I woke up in the morning, naked, sunlight shining in my eyes, to the smell of bacon and eggs and the beautiful sound of a woman singing. Somewhere a stereo was playing Michel'le, and the woman was singing along. "There's something you should know. There's something in my heart, something in my heart, it's got me hooked on you..."
I looked around the room, from the king bed in which I lay, to the candles around the room. Only the one on the night stand was still flickering. On the wall at the foot of the bed was a low dresser, topped with a wide mirror. On the dresser sat various bottles of lotions and fragrances, and a couple of jars of hair grease. There were paintings on the walls, with an African theme. Women in native dress, with headdresses. One in particular caught my eye. She was sitting on what looked like a wicker chair with a throne like back, hair in an afro, naked with her legs folded under her. She looked familiar somehow... I looked down at the floor for my clothes, and saw a pair of red heels at the foot of the night stand.
That's when I remembered. Shavonda! Did I really spend the night with her? The memories came flooding back. The rainstorm, the candles, those incredible eyes watching me as she devoured my body...
I wearily eased out of bed and ambled into the bathroom. I found some mouthwash and took a swig. I hoped Shavonda wouldn't mind. I didn't want to offend her with morning breath.
She was now singing Morcheeba: "as you well know, you better take care. Treat me with respect because love is rare..."
I strolled on out into the kitchen, following the delicious smells. I was getting hungry. There she stood, at the stove, in nothing but a t shirt just long enough to cover her ass, hips swaying seductively to the music as she cooked. Singing Macy Gray this time, "After what we did the other night, I wanna be with you for all my life. And I'm so glad you're a freak like me..."
She was unaware of my presence as I walked up behind her, saying, "I'm so glad too." She whirled around and put her arms around my neck and kissed me.
"Good morning, baby," she said, smiling. "I was going to bring you breakfast in bed."
I grabbed her ass, lifting the hem of the shirt in the process, feeling her soft bare skin, and pulled her to me. We kissed again, lips open and tongues darting.
She broke the kiss and turned back to the stove as I grabbed her hips and ground my pelvis into her booty. "Boy, you better stop that or I'll burn your breakfast. The eggs and bacon were done and sitting on a plate, and she had pancakes frying in a skillet.
Soon she was done with the cooking, and she set two plates at the kitchen table where I had taken a seat. "What do you want to drink?" she asked. "I have coffee, Dr. Pepper, milk, orange juice, and Kool Aid."
"Kool Aid's fine," I replied. She pulled a pitcher from the refrigerator and poured two glasses, handing me one.
"This may be a little stronger than what you've used to," she said. I took a sip. It was sweet, really sweet. I could imagine the spoon standing on its own as she stirred it when she made it, there was that much sugar in it. But it was good.
"Ghetto Kool Aid," she laughed as she watched my facial expression. "We like it sweet."
Shavonda sat down, breasts jiggling sexily under her shirt. She noticed me staring and laughed, "If you're going to stare at my tits, boy, then I better take this off."
She lifted the shirt over her head. I was enjoying the dark chocolate tone of her skin. We'd made love in candlelight, and this was the first I had seen her naked in daylight. I was smitten. She sat there, eating her breakfast, watching me with those beautiful brown eyes.
"Boy, you better eat."
I picked up a forkful of scrambled eggs, they were delicious. In fact, everything about that breakfast was delicious.
"Did you enjoy last night?" she purred, "Because I sure did."
"You were wonderful. It was one of the most beautiful experiences of my life. I can't believe you swallowed me." I answered.
"I wanted to. I needed to taste your nut. Besides you'd last longer on the second nut. I didn't want you to come too fast inside me."
I replied, "Von, I held back as much as I could."
"I know," she replied. "You have some great self-control, to be able to ride the edge like that."
"You noticed that?" I was incredulous. She was that in tune with my reactions the first time?
"Yes. And I appreciate the tenderness you showed last night. And I'm glad you stayed over. I know you have a history of kicking people out of your bed." Shavonda sighed. "But you didn't leave me."
Breakfast done, she cleared the plates and put them in the sink. She came back to the table, pulled her chair over to mine, and sat down facing me. She took my hands in hers and placed them on her lap, looking right into my eyes as she asked, "So where do we go from here?"
"We enjoy what we have," I replied.
"Jason, I am a strong black woman. Everything I have I worked for. I don't need a man to live a full life. But I want one. And you are the man I want. Even if it means I am your booty call, the one you see in the middle of the night when you're lonely. If that's what I can have that's what I will take. You wouldn't be the first. But I want more."
"I would never do that to you, Von. You are my friend. We were friends long before we became lovers. And I couldn't do that to a friend. If we pursue this, and I want to as much as I think you do, we will go face the world, hand in hand, proudly. I will not keep you under wraps. If you are my queen you will be my pride and joy. I will never be ashamed to be seen with you. Believe that."
Tears welled up in her eyes as she breathed a sigh of relief. "Thank you," she whispered.
I felt my heart break just a little. I never wanted to see my queen cry.
Regaining her composure, she said, "You do realize this won't be easy. A lot of people aren't going to like us. They're going to harass us. They will try to break us apart. You may lose friends and family because of me."
"If they were truly my friends, they'd want to see me happy. Anybody who has a problem with you and me together, was never truly a friend in the first place," I said with conviction.
My life was about to change. I knew it, she knew it. But she had experienced it before. I hadn't. She had to live with prejudice every day. I could walk away and go back to my old life and nobody would be the wiser. Except that I couldn't. Shavonda had a hold on me already, a hold that I couldn't, and didn't want to, break.
She leaned in and kissed me, passionately. Holding the back of my head so I couldn't escape. Playing in my hair with the other hand.
"Let's set some ground rules," she said. "First and foremost, don't EVER call me or my family out of our race. No matter how mad you get just don't do it. If you ever call me nigger, tar baby, spade or coon it will permanently damage our relationship. I don't care if you call me your chocolate morsel, Hershey kiss, or other terms of endearment. I know that's part of our attraction to each other. In return, I promise never to call you cracker or honky. I do reserve the right to call you white boy or white bread."