Now that things with Patrick's family seemed to have calmed down with the rescue of Veronica and Kevyn and Patrick seemed to have resolved their issues, Louise had time to process everything starting with the death of her mother. Had she been remiss in her care as some of the others had implied? She didn't think so but maybe if she had quit her job and stayed home... that didn't seem right either. The stroke would have happened anyway with the only difference being that she would have been there. But then again, if she had been there, would her mother have survived? There was no way of answering that question so she forced herself to let it go and clung to the fact that her mother was at peace. In the end that was all that mattered.
She allowed her thoughts to wander toward Clay. Who was the shooter and where was he? She found herself hoping that wherever he was, that he was safe. "Thank you" she murmured and then decided that she was going to ask Kevyn to tell her what had happened between her and Clay. There was no reason to keep it a secret any longer, he was dead and couldn't hurt her.
From there her mind went to Patrick and Kevyn. Kevyn really hadn't told her much about him other than he was an anatomy and physiology instructor and that she was taking his class when they met. The next question was why was he working? He obviously didn't have to unless he just enjoyed it, which was probably the case. Louise was impressed by the fact that someone like Patrick still worked and was willing to share his knowledge. She realized something else, as sweet and as kind as Patrick was, he would kill for them. She knew that beneath that calm exterior, something dangerous lurked, but the danger was only to those who threatened his family.
Once she got started, the questions wouldn't stop. How could Patrick's mother look no older than he did? How could any of them look so young? Why did the man kidnap Veronica? It wasn't money, she was sure of that and why did the adults of the family have so much pain?
The questions continued to form until she finally got to Nathan Sinclaire. He was every bit as gorgeous as all of the Sinclaire men were but there was a gentleness about him that in many ways reminded her of Patrick. On the same token, she sensed strength in him and knew that he would kill for anyone that he loved. Why did he feel as though he had to be her protector? It wasn't that she didn't like it, she did, but why her? Then there were the frequent phone calls.
Louise jumped when her cell phone rang. Without thinking about it, she answered it.
"Lou?"
Louise froze; it was Barb her sister.
"Barb? Hi."
"Hi, I was just wondering how you like sunny California."
"I like it fine." She replied warily. Barb wanted something; it was the only time that anyone ever heard from her. Louise could feel Barb's greed even over the phone even though she tried to hide it.
"It's great that Kevyn took you back with her... How did you convince her to do that?"
Louise heard the envy and anger that was beneath the forced cheer. She knew that Barb had mentioned something to Kevyn about coming back with them and Kevyn shot her down without giving her a real explanation.
"I... I just asked and they were going to ask me to come with them anyway." Louise replied just a tad nervously.
"Is that man of hers as rich as Gene says he is?"
"I can't answer that." Louise replied and then waited.
"I've got three weeks vacation, why don't I fly out there and see you guys? You know paint the town red and have a good time doing it."
Louise knew exactly what would happen. Barb would buy a one-way ticket and then expect them to put her up. She would make promises about finding a job and it wouldn't happen. If she got a look a Patrick's house, she would never leave.
"I was thinking about flying out on Saturday, what do you think?" Barb was asking.
"No, I don't think so." Louise said softly.
"Why not?"
"Because this isn't my house to let just anyone come to." Louise replied.
"I'm not just anyone! I'm your sister!" Barb retorted.
"I know that but I think that you need to talk to Kevyn before you come." Louise said her voice a little stronger.
"I thought that you were helping to pay the rent, and if that's the case you should be able to invite whomever you want to stay there." Barb said clearly not happy with Louise's reaction.
"Barb, why do you really want to come?" Louise asked. "In all the time I lived in Pittsburgh with mom, you never called to see how we were doing or if we needed anything and when you did call, it was because you needed something and you never came to see us, so what do you really want?"
Barb was as shocked as Louise was by the directness of her questions.
"I can't just want to visit my sisters?" Barb asked.
"I'm not saying that but let me ask you something, have you called Kevyn before now and asked to come see her? If not, why now?" Louise asked surprised that she was pushing the subject instead of letting it go as she normally would have done.
Louise took the phone from her ear and looked at it. Barb had hung up on her. Louise's heart pounded, she had never really stood up to one of her family before and it felt good. Underneath that feeling was the need to protect her new family although at the time she didn't see it for what it was. She saw it as wanting a break from her family and wanting to enjoy her the first drama free time she had had in years.
She glanced at the clock and realized that Nathan would be arriving in less than an hour for their coffee date. "Date?" she muttered under her breath as she headed for the bathroom to take a shower. By the time she was done, she had forgotten about Barb and was nervous. She had never been out alone with a man and wasn't sure of how to act. If she hurried, she would be able to talk to Kevyn.
Twenty minutes later, she was in the kitchen talking with Kevyn. Patrick was talking to Kevyn when she got there but excused himself after telling her how nice she looked and kissing Kevyn.
"You guys are alright now?" Louise asked.
"Yeah we're good but look at you!" Kevyn said. "Patrick's right, you look great so where are you off to?"
"Nathan is taking me out for coffee and cell phone shopping." Louise said nervously.
"You're nervous aren't you?" Kevyn said taking her hand.
"Kev, I've never been anywhere with a man before... what do I do?"
"First of all, relax." Kevyn advised. "Nathan seems very nice and I think that he really likes you so don't try to be something that you're not and remember, it's just coffee."
Louise took a deep breath and let it out. Kevyn was right, it was only coffee and she couldn't change who or what she was even if she wanted to. She took a moment to tell her about the call from Barb.
"She wanted to fly out this Saturday but I told her no but Kev, I think that she's going to come anyway. She hung up on me when I asked her why she really wanted to come."
"I'll take care of it," Kevyn said, "you have a good time with the handsome Nathan Sinclaire."
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Nathan showered and got ready for his date with Louise. He was sure that she wouldn't see it as such but he did. He pulled his shoulder length blond hair into a ponytail and then undid it after he put on blue polo shirt over his blue jeans. He was aiming for casual so that Louise would be as comfortable as possible and he didn't want her to think that he was flaunting his money. He headed out a few early to give himself time to stop at the florist to pick up the flowers that he had preordered and to verify that they had the instructions for the standing order.