He drove her home in the afternoon in his truck. She asked him to drop her off at the bus stop a few blocks away and walked the rest of the way home. Today was Friday, she had tonight and tomorrow night off. She would not be there to make his coffee, and then he was leaving Sunday to go to Daytona and he would be back the following Sunday late, so she would not see him until the next morning. That was ten, practically eleven, days that she would not be able to make his coffee, watch him drink it, or get a ride to his house to surrender herself to him.
The thought caused an unreasonable amount of stress for her. She calmed herself. This was temporary insanity and she was going to use those days to cure herself of her addiction to this old white man; this perfect, handsome, sexy, old white man. Sexy? Yeah, fuck the world, he was sexy. Maybe they would not put him in a magazine ad selling Calvins, but when she looked at him it made her want to fuck. He was sexy and if the rest of the world was blind to it, so much the better. Right? Fuck.
Apparently she wasn't the only girl out there with eyes for him though. He had his sexy booth girls. Were they attracted to him, or his money? They worked with him all day, selling his wares, and she imagined big tough biker types coming to him for advice on their bikes, making requests, deferring to his expertise. His authority, his juice with the bad boys, his money, all of these factors could mix to cause an enticing view of him in the eyes of a young woman. Young women were wired to seek out power and success. A man who had those could look attractive to a young woman who paid attention.
Work ethic, a desire to learn, and ambition; those were the traits her father taught her to seek in a man. That man being young and black was assumed. Maybe hers wasn't the only father that taught his daughters to seek those traits in a man. These were traits that created power and success. Her own father contributed to her being wired that way. Society and tradition did too. She bypassed all that programming by casting some strange magic spell on herself when she dosed that old white man's coffee with her pussy. She cringed at the thought so forcefully that her head shook in the effort to expel it from her mind.
Work ethic, a desire to learn, and ambition; Earl had those traits too. He started his day before six every morning, that was work ethic. He made custom motorcycle parts, that required a desire to constantly learn. He owned his own business, that practically defined ambition. Young and black were unmentioned expectations that Earl fell wide of. They were so basic that no one thought they had to be explained to her. And they didn't, she went off the rails on her own with respect to those.
Fuck. She was, her mind was, still trying to justify Earl as a romantic interest for her. She needed to get it, him, him and the prospect of a future with him, out of her head. Thankfully her father's BMW was not in the driveway when she turned the corner and could see her house. She did not want to deal with him. Even if he didn't say anything to her, there would be the stern disapproving looks from him. The curt nod to acknowledge her before he wordlessly turned his attention back to something that pleased him. He didn't need to say anything to her. He already said it all when she dropped out. He said it in calm and measured words and tones that unemotionally pointed out what a huge piece of shit she was, and how her individual actions and choices reflected on her entire family. She did not need that distraction right now.
She swallowed hard, gulped, and she could taste and smell Earl's come still in her mouth and throat. And in her nose, she could smell it and taste it, and it made her pussy throb. It was a lot and she swallowed most of it, but some got away from her. She knew that under her tee shirt, between her breasts, there was a dollop that landed there after it dripped down off her chin. She knew there was other residue on her skin too, and even more still in her. The fact she had so much of him on her, and in her, was driving her mad with lust right now. She needed to get in the house, out of her clothes, and into her bed to address her arousal.
In her head it was like a parting gift to Earl. None of this was his fault and she was going to drop him, hard, and she knew he already caught feelings for her. He said as much when he delicately broached the subject that morning as she lay with him. In her head it was a last nice thing to do for him before she left him forever. In another part of her head she wanted to give him something to think about, something to compare to, as he fucked around with sexy booth girls.
Sometime after she fell asleep in his bed he must have, carefully so he didn't wake her, disentangled himself from her embrace and left her to sleep. When she woke he was on the phone in his home office. He was making arrangements for his upcoming big week at the bike rally. He was probably talking to a prospective sexy booth girl, making arrangements for three, not two, three sexy booth girls to sell his wares, party after, and fuck all night while he was away from Ashanti. She couldn't be sure because she could not clearly hear his conversation, but that was where her head went.
She looked over and saw he placed a tall glass of orange juice on the nightstand next to the bed. It was still cold so she knew he made an effort to get the timing right. This was the third time she slept over so he knew roughly how long she slept, and he kept track of that. After she was up he would offer to make her something to eat, she would decline. She rolled over and sat up and took a sip of the OJ. It was fresh squeezed, delicious, and she gulped at it after the first sip. This was nice. A girl could get used to this. The right girl could, but not her. This, he, was not for her. Maybe repeating this to herself like a mantra would break the spell she cast on herself.
"Good afternoon," he said from the doorway to his bedroom. He was back in his cargo shorts, tee shirt, and flip flops. He had the big gold hoop earring in his left ear, dangling, looking sexy on him. His eyes took her in, devoured her nudity, and communicated intense desire.
"Hi, what time is it?"
"A little after two."
"You think you can drive me home?"
"Sure, you want to go right now?"