Friday-Market Martini -- Lily & Bloom.
Saturday-Mixes Tuesday and Thursday.
Sunday-Sleeps.
"Well-she works hard,"I tell myself."I am getting horny as hell, and we have tried fun games, games of truth or dare, games with Ruth Westheimer's signature Sex games, Dr.Spock in Shock games-but she says:"Ino wantto pray-Fucky games.Mor milk tea!"
She did not used to be that way. After we married, she changed. I said something positive about myself for once-and I guess I said it with such confidence- her alarm system went off-as per her low self esteem-which I did not know she had-till she became so insecure-I could not believe this was the teasing,confident,over-loving, woman I married! She, became something else. Somebody who did not trust me.
I would cry-and she would cry-over and over saying she did not understand even herself. Hell, jealousy did not help her find herself, I can guarantee you that! I found out that when I met her in Hong Kong, she had a boyfriend-another marine by the name of zack. He was from Lagos,Nygeria-and, honestly- he and I ended up by chance in the men's restroom before I knew this, and I had never seen a larger cock on any man in my whole entire life! I thought,"Thank God Laura does know him. God, how could I ever compete???
Sure enough, she tried to hide it, but it came out. They would try to hide it in bars, and then just happen to be up at the pool tables, or around the hokie dens, or down by the musicians. I did not think anything of it-kind of a "hoky" place anyhow.
But I could not stop thinking,"What if I had that kind of cock, and used it on my little Carrie. Ho shit, she would not ever want to leave me!
