JUST ONE KISS
(Written for a certain petal who craves such things. Rub, rub, rub, little petal)
You are new to campus, exploring it. You walk the grounds.
You wander through the gym. There is laughter. Male laughter.
White boys.
You want to get closer. You want to hear what they are saying. You sneak. You don't mean anything, you just want to listen, you are just always curious.
Curious about white boys.
You are outside the locker room. Inside they are relaxing after a game. Drinking. Laughing.
"What the fuck?"
A guy is there. A big blonde guy with blue eyes carrying beer.
You are found.
You start to stammer, making up something stupid about being lost.
He laughs.
"It's cool baby"
He puts his hand on the small of your back and takes you inside. Part of you wants to turn away, and leave.
But you don't leave. Into the lair of the white guys you go.
They are gathered, drinking beer, talking shit. They are friendly.
They are all around you. Towering over you, like giants.
They give you a beer. You feel so cool drinking with the guys. This never happened back home.
They are curious about you.
"What is your name?"
"Sui"
"Sue?"
"Not Sue, Sui"
They find that hilarious. They give you another beer.
You drink your beer, a little Asian girl surrounded by a team of white boys. They are teasing you gently. One pulls you up and carries you on his shoulders, your thighs around his neck. You like that.
You like it when one of them starts to tickle you. His hand is under your blouse on your bare skin, his fingers lightly stroking your belly. You shriek with laughter and lean against him. He smells of fresh sweat.