CHAPTER 7
After they had gotten back into their clothes and settled down on the couch, sitting at opposite ends with just their feet touching, talking about nothing in particular, Sam asked the questions he really needed answered, "When can we do this again?" In the pit of his stomach as a fear that he had been used—based on nothing, but an irrational fear is a fear nonetheless—and that now that Belinda had had her itch scratched, so to speak, she would move on to another frat boy like the one she had told him about or a country club-type like her brother.
"I think we can meet here safely a few times a week," Belinda said, as a wave of relief passed over him. "We've got to watch ourselves, but I think that will work if we're careful. We have to act normally around the house, just as we have...well just as we have except for making out in the kitchen. I'll still come down and visit you while you're working. At this point I'm there enough that it would look suspicious if I stopped." After agreeing on all points and sharing one final, tender kiss, Sam disengaged the perimeter alarm while Belinda packed up her computer and books, then they headed away from the studio in opposite directions.
Belinda woke up feeling delicious. She still had a warm glow as her body remembered the feel of skin on skin, mouth on mouth, and mouth on skin. And yet, she felt guilty. Not for anything she'd done, but because she knew how disappointed her mother would be. Even though Belinda held little if any respect for her mother, she still wanted her love and approval and worked to earn and keep it. She knew her mother found her behavior out of bounds at times, but she did as much as she could to be the daughter Susannah expected her to be. Good looking, educated, funny, and charming as Sam was, her mother would never overlook that he was black. Shaking the thoughts away, she went in search of her mother, who was on the back patio, drinking her coffee as she did most mornings while planning her day. "Momma, I want to show you my ideas for the kitchen to see what you like before I get started," she said, spreading out a folder. As she did so, she stole a few looks at Sam, who was loading up some equipment he would need for the day's work. He was going to be doing some heavier work cutting down shrubs, so instead of his normal cargo shorts, he had on jeans that showed the shape of his ass. For just a moment, Belinda allowed herself to picture her hands wrapped around those ass cheeks as he entered her on the leather sofa in the studio, then shook her head to concentrate.
She had worked up three options for her mother, showing paint, hardware, lighting and other fixtures, along with new towels and table linens. Only the flooring, cabinets and counters would stay the same. Belinda loved all three options, so whatever her mother picked, Susannah would feel like she was in charge and Belinda would get what she wanted. A win-win. Susannah leafed through, asking if she could combine elements of two different plans. Belinda said, "Why didn't I think of that Momma? That's so much better." She knew she was buttering her mother up, but her guilt from this morning lingered and it made her feel better. "I'll get started tomorrow," Belinda said. "I thought today we could hit the salon for mani-pedis. All this sanding, and my hands are a mess. It just won't do," she continued, in a tone of voice that matched the way her mother would make the observation. Susannah smiled. Although she didn't understand her youngest child, she also wished they could be closer and loved these moments when they seemed to be on the same page.
Luckily, Susannah Sutter wasn't a mind-reader.
The mother and daughter spent a pleasant afternoon being pampered and doing a bit of shopping, but although she talked with her mother about town "society" and the exclusive clubs her mother belonged to and hoped Belinda would one day join, a part of Belinda's mind was always thinking about Sam. When she picked out her nail polish, she chose a shade she thought would make the most sensual contrast when her hand rested in his hand or somewhere else on his body. When her legs were being scrubbed and moisturized, she closed her eyes and pictured Sam's hands wandering up her legs, feeling herself becoming moist at the mere fantasy. And as she picked out a few new outfits, she was thinking about how easy they would slide off, push up or otherwise move out of the way the next time they managed to meet. It was a thoroughly pleasant day.
They returned home at around 2:30. Susannah offered Belinda a cocktail, but Belinda begged off. Instead, she headed down the hill to the construction site. "Hi!" she said, glad to find Sam working alone. "I missed you today. I was off being the perfect Southern belle with Momma, while you were here being productive."
Sam smiled at her. "I missed you too! I spent the morning thinking about you. Any chance we could meet tonight?" he asked hopefully.
"I wish," Belinda said. "Tonight is a command performance...family dinner at the country club. But keep tomorrow night free for me, okay?" Belinda stayed to visit for a few minutes. Sam updating her on the news from the radio he listened to while he worked, new leadership in Greece and worries about the foreign debt crisis.
Dinner was misery. The food was always passable, but her mother spent the evening pointing out all the eligible young men she should be dating and her brother spent the night chatting up available young women from rich families. He told Hailey these dinners were a "family-only event," but that was just to give him cover to keep his options open. He liked Hailey well enough, but in the end his plan was to marry a girl who would add to his net worth, not be a drain on it. Belinda knew the score, but it made her lose respect for Chip every time she saw him in action. She had no interest in having Hailey as a sister-in-law, but that didn't mean she liked seeing her being used.
As they left, she heard her mom whispering to her dad about calling Mrs. Higginbotham to see if her Peyton was available to take Belinda out. It was all she could do not to scream, "Don't even think about it!" She had told her mother how much she hated being set up, but Susannah couldn't help but think she was going to find the proper man for her daughter.
Back at home, she went up to her room and called Sam to say goodnight. Belinda had found out about the pictures and made him remove them—too dangerous—but they had programmed in each other's numbers so they could call and it didn't show their real names. When Belinda called Sam, she showed up as Bill Smith, while Sam was Samantha McIntire when he called Belinda.