CHAPTER 6: 24/7
Weeks after the boating gang bang I am again spending a weekend at Jason's place as his free-use cock-slut. I love everything about my life now. The combination of having a challenging and worthwhile job that also has me getting fucked at the office by the two agency partners has proven to me what I could never have anticipated in my earlier life. I love to be fucked. I need to be fucked and regularly. I'm addicted to big black cock and both partners are so endowed. I also now know I don't need or want romance. But mostly I love the weekends Jason asks me to spend with him at his house. There I am his naked cock-slut to use, any hole at any time as often as he wants. Paul, of course, is welcome and does come and go through the weekend to enjoy my body, too. But it is Jason and his big black cock that has made me addicted. My pussy and ass will be full of cum and if he pulls out to spray his cum on my body I wear it gladly and proudly. I answer the door when Paul arrives and I am naked and very often have cum on my face or breasts and it is all Paul can do to get inside and close the front door before attacking me in the foyer.
There is only one thing that could make our arrangement even better in my mind. And it sometimes keeps me awake with it bouncing around in my head.
I am spooned into Jason, my back against his front, his cock still embedded in my pussy. I love falling asleep with his cock still in me. It is long enough that even as it softens it is still inside. Some weekday nights as I try to sleep in my apartment, I might toss and turn trying to find the position I need. I've sometimes even resorted to slipping an old dildo in but it is a sad and inadequate substitute.
This night, even having his magnificent cock lodged in my pussy isn't enough.
Jason's hand squeezes my breast and slides down my body to stroke my pussy. "You need another fuck?"
"What?" I reply confused. I thought he was asleep. "Well ... always, I guess, huh?" He chuckled. "But, no, that's not it."
"Well, that's sure not the signal your pussy is giving my cock." I now feel him growing inside me and I realize I had been squeezing his cock with my pussy muscles. "Is something wrong? Are you regretting what is happening?"
"Silly. Have I shown the least bit of regret?" I strain my neck to glimpse him. "I'd turn to kiss you but I don't want to lose you."
"Silly, yourself. We can fix that."
I turn in his arm, do lose him from my pussy but I raise my leg over his and he smoothly reinserts himself. I sigh at the feel of his semi-hard cock sliding in. I kiss him long and passionately, sighing in contentment.
"So ... what is it?" His fingers are teasing a nipple. I smile at the easy, forward touch. That's what I love. Free-use gives him a license to touch and use all my holes; cock-slut gives me license to enjoy and worship his cock. He flexes his hip and his cock moves inside me. I can actually feel it expanding, swelling. "Talk to me, Kristi. Tell me or ... or ... or I'll take my cock out."
I playfully slap his bicep, "No reason to be mean about it." We both laugh, both recognizing my obsession. "Okay ..." I raise my head with my elbow planted in the bed to support my hand holding my head. My free hand is caressing the same bicep to his sculpted shoulder and chest. "Have I ever asked for anything?"
He thinks for just a moment, a sign of taking what is coming seriously despite the teasing. "No, you haven't. All the asking has been me from the initial time of coming here from the hotel to spending weekends to the job to being free-use to the gang bang." He kissed me and his cock was moving significantly up my pussy without movement from his hips. "What do you want, Kristi? You've given everything."
I squeezed my pussy muscles around him. "I've received a lot, too." We kissed passionately for a full minute and our shifting bodies were producing wonderful effects. We would fuck, again, but first ... "I love everything we are doing, Jason ... everything. I think you know now I will do anything, be anything for you." I continued to squeeze. "I know you don't want romantic entanglements. I don't either. We are good at fucking, though. It's comfortable and natural for us. The thing is ... when I'm not here, when I'm not with you even working at the office, this is all I can think about. I don't know ..." I push him and he allows himself to roll onto his back. I move with him and am straddling him, his cock now buried deeper in me. I rest my forearms on the slabs of muscle that is his chest, my pelvis moving slow and easy. "I don't know if such an obsession with a man is healthy or not. When I'm not with you, Jason ... I'm a mess. I yearn for the feel of your hands and fingers touching me without asking; for your magnificent cock penetrating my pussy, ass, or throat; for the feel of my fingers and lips on your black, veiny cock." I lean forward to kiss him before pushing back to take him deeper. "I was never like this before you, not in the least. Not having sex might have been a bit frustrating but it was other things that drove me away from him. You made me what I am. I was willing and eager and I love what I have become but ..."
My gaze dropped but he raised my chin back up with a single finger to gaze into my eyes. "But?"
"I don't want to be away from you. There I said it. I don't want to be away from you. I don't mean in a romantic way or a lover's way. I mean in a fuck-slut way, always here for you." I watched his eyes, too. "Jason, I'm not stupid. You know that. I know there may come a time when you don't want this anymore when you want more in a way maybe I can't give you. But until the time comes when you throw me out into the street, I want to be your 24/7 fuck-slut to do anything, anywhere, whenever, and whoever."
"Wow," was his only response. Well, that and the sharp flexing of his hips.
"Yea, well, you asked. I don't expect that's possible. I mean, I'm sure you need your space for the rest of your life. That's what has been on my mind and you asked." I rose higher and thrust down on his cock, driving it the deepest into me. "Now ... we can fuck ..."
His hands held my waist so firmly I was stopped. "Wait."
My heart was pounding and this time it wasn't just his big black cock. "What?" Have I overstepped, threatened him by my confession?
"I was afraid to ask, I've asked so much of you, already."