Once again, thanks to Rustyoznail, who has always helped me not just to edit my story but also bounce around ideas and beta read and review my story. He plays a huge part in bringing my stories to life.
He has also adapted some of my characters, Madiha and Neha into
his series
.
Watch out for the third part which will hit this summer contest.
Also a shoutout to
bdrew86
for beta reading.
Now back to the story.
"Huhh... huhh... huhh..."
The shallow pants of Prasad were louder than Meghna's moans as he was humping on top of her in the dark bedroom. During a normal day, Meghna would be praying that he lasted longer but tonight she just wanted to get it over with. She convinced him not to switch on the light as she was afraid it might expose the "love" bruises and marks made by Travis.
With a huge grunt, he finally came and ejaculated inside her. Her husband then rolled off and within two minutes started snoring. Meghna was unsatisfied. It was one thing until very recently when she never had an orgasm, but after the marathon session today with Travis where she was showered with orgasms, she felt more irritated after tasting the forbidden fruit.
Meghna got up and draped her nightie over her shoulders and went to the bathroom. She cleaned herself but her body was shaking as it craved another orgasm. She sat on the commode and touched her clitoris with her hand. She felt a mini electric surge. She started rubbing herself, and it felt so good. She used her fingers to roll around it, then put two fingers inside her vagina while her thumb was caressing her clit.
'Wow, this is so much better than sex from Prasad.' she thought. She had heard vague ideas from friends on how to masturbate but there was also an urban legend that it could tear your hymen and make you not bleed at first night. This then cast doubts in your new husband's mind if you really are a virgin or not.
But now she has no issues with that and she kept doing it faster. Images of Travis flashed in her mind where he was inserting his big hard cock inside her. She subconsciously used her left hand to caress her breasts. She lost control over herself and was moaning automatically. She totally forgot that Prasad might wake up and find her in the bathroom as her mind was full of visions of Travis and his huge cock. Why was she so fascinated looking at that unaesthetic piece of muscle on his body?
Meghna kept doing it as fast as she could. Her fingers were hitting the roof of her inner walls and pressing her G-spot. She finally had her orgasm. It felt so good but it wasn't as intense as the one Travis gave her. She rested back for a minute as she tried to get back her breath.
Once the euphoria of orgasm settled in, tears automatically started falling out of her eyes. The dam of resistance had finally broken and she came back to reality. She didn't just cry but was bawling loudly as if she lost everything. She realised that she had just masturbated to an orgasm while thinking of her rapist.
What a bad wife she was. She had cheated on her husband and hid it. But wasn't she raped? She wondered if she really got raped. Didn't she enjoy it? So much that she just masturbated thinking of him?
But wasn't she forced? But didn't she buckle too easily? Would it still be called rape? What did she actually know about rape? Very little really, other than protests were held now and then in India, only for people to forget until another poor girl met the same fate.
The only thing she knew about rape were the 80's Bollywood revenge movies based on the "Death wish" series, where the hero turns vigilante after his wife gets raped. They usually have an elaborate rape scene to titillate the audience. The villain usually chases the woman into a forest or his manor. He tears off a piece of clothing on an insignificant part of her body like an arm or a leg as Indian censor boards don't allow nudity. He falls on her and she struggles while he tries to hold her. Then the camera shows the sky followed by a loud scream, and in the next scene she is seen either crying or dead due to the ordeal.
Her's wasn't anywhere close to that. She was so docile. She took him to the bedroom and voluntarily removed her clothes despite knowing his intentions. But he threatened her that he was an ex-convict and her primal instincts opted for self-preservation.
But her mind was reminded of the practice of jauhar, which originated when the Islamic invaders used to rape the womenfolk of the region they captured and then sold them as sex slaves. Therefore, once the news arrived of the fort getting breached, the women used to jump into open fires so that even their corpses weren't available for the invaders to rape. Having come from such a society where chastity is revered, how could she justify that she had sex with her rapist?
What would Prasad think if she told him? Would he believe that she was raped? Already he was apprehensive that she might cheat on him and he would use this as proof. Even if he didn't think she was raped, his family would be happy to dump her. After all, they had conned a million in the name of dowry. She cried even more thinking of how her father would be the laughing stock of the village if his daughter was branded a whore. Travis was right. She couldn't tell her husband.
The next two days were hell for her as the pressure inside was building up like a pressure cooker. Meghna felt she would burst if she didn't find a way to vent it out. She couldn't talk to her mother without the presence of Prasad and she couldn't trust any of her new friends. But maybe there was one person who would understand...
Steve was watching the highlights of the NBA match on his cable when he heard a quiet knock on his door. He opened to see Meghna standing there. Her face looked as if she was going to cry any minute. She just walked in and sat on the sofa.
Steve looked at her in surprise and wondered why of all these days she decided to come into his house and why was she looking at the ground. He sat next to her and took her hands in his large hands.
Meghna couldn't take it anymore and started crying. Steve was confused about what to do but kept touching her hands hoping to calm her. Surprisingly, it worked. She slowly started to hold back her tears and get a grip on herself.