her hair.
âYou are gonna be good, the best wifey in a few short days, Iâll do whatever you want me to do to you. If you want to be my little toy, itâs fine Lynney, and maybe Iâll be your toy sometime too,â he grunted.
But instead, he used his strength to stretch her legs apart and then sexed her maddeningly slow, until the joy radiated into a cloyingly sweet ache so syrupy sweet and pleasant she had to pinch her nipples until they stung just to cope with the pleasure, and joy as her pussy throbbed with sweet soft pleasure against his dick over, and over again.
And she was learning for sure, there was a place for lovemaking and place for hard, sweaty sex, and that part of her pinched her nipple until it hurt, and that slight pain was sweet joy for Lynne, as she learned about the Myriad of shades of pleasure and joy, and how things that hurt a little bit could feel good as hell too in the right context!
âLeif baby please, I want you to fuck me so bad I feel sick!â
He was watching her with narrow eyes. He groaned as he came and then whispered.
âI canât wait to take care of that for you. Now, time for bed sweetheart,â
And he rocked her, and cuddled her, let her have the private joy of sucking on his finger until she felt sleepy. He actually propped his finger up to her mouth, and pushed it inside, because he knew it soothed her.
Tender, soothing pleasures heâd never tell another soul, that filled in broken cracks in her heart.
âJust go to sleep now Lynney. Iâll always love you. Next week, each night Iâll say, husband will always love you until Iâm sure you understand it. And, even after you know it, Iâll keep saying it because I like saying it, and itâs how I truly feel in my heart. And I know you love your man too. Can see it when you look at me like a damn hero. There is not any shit you can do, besides sleeping with another man that will ever, ever make your husband not love you. Different than any other shit youâve known before, different than how youâve been raised I promise you. Tender, loving, care,â he added emphatically
She could hear his voice was husky and his throat was tight with emotion
She cried against her pillow that sheâd ever known a feeling so sweet.
All she could do was whisper with gratitude-
âThank you, baby. I canât wait until this Saturday Leify, when Iâm your wife,â as he kissed her forehead dotingly over and over again, goodnight.
âMe neither darling,â he added throatily.
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Finally, theyâd packed and were flying to California. Just a quick stop over Janelleâs to pick her up for the airport, and they would be off. Lynne could not wait for the wedding week. They had a little bit of preparation ahead of them, plus Leifâs bachelor party, her own bachelorette party, and bridal shower, and the Rehearsal Dinner.
It would be a time of reflection on how far their love had brought them through this whirlwind courtship. But, Lynne couldnât help feeling a little guilty. Despite the sober moments she spent reflecting on their love, and how sweet it was, and how many ways he rescued her, she couldnât help dreaming and longing for the wild, nasty sex he promised to teach her about after they were wed.
She shouldnât be feeling that so much before the wedding, she should be focusing on the sweetness of their love and romance, and courtship, and she confided in Leif.
He kissed her forehead and told her she was damn sexy and adorable.
âYou think you can separate love out into tiny little compartments the way youâve been raised? I told you about that before, the first time we visited my mom and dad. Hell no sweetie, you are learning everyday, itâs all blended together, you feel horny for me because you love me with all your heart and want to be close to me. Itâs all natural, and normal to feel this way. Aching to fuck you is the way Iâve been feeling since I first saw you walk on stage. Iâm not gonna tell anyone what a little horndog youâve become, and what a nasty girl you are, and how you canât wait for your husband to lay that pipe down hard, donât worry cutie,â he teased licking his lips at her.
Lynne threw her sock at him, giggling and continued packing her suitcase.
She didnât have much to do after packing, because Leif had taken care of all the trip details and those minor last minute wedding things, making sure the little ring bearer and flower girlâs parents had actually picked up their clothing, seeing to it that everyoneâs flights were in order, making sure his part of the bridal party had selected the tuxes Lynne wanted, and that they fit.
So, heâd taken care of many of the matters that were normally stressful for the bride, and Lynne learned that not only was he a prince, but he knew how to calm her down, and keep her from succumbing to the worry wart side of her personality. He was taking care of her, and she couldnât wait to feel like she took care of him in the bedroom, the way she fussed over him outside of the boudoir, making sure he had a hot meal before the flight, folding all of his clothes neatly in his suitcase for him. She made sure he had all the things he wanted for his guitar in his gig bag, and just the little things she did to be sure he was comfortable and happy that he loved.
Lynne wanted to be comfortable for her flight, but still look cute, so she picked a favorite t-shirt of hers, advertising that pabpst beer, knotted it so that it was like a mid-drift, wore cute little sandals with a heel, and tight black jeans.
Leifâs beautiful blue eyes followed her throughout the house as she made one last check that they had all their belongings, and everything in the house was turned off.
âYouâre so damn cute,â he moaned huskily kissing her chin dimple.
He pushed her into the wall near the door, tracing her silky neck, capturing her lips in a gentle kiss, and sucking her upper and lower lips with feeling like he knew she loved.
And, he watched her tremble with pleasure, while he ached with longing to satisfy her, and make the trembling worthwhile.