"I want to ask you something," Alejandro spoke lightly. Kat was winding around their bedroom in preparation to go to sleep. Her tightly coiled hair was tied in a bun on top of her head with a homemade conditioner she'd prepared the day before. Her honey and apricot mask tightened on her face while it dried and she wondered how she'd reply to Alejandro with it on. She wore her floor length print silk robe and matching negligée. It was a new purchase she'd made to wear for Alejandro on their vacation but now it'd become a piece for herself. She wore it because she loved the way it made her feel and she hardly thought twice about catching Alejandro's attention while it was on.
She had a full glass of white wine waiting for her on the nightstand beside her pillow and slow music over the radio she put in the bathroom. Over the last few weeks, she'd started to live for her Friday evenings. She had made it a sort of ritual to do her hair, take care of her skin, play some music and drink a few glasses of wine in the hours before bed. Alejandro had taken on the responsibility of the kids during her set block of time to herself.
"Yes?" She asked, noticeably busied. She put a pile of folded clean clothes in the chest. She knelt down to reach the lower shelf right beside Alejandro's feet from where he sat on the end of the bed. She neatly placed everything in their destined place.
"I want to watch you shower tonight." Kat visibly slowed her pace when putting away the last small pile. She closed the drawer slowly.
Alejandro wanted to watch her shower.
"Why?" Kat turned from her place on the floor to meet his eyes. Before she got her hopes up in thinking that maybe he was growing more sexually attracted to her, she wanted to make sure this was what she thought it was.
"I just want to try it." She could tell she wasn't getting much more from him than that. She took a breath and searched for the right words.
"O—okay." She replied quietly.
This was new but new was still good.
*
The toilet in their bathroom was directly across from the shower door on the opposite wall. The glass was clear and would do very little to conceal her body before the fog started to build. She'd be completely exposed for at least a few minutes.
Now that she was preparing to take off her clothes, she was growing a little nervous. She wondered how her relaxing evening of self-care had turned into this nerve racking strip and shower tease. Her lit candles lined the double sink and she had the ceiling lights dimmed.
Alejandro hadn't seen her naked in almost a year. After a while, she started to grow a little self-conscious about her body; she didn't want to reveal too much of her cleavage, she wore bras around the house under her lounging clothes and she stopped going to bed with just panties covering her lower half. She hated that she had to be conservative in her own house with her own husband but this was what their relationship had turned into.
But now, she was putting on a show. He had requested it so she couldn't know what he thought it would accomplish. She'd just push through and try her best to continue as normal. Whatever he was trying to do, she wouldn't concern herself with it too much.
Alejandro lowered the toilet lid and grabbed the slack in the crotch of his sweatpants before taking a seat. He kept his eyes fixated on Kat's back. She gently pulled the sleeves of her robe down and hung it on a hook beside the shower door. She turned back to the wine she had on the counter and took a couple big sips. She poured in the rest of the bottle and took a couple more sips.
The effects of her last two glasses were starting to take a small toll on her inhibitions. Her nerves grew less of a problem for her and she could almost pretend Alejandro was completely invisible.
She took off her robe and hung it on the hook beside the shower door. She pulled down the straps on her gown and let it hit the floor. Soft, smooth jazz played for them and set a sensual mood. Kat, between her sexual frustration and the sensuality of the situation, was starting to get a little turned on.
She remembered her toy was in the shower. She craned her neck a bit and she could see the little handheld, waterproof massager on the shower's rack. She turned to Alejandro to see if he had noticed it.
It felt as if she were better off never acknowledging it; his eyes went straight from hers to where she'd last maneuvered to look. If he hadn't noticed it before, he'd noticed it then.
"Are you going to show me how you use?" His deep bass shook her spine and she let a breath flow through the little gap between her lips. She took a beat to reply and he tried to put her at ease. "Pretend I'm not here. Do everything as you normally would." He encouraged.
Kat nodded curtly, like a little girl about to face her biggest feat yet.
Alejandro watched her as she moved around the bathroom. He could see her toned back flexing from her movements. The smooth skin was glistening from the steam and her sun kissed, deep chocolate skin was golden. Her thick, dimpled ass jiggled when she took small steps toward the shower. He could see the side of her low, full hanging breasts when she reached out to test the shower's water. She bent down the grab her gown and he saw the peek of her stubbled pussy lips from between her thighs.
Kat undid her bun and her unruly, deep-conditioned kinks took their time spilling around her shoulders. She opened the shower door and stepped inside.
She was so on edge inside. Kat wanted to please him. She wanted to give him the show that would set their marriage back to the day they'd first met. Kat wanted her post-partum tummy, swinging breasts and birthing hips to give him the same rush as she'd giving him years ago. The pressure of it all almost seemed like too much for her mind, especially her drunk mind.
"Turn the music up for me?" She croaked. Kat needed something to help drown herself out. She would have a nervous breakdown in the shower if she continued down this road. The music got louder and she reached for her loofah.
She soaped her body down and started to scrub her skin. As time went on, she got a little more comfortable. It all started to feel more routine. Kat combed and rinsed her hair in four sections until she was done. She kicked a leg up on the bathroom bench she and Alejandro had placed a year or so ago and shaved her legs. Turned to give herself one last rinse off. She stood directly under the shower head and let it all cloak her body.
This would be the point where she'd pleasure herself. Where she'd be all clean and only needed one last rinse between her legs to clean off. She'd sit on the bench and spread her legs for her own hands. She'd put one foot against the shower's soak rack and one against the glass to give herself the only orgasm she'd have for the week.
She turned to stare at the toy.
