It had nothing to do with Luke being black. It was just not a good time.
We were barely getting by on Rick's meager earnings driving cab and our rented house was just big enough for our daughter and us. Taking in a lodger would be pushing it.
Luke was one of Rick's school buddies and down on his luck. He had no job or money and needed a place to crash.
Try as I would I could not convince my husband it was not a good idea.
"It will just be for a little while." Rick promised.
We had to move our eight-year-old daughter into our bedroom with us so Luke could have her bedroom in our tiny two-bedroom bungalow.
It was really an inopportune time as Rick and I were working on our second child. I would be so embarrassed with the bed squeaking knowing Luke was lying in the next room listening to every moan I made.
Not having a job Luke was around all the time. Rick offered to get him a cab to drive but he thought he was too good for that. Instead he would sit around all day watching TV and smoking my cigarettes.
At first it was a bit strange having another man around. I could not walk around in my undies any more and had to remember to lock the bathroom door. Eventually I became more comfortable and even let him see me in only a bra and blue jeans.
I think they call it propinquity, being close to somebody until you gradually start liking them. I don't know if I sent out the wrong signals but Luke started making suggestive remarks about him and I "getting it on". I assure him I wasn't interested in anybody but my husband but I don't think he believed me.
We were sitting around watching reruns on TV and finishing off a bottle or red wine. Rick was working and I was only wearing my robe having showered after putting Jessica to bed.
I guess the wine made me careless. I was unaware that the belt on my robe had worked loose allowing Luke a generous view of my bare breasts.
Without warning Luke reached over and put his hand in my robe. Gently he squeezed my left breast.
"What are you doing?" I cried.
Without answering his other hand released the belt and opened my robe exposing my crotch. For some stupid reason I felt embarrassed as he looked at my tangled bush.
"Do you want to fuck?" Luke asked.
"No!" I snapped.
Undiscouraged Luke pushed me back on the sofa and completely opened my robe. I struggled but he was on top of me forcing his way between my legs. I panicked when I felt the head of his cock spreading my labia.
"No, I don't want your baby" I struggled to escape.
My pussy yielded to his hard cock and he started to enter me. Oh God no, I was unprotected and had a black cock going into me.
"Please!" I begged as he filled me.
I tried not to move in a desperate attempt to delay the inevitable. Slowly Luke started fucking. Instinctively my cunt betrayed me by starting to lubricate the big black cock in me. Involuntarily my hips twitched causing my cunt to provoke Luke's cock in me.
It was no good, Luke's cock had awakened a desire in me I was helpless to restrain. Shamelessly my legs wrapped around his hips and drew him into me.