AN: Hello darlings, this isn't a stand alone story, what's happening makes more sense if you have read the previous chapter
Thank you for the positive reception you gave on both the first and second chapters. Because of all your support chapter one is over twelve thousand views. Like I mentioned before it's going to be a few chapters before there's any sex again, but I promise to make it worth it. A big thank you to both GentWithHandcuffs and curi0us7r4n for all their help. I hope you enjoy.
Neveah was washing her hands when she heard a loud groaning coming from the bedroom. She dried her hands, her brow furrowed.
She stood in the door watching Vince in his sleep. The sight made her heart ache with grief. There was sweat building up on his brow, as his legs twisted in the sheets. It was almost as if he was pulling away from something.
Neveah knew from experience, it was best not to wake him up in the middle, but she couldn't stand sitting there watching him suffer. She went back to the bathroom to get a warm wash towel for his face. The longer the nightmare went on, the more worried she became . All she wanted to do was reach out for him, and take away all the bad feelings.
It was a few minutes before he woke up with a gasp, clutching the sheets to his body as he shot up in bed. She slowly moved toward him not wanting to startle him when he was already on edge. As she reached out to touch him, he shook his head and shrugged away from her. She reached out after him as he left the bed. He ran into the bathroom where he threw up everything into the toilet.
Neveah kneeled next to him wiping the warm cloth over his face and the back of his neck. It had been about two weeks since his last nightmare; this one had caught her so off guard. Everytime, without fail, she tried to talk to him about what he saw, but he always denied her.
It had all felt so real to him. He was chained to the wall again, instead of laying close to Neveah. He was no longer laying against his soft bed, but covered by a blanket of hot humid air. Someone had covered his eyes with a thick rough material.
He could still hear them all around him. His stomach emptied the contents in the toilet. Even after his stomach was empty, he could feel the discomfort throughout his body as memories plagued him.
Vince pulled himself away from those memories as he felt arms wrap their way around him and soft hands rubbing his back soothingly. Her touch did the trick of slowly bringing him back to the present. He looked around the bathroom remembering where he was.
Neveah pulled him off the floor so he could brush his teeth and get some mouth wash. She walked him back to the bed and laid on his chest wrapping her body around him.
"Do you want to talk about it?" she whispered, ever so softly.
He shook his heads and closed his eyes with a loud sigh. Despite how clear the memories were, he just wanted them gone. He didn't think talking about them would help.
"Fine."
She lay on her back, her body rolling off of his. She just wanted to help. He never let her in. He always acted as if he could handle everything on his own.
"Don't go," he whispered pulling her warm body back to him.
Vince pulled her tight, nuzzling her neck. He took in that sweet innocent smell of apples that always seemed to calm him. Nothing comforted him more than having her near him. He needed to have her warm soft body on his.
"I can't talk to you about this, at least not yet. I just need you to be here with me right now."
His hands wrapped around her back pulling her body on top of his. She gave in, laying her head on his chest.
"Just be here and let me hold you," he whispered as he breathed in her sweet scent.
"I will."
She attempted to hide the hurt in her voice. Vince knew her all too well. He heard how her voice almost cracked, and the sniffles that followed after.
"I promise you that when I can talk about it you will be the first person I tell everything to."
He squeezed her gently. Vince really didn't want to talk about it to anyone, but he knew a time would come when he wouldn't be able to hold it in anymore. He just hoped when that moment happened she would still be there for him, waiting patiently.
No response came from her. Neveah just laid on his chest listening to the calming of his heart beat.
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Their days continued like that. Vince would cook for her and clean the house, but finding a job was hard. That didn't seem to sway him though. He went out there every day looking, but that wouldn't make the bills stop rolling in.
It's not as if they lived a lavish lifestyle, but the area they chose to live in had a high cost of living. There were plenty of times where the fridge wasn't completely full, or that the cars were operating below the empty level, but they had to do what they could to survive.
He did a decent job of helping around the house, but at the same time it seemed as if Neveah was becoming more and more distant. She worked crazy hours, but on top of it whenever she was home she wanted to go for a run or do a workout.
Between worrying about Neveah, and having to deal with his nightmares, it was all becoming too much. Vince just wished they could talk about it all, but he wasn't sure if he was ready to reveal something like that to her. Vince wasn't sure if he could expose her to something like that. Sure she saw some terrible things at the hospital, but he couldn't pull her into the hell of a world that he experienced while away.
He was waiting for her to come home as all these thoughts pondered him. They seemed to hardly go out; but they were always together. When they did go out it was always as a couple, and those times were rare considering Neveah was always tired.
She would watch movies with him, but things were not the same and both of them knew it. When she finally walked in through the front door she loudly clambered through the house till he heard her stomp upstairs and the door to their bedroom slam.
Neveah was never one to throw a tantrum about anything. Vince couldn't think of anything right away that would make her act out. Vince turned off the stove having a feeling that he was going to be gone for some time. He walked up the stairs slowly. Their door creaking its way open as he curved around the corner to check on her.
She lay face down on the bed. it didn't even look as if she was breathing. Vince sat next to her on the bed, his hands rubbing small soothing circles on her lower back. The crying started slowly then it became full on soft sobs. Her body shook even though he could barely hear her cry.
He turned her onto her back, but she wouldn't open her eyes. He wiped the tear off her face. He leaned in kissing both of her tear stained cheeks. First on her right cheek, then the left one. His lips slid down to hers. he only pressed them against hers lightly. Feeling no resistance from her part he built up a little courage and let his tongue slip out between her lips.
His tongue ran across her lower lip. he reached out nibbling on it. Despite the moan that she let slipped out of her mouth, Neveah placed her hands on his chest and pushed his weight off of her. He pulled away from her and looked over her face. she was definitely sorry.
"I'm sorry. I couldn't think of another way to calm you down," he leaned in kissing the corner of her mouth.
Her lips tasted so sweet he almost couldn't resist her lips. He dipped down for a moment brushing his lips across her jaw line.
"So now that you have calmed down, why don't you tell me what happened that made you storm through the house like that."